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Diary of Seed 6-11-08

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June 12, 2008 - 6:28am — Seed

I miss my fawnhood: I miss hanging out with Scape all the time, and the times Payton and I were togethor as fawns, not sure of the feelings that would pull us togethor like leaves in the current of a river...I miss the feeling of a big, connected community: I still see it now and again...but for sad things, not happy ones. Maybe it was that desire that set me off trying to do a service nightly. It worked well last night: there weren't many of us, but we had a good time. I would have been happy to have that again tonight.

At first, I figured, well, not many deer were on, but they could get on soon...I don't know who I was fooling. Magnet did a very good job of keeping my company: the two of us waited in the ruins, calling out to deer who, I guess, decided not to listen. I'm hoping that those few found better things to do, rather than there being a misunderstanding. But these things do happen, I suppose... I waited for 10 minutes or so, and when no one other than Magnet or I showed up, I decided I would just walk back to the bridge.

In lighter news, I watched birds near the deermuda today: I liked the feeling of their little claws on my antlers, the bustle of their come and go...there's a poem in there somewhere, I'm sure. I notice that many of the animals in the forest are like the deer who live here...

I'll try tommorow, I'll try tommorow...

((Maybe I should try a different time...))
June 12, 2008 - 6:42am — Miorrowind
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I'm so sorry, I was the fawn

I'm so sorry, I was the fawn who was following you around at first. At least, I remember seeing your pictograph and two stags at the ruins. If I had known it was for something like that I would have stayed longer. And I was a little excited when I first saw the thread for events and everyone was talking about "services." Being the youngling I am I didn't know what those were and wanted to watch. I wish I could be there tomorrow night but it's looking like I won't have internet for the rest of the week. So instead I'll wish you the best of luck: may you have many happy gatherings in the future.
June 12, 2008 - 7:02am — Pegasicorn
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Pega: I think it might be

Pega: I think it might be the time. I notice that at certain hours every night, there's hardly anyone around, but at those same times on the weekend or something, there're more deer on. (Insomniacs notice these things.)

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June 12, 2008 - 1:31pm — Fenqua
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Well, you planned it at 4 am

Well, you planned it at 4 am in my timezone. By that time, many people are dreaming about TEF in their own beds ^^; So I think it was just the time, don't worry Eye

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June 12, 2008 - 3:51pm — Naryae
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I wanted to go again, but

I wanted to go again, but the time is just.. hard to do. I know 12 am is a lot easier to deal with then 4 am, but it still seems impossible to make it every night like I'd like to :/. As much as I loved the last service I went to, sleep won out over fun last night.

The forest these days seems so empty and lonely to me, it's been ages since I've seen a familiar picto in the forest without having planned a meeting. It seems like everyone is disappearing, it's making me so depressed and lonely. I was very excited when you started these services again, though, because I was hopeful it might bring up activity and cheer me up. I think with a little tweaking, they can work fine. Maybe we could even work it so that every day of the week has a different time for the meeting, so people from different places can join in more easily.
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June 12, 2008 - 5:11pm — IoRez
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Damn, I was totally there to

Damn, I was totally there to watch the fun but had not intended to join in.

Next time I will.
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