. Dark Night . {RP with Kauna}

August 31, 2012 - 12:35pm — Eledhwen22

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{Intro Under the Cut}

My Voice: Katherine Moennig

RP Color: #008B8B

C L I C K

I N T R O

. Darkness Falls .

The Sun has just disappeared, I'm drowning in his dim light dying behind the trees ... The lonelyness comes insidiously until me, as each night ... It's cold now, as much on my body than in my mind ...

I'm tired now ... Tired of all what happened to me ... I was thinking I could forget all about my parents decease but ... erf ... It was a sad delusion. I'm lucky that Flyleaf discovered me before THEY kill me ... But maybe it would be better I passed away with them, rather than live with my eternal questions ... Did my mother would love me ? Did she would protect me from dangers ? Did I would be close to her ? ... I don't know, and I'll never know ...

I don't want niggle about this anymore, my childhood was joyful, thanks to Flyleaf, who is such a protective and funny adoptive father ... But I've never liked play with other fawns ... My questions occupied all my silly mind ! And now ??? Now I'm ALONE !!! Thanks to this ... Now, I'm the strange doe, who always be depressed and seems never need nobody to be cheerful ... But I can't tell them I need a presence to feel alive. I'm too proud for that. It's a concrete shell I have, since I've lost my parents ... I can't have confidence in somebody else ... Just in Flyleaf ... He saved my life after all ...

Erf .. Humm .. I want stop to think too much .. The darkness is here now, I'm alone with my comfortable ferns ... Oh god, they are my unique friends ... That's pathetic !

I must resolve to that never a deer will try to spend time with me ... I'm weird ... And I have some masculine aspects ... Erf ... It's better to stop ... Thinking ...

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August 31, 2012 - 11:04pm — Eledhwen22

* Anyone ? *

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August 31, 2012 - 11:11pm — Flyleaf

I would ..but i have never

I would ..but i have never done it before ...
And it is not really my thing .
I hope you find someone ...but i would say make an encounter with some deer in the forest and the one who you interact the most can be good for Rp .
I think you are too new now ...Not everyone knows you ...have patience .

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September 1, 2012 - 12:04am — Eledhwen22

Don't worry about it Fly :>.

Don't worry about it Fly :>. I know if you could, you'll do it ! And yes, I'm too new as you said. But I recently met some nice deers/does ... I wish one of them like doing RP :>

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September 1, 2012 - 12:05am — Flyleaf

You can also ask them on

You can also ask them on their Bio

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Bouncing Fly by Mary13

September 1, 2012 - 12:16am — Eledhwen22

Yes, I already did it but I

Yes, I already did it but I don't like joined a RP where there are already someone who did it with the person ... I'm too new at that, so I prefere when we are 2 ^^.

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September 1, 2012 - 12:56am — Rouda

I will track this, too, so I

I will track this, too, so I can find this tomorrow. (8

September 1, 2012 - 2:07am — Eledhwen22

Sure ! I can't wait to read

Sure ! I can't wait to read you

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September 1, 2012 - 11:45am — Rouda

The albino doe was taking one

The albino doe was taking one of her daily walks in the forest. The morning air was chilly and fresh, she could feel the fall getting closer and closer each day. On her way she spotted a female resting alone among the long ferns and decided to go investigate. For her surprise she was the lady she had met the day before and was more than delighted to keep her company again. "Why are you here all alone, hm? Would you mind if I joined you?" Her voice was quiet, gentle as she spoke to the other female with a smile upon her soft features. She waited for her response before she would approach more.

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Like I said, I fail at starting lines. >__>

September 1, 2012 - 12:37pm — Eledhwen22

Cedrelÿa rose her head

Cedrelÿa rose her head slowly, as she was totally desolated ... Oh ... Standing in front of her, the respected doe she met the day before was waited her answer "Humm ..." *She gave her a nod* That was all what the strange finned doe was able to say ... The shining white pelt of her guest (who was now headed for her) blinded her intensely. Her coming was seriously unexpected ... Above all when we know that all deers who spent time with Cedrelÿa rarely meet her again.

