The Twin Gods shall rue the day they mocked me!!! RUE!!!

*shakes head* Zelical, it is but a weather change, and you cannot even see it. why do you act so foolish?

Because, dear Vein, my heart aches to be welcomed within the forests' depths once more, unalone, and so they cry for me, with full knowledge that they can grant my wish without a moment's hesitation.

*sigh* Sister...you cannot blame them. You can blame no one, for none of us, nor human creature, knows the exact reason for our ghostly curse. You know that as well as I do.

The Gods do not care about the single, worthless Ghost family that we are. Hush, sister. I shall wander in the rains soon, so you might rest in abyss.

*sighs*...I suppose you are right. But what kind of existence is this? Every day, eternally re-entering an empty forest where everyone thinks you hate them because you cannot see them. I truly wish the waters of the pond could drown me...

Zelly...Zelly, please don't say that...*bows head lowly*...

*blinks, feeling truly bad about saying anything* I'm sorry, sweet Nurra, please forgive me...I didn't mean to sadden you...I...

*glares at anzel menacingly* Come along, Nurra...*nuzzles her away*...

*tears form in her eyes and she walks away with taint*...

*shakes head*...Anzel, why do you strive to be normal? Is it not a blessing to be so unique, so beloved and well-known?

I...I would prefer death, brother Vein. I never wanted this, I never wanted fame or anything of the sort. I want normality...or a chance at it...not this...I can't take this anymore...

I try to find other deer but i dont know how to . If you can help me please do!

Its raining in the forest. Its raining out here in the real world too but its much colder...
I spent a bit of time hanging around the hollow tree, lots of other deer there.
Everything looks grey and murky...particulary the pond.
Oh well...A little rain is good...just have to be patient and wait for the sun to come out!

Hey Everybody! I'm determined to have my book finished, before Christmas so I can give a copy to my friends in real life, who have been hearing about this book for three years. I leaned that I needed to do A LOT of editing and revising.... So, I'm going to be working on that for a good while....

THINGS TO DO:

~Request Pictures:

~Reetno- Planning
~Jen
~Silent-- DONE!
~Ammyluva
~Emiva-- DONE!
~Rowan-- Rowan's isn't done, what am I stupid?! XD
~L.C.
~Cato
~Io Rez
~Isaita

~Keep track of Lightbringers (Badges, pictures, points and such):


Farewell Lightbringers, for now, keep posting your stuff! I'll get to it sooner or later! Keep spreading the light!!

Havent written for a bit, I've gone back to university, I'm off my break...have been for a few weeks xD. Just been a bit slack for letting Draak write some things here. He's a little bewildered by his now aquired human form xD.

Draak: It's...odd o.o
You'll get used to it xD and Mitra's got her human form too. So does Quammy.
Draak: well..yeah...


iscribbles xD Pep I think or Hal...I think it was Hal gave Draak a pipe XD. I turned it into a bubble pipe.

Uh as usual we've got some images to share with you all. There seems to be so many new deer and fawns in the forest, it's a little mind blowing.
He's just a little shy XD. And now he's gone and wedged himself in the big rock at the playground with SS...xD. Aaand Sluggs and Sharun/Balticdragon seem to have wandered off.

Since Draak's wedged in a rock I'm gonna take over. Draak fell asleep, and when I returned I saw he had a fawn cuddled up to him X3.


A few days ago we discovered that either Michael or Aureia must have been in the forest and they left some flowers and rain. Draak went and investigated them.




Another time he decided to go for a...dip...a faceplant dip..


Forest linedance XD. There's some fawns we dont know, Sharun, unknown fawn, Draak, Vaaalaaaaaaa, Peppppyyyyy and Haaaaalllllll XD

Sorry, I made a new blog, but I just -had- to! DX so, just ask me! =) (you can ask Perp or Mio too)

here's the questions and answers I got on the older blog:

Emiva:

1. Will you ask ME some questions? XD
I think I just did. ^^

2. Why did you quit TEF and join up again?
read the first post in this blog.

3. Do you like pie
OMGOSHIcalledmystepmotherforauntie.
I like my stepmother's pies. X3

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Quad:

1 - What does your name mean and/or originate from?
nothing special really. I found it in a dictionary.

