June 6, 2010 - 2:57pm — Rutilus
Funny, how love is...
I still remember meeting him, near the river. He wasn't happy to see me at all, and tried to scare me away, but back then I was terribly naive. I still am, I suppose. I knew there was good in him and so I became stubborn, persistent. I was determined to befriend him.
My attempts succeeded. He became the best thing that had ever happened to me. I grew to love him, though I knew that he was dark and that his past could not have been an innocent one. I knew he was flirtatious from the very beginning, but after a while I was more than willing to accept that, for wasn't my brother the very same? And Rutilus was loyal, he has always been loyal.
Gehirn, it seemed, was loyal too back then.
He would always ask me why I loved him. Why I chose him over so many 'real stags', ones with my mask and enormous white antlers, beautiful chocolate pelts. And I'd shake my head and just say that he was so much better than all of that.
I loved him. I loved the black stag, with his crimson eyes and wicked grin. I fell in love with him and it was impossible to go back.
Don't people always say that darkness lures you in?
Funny, how I trusted him...
...when I should have known not to.
I could have been with someone else, but I chose him. And for the longest time, we were happy - or I thought we were. I should have been around more often, it's true. I should have tried harder.
But is that any excuse to perform the ultimate betrayal to someone who is so easily broken...?
...can I ever take him back...?
"the ultimate betrayal" Ah
"the ultimate betrayal"
Ah reminds me of my own sense of morality.
Anyway, it was lovely dear.
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