Cedrelÿa was so surprised, but just can't realised yet that someone is interested to stay near her. Above all because she respects this doe so much, she's admiring her calmness.

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I don't think at all you sucked at starting lines ! And to be honest, I'm a newbie at RP, so I wish you'll not be bored by how I play

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September 1, 2012 - 12:41pm — Rouda

As Kauna got approval to join

As Kauna got approval to join her, she took a few calculated steps closer to her new friend and laid down beside her. Her tail curled up and she tugged her front legs under herself. For a moment she remain silent and watched the beautiful view that opened up in front of them. Then, she sighed with a smile on her face and turned her deep red eyes to her companion. "You must be somewhat new here, I haven't seen you here earlier." She started and turned her gaze to the flowers in front of them.

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I don't think I'll get bored, don't worry about it. :'>

September 1, 2012 - 1:09pm — Eledhwen22

The warmth presence lull her,

The warmth presence lull her, and she began to half close her eyes ... A light breeze reminds her that she had a question to answer. "Ow, I'm not too new here ... In fact, I was so discrete when I was still a little fawn ... I had confidence only in Fly, who is my adopted father ... But you're right, I'm somewhat new ... My family didn't lived here as Fly said ... But, ... it's the past, my home is here ... and I only know this place, so ... No regrets ... " Cedrelÿa immediately stopped talking, as she was in her thoughts ... She lied, because her past still hurts her. But she has not the strength to talk more about it, she doesn't want to start to cry at the sight of someone.

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"The warmth presence" => I couldn't resist to laugh about that ! xD (as we said, we are "hot" against our will xD). Sorry to take so much time to answer, I forget a lot of english vocabulary ... But RP is a good exercise for me to improve in english

. Don't worry if I don't answer you after this comment, I'll not be at home this afternoon :>. But this evening, I'll be here

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September 1, 2012 - 1:18pm — Rouda

The albino closed her eyes

The albino closed her eyes enjoying the chilly breeze that tickled her sides and face. It felt nice, she loved winter and cold weather and was more than happy to see that time of the year gettting closer again. Day by day. From the corner of her eye she peeked at the doe as she answered her. Then, she turned her gaze back to her with her eyes open. Not many had born here and had family here, those who did were lucky. Kauna herself was from a forest far away from here and she has had her share of downs in this life, too.
Kauna noticed the sudden change in the doe's presence, obviously she did not want to talk about that subject anymore so she did not want to poke her by asking more questions about her past. She let that be. The albino smiled gently and nudged her companion's cheek gently as if trying to cheer her up. "I'm glad you regret nothing. You are brave." Her voice was gentle as she spoke, she gave her another nudge. "It's nice that you have found a father here, even if he's not your biological one. I have many, many children that does not share my blood but I love them and cherish them just as much as those to whom I have given birth."

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Okay! I may not be online this evening, I am planning on going out with some of my friends. I will reply once I get back home again / wake up tomorrow morning. :'D

September 2, 2012 - 2:47pm — Eledhwen22

The finned doe was amazed by

The finned doe was amazed by the protective and tenderness side of the respected albino ... She knows she's the dominant female in her herd, that's why this behaviour was really unexpected ... She's really touched by this support. But she didn't dare to nuzzle gently her companion because of her hierarchical status. At the place, she prefered says:
"Yes, I know the extreme luck I had to have been adopted by a deer ... and besides, by a so protective and nice one. He really took the time to play with me. Well, dear Lady, I can promise you to tell you my story one day, as soon as Flyleaf will relate me this one in details. I know how much I can rely on you, your discretion and calmness truly allay me."

The finned creature lifted her head up to look at Kauna. She drowned herself in the bloody vivid eyes of the shining doe, before ask her: "You told me you wasn't born in this forest ... Can I ask you why you live here so ? And who are your parents, if it's seems not to much out of place ?"

