HELLO!

we had to reparate my laptop 'cause it was "destroied". it took some time, and when it was finished, it wasn't much better.
I buyed a new laptop, but that wasn't much better either XD
I've gone for a while, since I thought TEF wouldn't work on this laptop. it doesn't work very well.
if I'm just standing there, while you are trying to communicate with me..
don't think that i don't care. I just can't see what you're doing! =P

8.7.08

Aeros
Feels: Proud
Is somewhere near: The Pond
Is currently: reciting Lore to himself
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A wise stag
Is dressed in: Orca pelt, Poppied antlers, Long mask

Loop
Feels: Inquisitive
Is somewhere near: Inside, anywhere
Is currently: Looking for friends
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A lovestruck doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Real Deer mask, and Kirin pelt

Tuna
Feels: Bored
Is somewhere near: The Crying Idol
Is currently: Waiting loyally for Her.
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A strange doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Long mask, Doe pelt

Pandemonium
Feels: Alive
Is somewhere near: The Cage
Is Currently: Laughing
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A crazy girlfawn
Is dressed in: Nothing

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Where do I begin? And who do I address first? I do not know. The normal fluidity in which my thoughts usually flow seems to have been terribly disrupted. They dart every which way, confused and disoriented. I feel as though I’ve been split into halves, or my conscience has at least, and each section has something different to say on the matter. We all know what it is by now, right? I should hope so…even now I hesitate to repeat my actions to the world, as though the shame of it hasn’t already gone beyond sinking in.

-sigh- I ramble…as though I can put this on hold even further. I do not know how to start, and I certainly can’t finish…but I must dive in nonetheless.

Let me start with the first half of my conscience.

Wyvern, I have done you a great wrong. I owed you my loyalty, an exuberant welcome, and my love. I swear it was true upon your departure, you were not wrong to assume it so. Even now in the thickness of my sorrow, your carefree and good natured words bring a smile to my face like few others have managed. You had always made me laugh, hadn’t you? Made me feel like less of a fool as I leapt about like a fawn in springtime. You were not gone such a very long time…how horrible I am to have found so many excuses for why I should forget you within the short span of it, especially when you have easily carried thoughts of me with you…

today, someone cast the candle antlers on me.

I had always dreamt of getting those for Atiq when he grew up. When he was a wee little fawn he saw a stag wearing them when they were lit at night, and he thought they were beautiful. From that day on he wished he could wear them too. But he knew they were hard to get so he just settled for the flowers.

But today, he got his wish........................................


AND THEN MY FREAKING INTERNET BUGGED


I was listening to a song via Youtube, then the internet just goes POOF and disappears completely. The music was still playing, so I was like, "wtf? ghost music?!" and then, the Forest went poof too.


So Atiq lost his dream antlers. And he just died a little on the inside. And so did I D:


R.I.P. Atiq's awesome candle antlers




Oh and Kaicow, you still need to pick up your icon:

Here it is! HAHA I remembered everything this time! I hope I did fair on trying to make your deer look 'ghostly' and spooky! I gave a full moon and your deer walking on water to try and help it be a bit more creepy! I hope you like it!!

Had to squeeze this out before I started scanning. I needed a break from TS. =.=
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Delicate.
Such a pretty word.
But as for some,
it's never heard.

For one small fawn,
it's her very being -
a porcelain doll
is what you're seeing.

Dashing through the bright, white flowers,
sheltering in cold rain showers...
this glassy creature's small and sweet,
but her body's simply,
terribly,
weak.

That's right. Habits.

More like OCD, but ehh.

Sukari has some..Habits. IF you think he is being rude, just follow him and bellow anrgily. He might get the picture.

He will wake up in the morning, normally near the pond, and take a quick drink and waterwalk for a minute. Then, he will go off and eat some blueberries. HE will go off and socialize around the ruins for a bit, then wander off to snore in the oak. He will bow to the oak when he leaves, and then try to fly for a while. after that he will probably spend some time staring into the sky, wishing for snow(A favorite of his). People who moo often make him scared/irritated, and he will attempt to start a fight, or just run off. If it is snowing, he will dance around with fawns or other deer. Then he normally dashes off randomly, to leap across ths stream. After all this excersize he will run and bathe under the crying idol's tears. After that, he might settle down for a nap, or dance around. He often takes care of fawns, following them and playing with them. He loves winter, and loves the real deer antlers.

...Not that it matters since I've been able to acess the internet everywhere.
I'M HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME 8DDDD I can play the Forest again! And heap luff upon everyone! And things! I'm leaving next weekend but I don't care because I'm home now.
...Marona, that trade that is taking forever? It's coming. Yes. D: I have some things to scan too. And some sad news - I've decided I won't keep Silken and Trance, for the simple reason that I'll never use them. :C I just don't have the mental capacity. Sorry, guys.

ok i can't write sotrys to save my life. but i have a story for my deers. could somene helpme out please?

i dont think ill be playing Fulu anymore until this whole mess is figured out. Skokey and Vessel, who ive been neglecting for days, will be coming back for a while.

Darcy, im wondering if this scuff with Fulu will interfere with your friendships between Vessel and Skokey. of course, im not expecting a comment since you havent commented on anything of mine since this whole thing started. you keep leaving me hanging.

either way, theyll be there to help you out too. im wondering, though, is it Fulu youre upset with, or is it me? i was just playing character, if thats what Fulu would do, then i would make her do it. just tell me and ill stop bothering you.

i thank everyone whos been a great support for her. Darcy, I mean. and for me i guess. times like this really suck, even though it isnt real. but Fulu cant bear even smelling his scent without getting sad, so her brother will get stuck out there. lets just hope Skokey knows a thing or two about comforting others...

well, glad i got that off my chest so casually. i bid you farewell, and Skokey will see you in the forest later today i guess...