June 15, 2012 - 12:53am — Rutilus
Eh. Personal. This is the last one for tonight, I swear I'll stop spamming with my crap.
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it's been one of those months
where they have to force me to wake up
and every step down the stairs
feels like a death march
they call
it work
they call it play
I can't be bothered with today
funny, because there's no joking involved
I've got calloused fingers and nothing cheers me up
it can't be the daily grind that bothers me
so why do I feel so down?
I'm quite used to boredom
there's little to entertain me
but this mood
fuck, this mood
and it's funny because I don't feel laughing
or crying
I just want to hit things
things that run and scream
if I was me
I'd look in the mirror
and punch myself in the face
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
hey look, a haiku
it's funny because
nothing really is
love love ♥ hope you
hope you are all right