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Sorry for the late answer, I've started to write Cedrelÿa's bio in details last evening and night, and it took me around 7 hours ... Now I must translate it in english ... Erf, it will certainly double that time @_@

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September 2, 2012 - 2:56pm — Rouda

Even though she may be the

Even though she may be the dominant one of her herd, she does not treat other badly or look down on them as if she disrespected them. No. It takes a lot to get to the bad side of her and at a first meeting everyone is innocent unless proved otherwise. She did not thought that others were below her, it's not like her at all. She was touched her companion's gestures that showed high respect. She gave her a gentle nuzzle. "Relax, I am a friend first." She whispered as she nuzzled the doe. "I will be eager to hear your story once you find it out. It is always nice to hear where everyone are from and how they got here, even if the story behind that all was sad. It helps others to understand you more, understand the way you are." It was true. Once you knew something about your new acquaintance's background it is easier to adjust to it and maybe see them differently. "You can ask me anything. Anything.. See, darling, I arrived to this forest years and years ago because I did not have other options. This forest was safe and all I needed that time was safe." She paused for a moment to think how she should word her story so that it wouldn't sound too dramatic. She did not want to scare the other one. "What comes to my parents, they are not here. They have been killed by my past mate out of revenge. The whole herd where I lived was killed by this stag, too. He came here to track me down, he said I was next. I owe my life to some deer here. They saved me."

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It's okayy. (: 7 hours? Woah! That's very long tiiime D;

September 2, 2012 - 4:30pm — Eledhwen22

Cedrelÿa was again impressed

Cedrelÿa was again impressed by Kauna's behaviour, who tried sincerely to talk and listen to her as a real confident. She noded to show her that she's agreed on what she said. She also thinks that know others's stories is essential to know what we can or can't tell to them, and what behaviour adopt when we interact with them. That's also why she didn't dare to show how much she already cared about her.
Cedrelÿa listened carefully the story of the wise Lady. As she's too much empathic, she easily imagined the feelings of the sweet doe when she was living this sad tragedy. She stared at Kauna, and immediately lowered the head to the floor so as to hide the tears which was beginning to bring to her eyes. She was really touched by Kauna's story, because this one was similar to her own, on the fact that her parents are deceased too, and on same circumstances. Without rose her head, she whispered: "Your story is such a tragedy ... I have no words to say how much I'm sorry for you, my dear. But why your past mate was so angered against you ? No anger should be engender such butchering ..."

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Yes, I was more inspired than expected ... I was so surprised, because write stories is not a thing where I'm good at usually xD.

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September 2, 2012 - 4:36pm — Rouda

The albino had dealt with her

The albino had dealt with her past, she had thought things through and re-lived the moments in her mind countless and countless of times. There were much more under that silky white coat that would probably shock the younger doe. Kauna did not want to share everything, she rarely even spoke about her past. Secretive as she was she kept most of the things to herself. As Cedrelÿa laid her head on the ground, Kauna lowered her head to see if everything was okay with her. The albino reached to nibble the fur behind her ear as if trying to comfort her and telling her there is no need to feel sorry. It was all in the past and no one could change what has already happened. Future can be changed, not the past. "All that happened so long ago, don't feel sorry for me. I survived." She smiled brightly and shrugged. "He was jealous, he was obsessed. I left him for taking our son's life." Her voice was quiet as always, she hardly ever raised her voice. "Enough about me, tell me something more about yourself." A wide smile appeared upon her features.

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Well, good luck with translating it. It can be difficult :'D

September 3, 2012 - 12:19am — Eledhwen22

Cedrelÿa was yet in a sad

Cedrelÿa was yet in a sad moon ... She was really sad for her dear friend ("friend" .. Well, she has more the feeling to can talk with her as with a mother, even if she had never known that ... Strange, but reassuring sensation). She's convinced that the beautiful and self-effaced doe not told her all the story ... But she understood that she would certainly protect herself, as she did herself too. Cedrelÿa rose her face, always slowly, and answered to Kauna: "... What do you want to know about me exactly ? I myself don't know who I am ... The only thing I know and don't understand is: Why I have these horrible fins on some parts of my body ?? I've never seen already a deer who looks like me in this area ... And these canines ... WHY ? They really disturb me when I eat ... And the tail, oh the tail ... So strange, ugly and above all disabling." She stopped to talk a few minutes, so as to calm her nerves, looking silently at the floor ... And continued, with a sorry voice: "Forgive-me my moanings sweetie, I know this is not interesting to listen someone whining ... even less a stranger."

