Why does it feel like I'm being singled out? I deleted my last entry due to the fact that HOMG I LET SWORE and it caught attention. Big deal...

So... so what if I lose my job... so what if I leave this site. I honestly do not care anymore. Everything seems to just be turned into a Drama Log and it goes downhill from there.

I feel singled out because rants are rants, sometimes we let a F-Bomb fly and it's not the end of the world. In the end, I'm feeling fed up with everything and ultimately I'm feeling like a big pile of dung.

So there, I'll likely just drift off into nowhere for awhile. And only come around In Forest on Sintharia which will remain a mystery because I won't be posting any of her information now. Thanks guys, just thanks.

Writer's Note:

Nightmare has decided overall that he will tolerate Luis' presence when Myu is with or around him. However, his mentality has sunken into the state of a mild sadness due to all the happily families rising up. Perhaps this is another form of Judgment to Nightmare? Or perhaps he is giving up the hopes of ever truly finding peace.

The Red Devil - Beliar
That is how Nightmare sees Beliar in his mind thanks to the BZD's Rebirthing of him. Plus it's such a snazzy title me thinks

I hope you do not mind Lex. Nightmare is, as I have said not a very pleasant beast however I hope this expresses what I want to get across in a way. He will tolerate Luis, so long as Myu is around and likely will grow to tolerate him more as time goes by. But this is still a terrible thing for the three. I dunno, it's almost 5am and I typed this for 45 minutes... yeaaaaaaah... I need sleep....

Nightmare himself talks in an almost riddle like pattern, though you can tell what he is speaking about his subjects tend to change very quickly. As is seen with this story. I'm sorry if it is confusing to some, but it's how Nightmare is now. His mind is new due to his Rebirth and how he is currently acting. But, as I've said... this is him saying that yes, he will accept Luis around him while in the presence of Myu. But it will still take some time before he allows Luis around without her.

Dear Secret Santa,

I normally don't do these silly little wishlists but I've felt compelled to do so for this event. Now take in mind that ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is all right for me this is just a few things that I'd adore more than anything is all ^^

THE LIST

1) ANY Giftart is lovely. I Adore when others draw giftart or draw something of my characters. I rather enjoy seeing my creations in other peoples styles. It sorta ';personalizes' them a bit.

2) {X} <- Like I'd get this but I recently got a Kadaj Cosplay outfit and I'm really interested in the sword XD It's FAR cheaper than the Sephiroth Mesamune that I want >_>;;;;;; Yeah big hopes... like anyone would buy it XD

3) Fan Characters from species I've created. Creating a creature in your own style that I've made is an uber awesome thing for me Making your own Parasite Dragon or Phase Shrieker is major kudos. I love seeing how others take these things into their own style.

4) ICONS! I love new Icons, I adore having new things that blink or roar or anything like that XD And my current one is starting to get a bit old ;P I've tried my hand at DA Icon making but I've faaaaaaailed ._.;;;;;;

5) Christmas Cards. Even if they are store bought a Card is a Card and it's awesome to get some from friends who I've never met. Plus, it makes me feel a bit special that you'd send something to me XP

6) I love just about anything ;P Artwork, etc. so don't let this list stop you from doing whatever you want.

A lot of you might have seen some of the posts I've made of these crazy, ugly creatures that I call 'pokemon' Well here's a blog that I'm posting that collects all of these beasties for your viewing pleasure. Now, I'm not going to do ALL of the creatures in the world but hey, I'll do what I can at the moment. We've got a lot of creatures in the Pokemon world that need to be zombie-fied.

I'll post more information on AR: The Plague if anyone shows interest in it but for now... enjoy :3

Suggestions are welcome but I've got a story to finish for this project and also I've got the Secret Santa to do :3