2 - Has anyone told you that your pictogram looks like a television set?
that's why I choosed that picto. and no, you're the first one.

3 - If you were stranded on a deserted island, and could only have three items with you (excluding clothes ), what would you bring?
you're asking everyone about that. 8] I would bring my family, my friends and my laptop! >=D

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Jadine:

1. favorite pizza?
Grandiosa. It's a norwegian pizza.

2. why would you drop the skull mask? i sometimes wish I had it ^^
because I had the gazelle set since I had my first day as stag. I just missed the gazelle set. I can send you the spelldata to the Zombie Set if you want. ^^

3. do you have a deviant acount?
I think so, but I can't remember.

4. What pelt should jadine have?
I don't know XD the grey wolfie one? if you know what I mean.

5. if you ever met me INR...?
... then I would died =0

6. Who is your favorite american actor...if you know any ^^. (idon'tknowwhatkindofmoviesyouguyswatch)
I don't know. XD (wewatchmostlythesamevideosasyouguysdo. I think)

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Dannii:

1. How long could you go without playing TEF?
maybe some hours XD

2. Have you ever met any deer you dislike?
ugh, yes. today I met a deer who stayed with his butt in my face all the time. >_<

Wow...today was the first time i ever saw rain...it was odd...but beautifull. It made me feel really cheerfull and wanting to run around alot.
After i ran around some i got turned into a bat, frog and a mini deer. But theres no better form then my own form nah?
I watched some other deer dance and joined in too for a while.
After i enjoyed the rain some more on my lonesome. Very calming to the soul i must say.
Eventhough i miss some people to hang around with, it was a nice and cheerfull day in my live.

Card about Azura, click for "maximalizace"

*Bailey*

Mood: Worried
Location: Couch
Currently: Tired
Thinking: "Hm..."

*Patchimus*

Being played right now: No
Form: Mom
Mood: Pleased
Location: Laying with Laruna
Currently: Enjoying the rain
Theme Song: Miracle - Vertical Horizon
Thinking: "This is..pretty good.."
Useful Info: If she starts to walk (and by walk, I mean walk) away, stop, call, and walk again, she wants you to follow. She loves leading little herds around.


*Charlie*

Being played right now: No
Form: Fawn
Mood: Rawr! D<
Location: Wherever Minion is
Currently: Contemplating
Theme Song: Getting Away With Murder - Papa Roach
Thinking: "Minion needs to get me a fawn to eat."
Useful Info: He's a mean sucker, so just ignore him.


*Sassafrass*

Being played right now: No
Form: Fawn
Mood: Silly
Location: Wherever Shindig is
Currently: Mimicking Shindig
Theme Song: Extaordinary - Liz Phair
Thinking: " c: "
Useful Info: If you see her, Shindig isn't usually far away. Or vice versa.


*Carousel*

Being played right now: No
Form: Fawn
Mood: Contemplative
Location: Wherever
Currently: Wandering
Theme Song: I Don't Care - Apocalyptica
Thinking: "Is this it..?"
Useful info: She's not real fond of other deer, and she's very skittish, so if you see her run away from you, generally leave her alone.

Things have been on my mind. To understand; I seek it. But often I am too young. I am but a fawn; I say those words so frequently. There are so many things I wish to understand. Perhaps only age will bring it forth. *sigh* It is hard to wait. There are so many mysteries I wish to solve. To understand... What is knowledge?
The Lady Paint, the Painted Lady, whose taint is hidden to me...
How the Forest was before... How us deer came to be, did we start as smaller things...
Why the wrongful trees ever had to grow...
So many questions...

*shakes head* But I cannot enter the Forest, and the way to understand lies hidden. My human tells me that she needs a new 'computer', whatever that may be, and until then my sister and I shall not run in the Forest. And my mind-Forest contains no deer, only the dreamy Forest itself, but even it is fainter and unreal than the proper Forest. We live on the pictures, and we hope...
I must admit... I am so lonely... The way to making friends is so very blocked. My sister is company, and the trees and flowers and creatures in my mind-Forest speak to me, and Anzel too, but still... At least I am able to speak here. I am grateful for that.

Do I thirst too much for knowledge? Is it truly knowledge that I seek? Again I question. Hmm.