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Yes, it will certainly be difficult :'). I'll try to use simple words in english xD.

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September 3, 2012 - 2:23pm — Rouda

The doe remain silent as she

The doe remain silent as she waited for her companion to start talking, there was a gentle, friendly smile upon the albino's soft features. Never threatening. As the other one spoke, the doe listened carefully without disturbing her. To her Cedrelÿa's words were far from whining, to her they were just plain curiosity. The doe waited for a moment to make sure she was finished. "Darling.." She sighed contently, the sigh was followed by a smile. "Those are not horrible. They are a part of you and you are beautiful. It's not something to be ashamed of if you don't see anyone like you here, you should be proud of who you are. Trust me." She gave the doe a brief nuzzle, affectionate one nevertheless. "You do not have to apologize, oh no. There is no need to."

September 3, 2012 - 5:13pm — Eledhwen22

Kauna again found the good

Kauna again found the good words to calm Cedrelÿa's nervousness. The young doe also appreciate the maternal side of her new close friend ... These adorable nuzzles made her in a better mood, but at a same time, regretted to couldn't shared this type of moment with her biological mother.

The night was really dark now, but the white shinning fur of Kauna made her clearly visible ... And her bloody red eyes was like two warm little lanterns. Seeing this, the finned doe couldn't keep her thoughts to herself, and slipped out in one breath: "... You know, Kauna ... You're now like my shinning little star in the dark night of my mind ... " She would like to continue telling her she was greatful to her support, but tears began to bring to her eyes and were impossible to stop. Fortunately, the dark night hid them ...

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September 3, 2012 - 6:05pm — Rouda

The albino respected the doe

The albino respected the doe for being so honest with her, telling her what troubled her and sharing the smallest bits of her history. She also saw how fragile this doe was and for that reason she was happy to say with her as long as Ced wanted her to.
Her ears twitched at the sounds of the forest around them, subconsciously she always had an eye out for possible danger. Tonight the forest seemed much calmer than usually. The unbelievably kind words made Kauna chuckle lightly and she headbutted her companion's neck, carefully not to hurt her, of course. "That was so sweet of you, darling." She whispered after she had pulled away from her and opened her eyes again, lying them on the doe. "I don't know what to say." She smiled lovingly and her warm gaze was like glued to hers. Her smile soon faded as she noticed something was wrong with her companion. After mothering so many fawns, on most cases she was able to tell when something was wrong. "What is wrong? You can tell me. You know you can." Her voice was filled with love as she spoke.

September 4, 2012 - 6:44pm — Eledhwen22

Ced usually never shows that

Ced usually never shows that she's fragile ... She prefers manifest herself as a strong doe who loves simulate fights ... She has certainly developed this male behaviour to protect herself from evil-minded deers. But that was not the same with Kauna ... She felt that she could tell all about her to this adorable and motherly doe. But she was not ready yet to tell more about her story ... And before that, she had to clarify some grim parts of it. She answered quietly, to hide as far as possible her quavering voice: "There is nothing wrong Kauna, don't worry. I'm really glad to have the possibility to share all I want with you ... Sorry if I seem sad, my mind is just a little too tired actually ... " Obviously, it was an excuse to not tell her that she regretted to have never lived such a great moment with her departed mother. But these tears was also tears of joy to have found someone who was able to listen to her and also able to reassure her.

The finned doe moved closer to Kauna, and laid her head on her delicate white forelegs. Her long and large dorsal fin was recovering tenderly Kauna's back. She felt as if she had a mother protection, and began to close her eyes to enjoy intensively this calm moment.