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Coming Soon (These won't be done in the order they are listed):
Spearow
Clefairy
Luvdisc (Trigger suggestion)
Milotic
Ninetails
Arcanine
Rapidash
Pikachu
Meowth (Sugguest by Okami :3)
Staraptor
Haunter
Steelix
Kingdra
Starmie
Tauros
Skarmory
Sableye
Absol
Banette
Empoleon
Weavile
Giratina (Has been Done I just have to locate the image)
Cresselia (Will be done by Kari)
Ursaring
Girafarig
Aipom
Togepi
Noctowl
Scyther
Dragonair
Machamp
Dewgong
Cloyster
Darkrai (Also being done by Kari )
Spiritomb
Jynx
Pinsir
Snorlax
Kabutops
Omastar
Lickitung
Tentacruel
Kadabra
Primeape
Psyduck
Nidoking
Sandslash
Beedrill
Blastoise
Slowpoke
Muk (Oh my O_O)
Kangaskhan
Mr.Mime
Weezing
Tangela (Tentacle Monster anyone? xD)
Aerodactyl
Crobat
Unknown
Feraligatr (We have a Non-Feral one of these done by someone actually :3)
Wobbuffet
Skuntank
Toxicroak
Kingler
Spinda (More Suggestions by Okami )
Hoothoot (Trigger :3)
Xatu (Trigger again )
Typhlosion (Pickle )
Groudon (Weee!)
Spheal
Blaziken
Miltank (Aegle Suggestions )

Currently In Progress - Ninetails
Next in Line -

Deoxys is a maybe since we decided he might not be affected by the Plague But I'm willing to do a challenge.

Major WIP for an Event that is about to take place with Nightmare. For some minor information about it you can view {X}
Auto-Music under the Break. Bonus points for those who know the roar that I'm using for his update
Track if you are interested in seeing the update.
It should be noted that when this is updated, Nightmare will be up and running about in the forest. Be it for good or bad... that all depends on how you take the story After Nightmare is Reborn he has started speaking in an Alien language. I use Norwegian to display this as it's one of the most alien things I've come across on a translator XD

Well a few people have show interest in it so I'm making a Blog with a good deal of Lineart. Free for anyone to color however they see fit. Many of you probably know that I'm a sketch artist and A LOT of my stuff ends up staying in a sketch form. I rarely scan my lineart process since well I go right to coloring after I ink but while digging through my Photobucket I've found some choice pieces.

Now then... Heeeeeeeeeeere we go! I don't care if you edit things ;P Just don't try to pass it off that you drew it all righty :3

More to come as I do more Lineart for everyone.

If I were to post some Lineart of things that I've drawn would anyone be interested in coloring it? Out of a whim really, thought I'd ask since a lot of my works these days barely get colored I was wondering if I should make a small little 'color me' book of things for others to use my art to color in their down times. Like if they had an art block or if they were just having an off time or something.

Thoughts?

Here have a couple more Screenies of the game

{X} {X} {X}

Why do I ask? Because that link is my level 27 Necromancer ON Wizards 101 XD TLK looking Lioness mount FTW! And then I have my entire selection of male characters behind me... I don't play them as I'm trying to max out my Necromancer BEFORE playing a lower level. It's too addicting plus... VAMPIRES! What's not to love? I also threw in a couple boss pictures and an older picture of my Necromancer back when she was level 16 XD

I have so far played a bit of each of the 'classes' as one would say, You have Ice Mages, Fire Mages, Death Mages (Which is me), Life Mages, Balance Mages, Myth Mages and Storm Mages. You don't HAVE to stick to your school of magic you spend training points in the other schools to learn other spells (I'm hitting up the Fire School as a secondary school... HELEPHANT! That is all...) and you go around and such.

It is a FREE to play sorta thing, you only have to subscribe if you want to unlock more areas. If you're not subscribed you have to 'buy' your areas with Crowns (Which you pay for, etc. etc.) and that's how you progress. I'm subscribed, it's easier for me to you know get around and I'm only paying 6.95 a month (Me and my mom have the Family Account bonus thing) and it's not a bad game.

I just got myself my OWN castle |D Which you can get I think at either level 10 or 15... but I loooooooooove all the room. Better than that cruddy little dorm I was in... BAH!

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I dunno what happened fully (As I had to get to work and all that) so this is my 'take' on events. If anything seems wrong it'll all be marked off but Nightmare WILL be the way he is in this story for AWHILE! If you read this, beware... Nightmare is worse, his personality IS a Beautiful Nightmare but his emotions have risen to the point that he's lost all state of mind and he sees things as being betrayed.

Should anyone approach him... you best be ready to run <_<;;;;;; he's not going to allow ANYTHING near him (Except for maybe a few, Myu is one) And inhaling what his body is spewing out is really risking your deer falling into a deep Nightmare that he will likely torment them in.

Also, Sorry Sithrim D= Maaaaaaaan Nightmare's not happy ._.;;;;;;; but blame the emotions! Just... don't have Sithy come near him anytime soon though >.>;;;;;;; I'd hate for Nightmare to go all out RAGE!Mode on him ;.;