And then

Hubalaboo's picture
I thought


What am I, now?...


A forgotten waif, a fragile thing, lost in the woods. I have found myself drifting away from everyone, and seeking only solitude, waiting for only one to come to my calls...


I have lost so much, and in such a quiet way... The word "friends" leaps through my mind, and I remember, but feel no urge to call for them.


I have ventured out from the shadows fewer and fewer times, until gradually, I rarely do.


Surely, they have forgotten me. I was but a nuisance, a little meager frail object, whisking through the crowds. I was weak, and am remembered as being weak, and always afraid.


This is all right. I know who I was, and I know who I have become. My little hoofs will trail pictures in the dust, drawing out little memories, those little warm things that kept me going...
As long as he stays with me, I will be all right. It will be all right to leave me behind, for this Forest has changed, and I am subtly afraid of the battles and subtly afraid to wander around, looking for my "friends"...


As long as Hania stays by my side, keeping me dear, I will be all right. I live for him, and he lives for me. He made me strong, he gave me courage. I am braver now; though I still watch from the shadows, and rarely join the churning groups of oblivious deer...


He made me strong enough to say this now.


So it is all right. Go; leave me behind. Live out your lives; you ought to. You are all brave and strong. I can believe in you all to let me go. And...


Thank you for all the times of happiness.


Clavier.



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Basically, I haven't been able to get in-forest except on weekends due to school, and this is a kind of farewell from her to all her friends.
I wish I had more time for the Forest, but sadly, I don't, and it's changing so much that I can't really keep up with it.
Seed's picture

Seed'll miss

Wow, I remember Clavier from

Wow, I remember Clavier from my first few weeks and I always admired her character, even I who has never had any of my deer close enough to call her a friend will miss her :c
Fledermaus's picture

Aww, sorry to hear it.

Aww, sorry to hear it. :<
I'll miss seeing her.




;___;... -- Dannii <3

;___;...

-- Dannii <3
Laruna's picture

wait... are you really

wait... are you really leaving?
;__;

...Aw... I'm sorry... ;_;

...Aw... I'm sorry... ;_; We'll miss seeing her in the Forest.. But I understand. She'll always be in his thoughts. <3

<3 Forever and always, my love...
Draak's picture

w-wait...what? b-but

w-wait...what?

b-but Clavier....you can't go....
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Hubalaboo's picture

Waitwaitwait, I'm not

Waitwaitwait, I'm not leaving! D8

And neither is she. Or any of my deer. Don't worry! I will never leave! <3

I'm just making it clear that it will be very rare to see me inforest until the next long break.
I will still lurk here and pop in on weekends.
Clavier is simply stating that staying as good friends will be difficult if she and her friends can rarely meet. So she is saying a kind of goodbye in advance.

And Peony, today at 3, right? Laughing out loud

Thank. god. -was

Thank. god.
-was afraid-
-CUDDLE-

-- Dannii <3
Draak's picture

D: it sounded like you

D: it sounded like you were....
argh you scared me XD;;;;
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Seed's picture

Oh, thank goodness! I don't

Oh, thank goodness! I don't mind not seeing her much: when you're pals with Seed, it almost doesn't matter how often you're around. ^^

Don't worry me so, Clavier! *nuzzles*
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8C I had to comfort Raz in

8C I had to comfort Raz in her little sadcorner.
You made me crawl up her shirt. -shakes head-
SHE'S TRAUMATISED, I TELL YOU.

-- Dannii <3

olol /panic attack ;3 Your

olol /panic attack ;3

Your 3 or my 3? Eye
ocean's picture

Oh no! D: I'll miss her. She

Oh no! D:
I'll miss her. She was awesome...and I remember her from way back when.
G'bye Clavier... D:

Hubalaboo's picture

My 3; so your 6, I think.

My 3; so your 6, I think. Smiling