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September 4, 2012 - 7:57pm — Rouda

The albino and the finned doe

The albino and the finned doe were not far from each other, both hated showing any signs of weakness and were ready and better yet able to protect themselves from almost any kind of danger. But when Kauna saw someone needed anyone to be there for them, she usually gave it a shot. She tried if she could be the one in need. For some reason she did not want to take credit from keeping someone safe or saving them from something, or just simply being there when someone, anyone, needed her. A brief, very brief frown visited her features but it faded as fast as it had appeared there. She was not sure if she was told the truth. Nevertheless, she took it as if she had been told the truth and didn't push the doe any further. She would tell her things when she wanted to. "I am more than glad to be here, darling. You may rest your eyes if you wish to. I can keep watch." A nod followed her words. The doe began to groom her companion's neck as she laid her head down, letting out a quiet, comforting purr.

September 6, 2012 - 1:59am — Eledhwen22

The two does were now

The two does were now drawsing quietly ... From time to time, a light breeze came to brush against their silky fur, all this in a silence, only disturbed by some owls who were hunting. But the crickets songs were as a mesmerized lullaby.
Suddenly, a deep troat could be heard far away ... No doubt about that, it was Flyleaf calling Cedrelÿa ... He should be near the pond, waiting for her to start sleeping. As he should be worrying to not find her, Cedrelÿa stood up suddenly, almost colliding the chin of her new friend.
"Oh no !! It's Fly ! He doesn't have the habit of sleeping without me ! And as he knows I haven't real friends here, he should think something wrong happen to me !"
Cedrelÿa started to run, first not too quickly, to tell to her dear friend: "I'm sorry to leave you like that sweetie, but it's late and the pound is far away from here, I don't want Fly worry too much. Where will I be able to find you tomorrow ? And when ?"
Her voice was stronger as one goes along she kept away from her.

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September 6, 2012 - 12:37pm — Rouda

The doe stood up stretching

The doe stood up stretching her limbs as the other one was about to run off. She was not offended, it was obvious that a father wanted to be sure his daughter was safe. The doe gave her companion a brief nod. "Go ahead, I do not want to cause you any trouble. We will meet again someday."

December 9, 2012 - 12:52am — Rouda

It had been quite some time

It had been quite some time since the albino had seen the finned doe anywhere near, she was and has been worried for her, was she okay? If yes, where she was? Maybe the albino had been just busy eating enough to support herself and the life growing inside of her. The doe walked around, slow but steady, to find her friend.

In the distance she saw her, she had to stop for a moment to catch her breath. It was getting harder for her to move long distances now due to her enormous belly. Then, the doe would continue approaching her without making any sounds as usual.

"Here you are." she smiled and nudged her gently with her muzzle. "I wondered where you had gone. How has life treated you lately?"

December 10, 2012 - 1:18am — Eledhwen22

Cedrelÿa trembled when she

Cedrelÿa trembled when she heard a voice close to her ... But immediately reassured to notice it was her dear Kauna. She nuzzled her in return. A huge smile appeared on her face, before it was replaced by a stunned expression when she discovered the enormous belly of her friend. No words could be spoken by the aquatic doe ... She answered to Kauna, with a joyful and curious behavior "Kauna ! That was a very long time ! ... Oh, my life ... Not more interesting than what I see ... here ... When this happened my dear ? I'm so happy for you anyway !" The blue doe already forgot her sad mood ... a child for Kauna, what a lovely surprise ! She was also happy to be able to talk with her confidente, the doe she saw like a mother for her.

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December 10, 2012 - 11:55am — Rouda

The albino's heart was filled

The albino's heart was filled with warmth as she noticed how happy the other one was to see her. She had missed Ced quite a bit and was growing worried for her. A wide, motherly smile appeared upon the white doe's features as the other one pointed out her huge belly. "Some time ago. I bet this little creature will come out soon, it is getting so big, hm." She nodded. "There must be something that has happened during all this time?" Her voice was gentle as she spoke and gently the doe rubbed her cheek against her companion's neck. The doe had seen the aquatic one as some sort of a daughter figure but had been hesitant of bringing it up since she was already a grown up.

December 13, 2012 - 12:48am — Eledhwen22

The blue doe had a large

The blue doe had a large smile before starting to giggle. "Oh yes ... I imagine it must be a pain sometimes. But it's a good thing to see you've got a huge belly. Your little one must be in great health !". Cedrelÿa appreciated so much Kauna's cuddle ... She missed a lot this doe she always considered as a mother, and appreciated so much her sweet attentions. She gave a tender nuzzle on the albino's belly, hoping the little one will feel he was already loved so much.
Ced raised her head, and answered with joy to her "mother": "Oh ... Obviously some things happen, but they were not so good ... I was disappointed by a stag I loved so much. Unfortunately, you've known this feeling too. But actually, another one is in my heart, and he promised me that one day, we will be mate ... We are too young for that yet, but I can't wait this time happens !". Cedrelÿa was really happy to be able to confide in Kauna ... That was a long time she couldn't do it, so that was a real relief for her. But she would also know more about her confidente's life: "But I enough talked about me ... What's new in your life, besides the fact you're expecting a lovely little fawn ?". Cedrelÿa couldn't stop to look a this belly ... Hoping herself to have the chance to live this type of life's present too one day.

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December 14, 2012 - 5:56pm — Rouda

The fawn indeed was healthy,

The fawn indeed was healthy, even though Kauna had been either attacked or obligated to protect her herd and another pregnant doe. For a long time she was worried she would give birth to a stillborn fawn. That would have been something that she could not have been able to deal with. Ever since the baby kicked for the first time, she knew everything was well in there. "It is a real survivor, healthy and strong." She nodded with a smile, a proud mother that she was. Ced could feel a tiny hoof kick a couple of times when she nuzzled Kauna's mother.

The albino frowned lightly as she heard that someone had let her down like that, but she did not say anything yet and let Ced finish her sentence. Kauna was proud to hear that they were waiting and letting each other have their youth, no need to rush things anyway. "Oh? Well, can you tell me who this magnificent buck is then?" She was both curious to know how had stolen her unspoken daughter's heart and to whom to keep an eye on.

"Well, you may have know already that I have finally found someone to be with and whom I can trust. He is the father of this little one." She sighed and glanced at her belly.

December 17, 2012 - 12:32am — Eledhwen22

Cedrelÿa was glad to be able

Cedrelÿa was glad to be able to talk about this very special buck to someone ... And she already knew that she could count in Kauna, to have advices if she had some to give to her. With half-closed eyes and a sweet little smile, she turned slightly her head on her left side, and started to talk with a shy voice "Oh he's just ... wonderful ! His name is Aniu. I can talk about everything with him, and I absolutly love to sleep quietly against him. His clumsy side is really charming too.". She ended with a little chuckle.

The marine doe dared finally to look in her mother's eyes, when she started to talk about her new companion. Cedrelÿa was definitely happy to know Kauna finally found a nice stag whom she could trust in. In a true enthusiasm, she raised quickly her head, twitching her ears right to the sky and opening wide her deep eyes ... And with her unweary curiosity, she immediately asked to the wise Kauna "Really ? And who is this stag, if I'm not too much indiscreet ?" .

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December 17, 2012 - 1:45pm — Rouda

Aniu. She had never heard of

Aniu. She had never heard of him but sure would investigate him if he happened to appear on her path. But knowing that Ced had found someone as well warmed her heart, she was truly happy for her. Young love. There was nothing more exciting to see young ones on top of their world and in love. "That sounds really lovely! I would love to meet him some day." She spoke with a motherly smile upon her features, the smile turned into a grin as she got closer to ending her sentence.

The albino couldn't help but let out a chuckle as she saw Ced's reaction. The true enthusiasm and happiness in her really were the things that caught her interest in the first place. She admired those little details in her. "His name is Ehrune." She paused and nodded. "I think you will like him, too." She smiled.

The Endless Forest

. Dark Night . {RP with Kauna}