oh, wow! totay was so fun! i got my pelt changed by a zombie deer, and i turned another fawn into a bird! i also found out how to change the pelts, antlers, and masks of others! (i changed the pelt of a zombie deer into a white pelt splotched with black; i hope he's not mad at me!) for a while, sombody nice loaned me a blackbird mask for a while. but, like evrything that was changed about me, it soon vanished. oh, how i yearn to be an adult! then i can keep the masks and pelts and antlers i'm given!

weee i like that face...i stole it from someone...im having a hard time remembering who tho..oh wel..i stole it...its been done...so there xD anyways...thois is totally just about me being bored...because i am totally bored..i wish i had something to do..but i dont have anything to do...waaaaaahhhh its ok..i suppose...SURPRISE BUTT SEX!![weee her.. o.o] anyways...im gonna og bcuz this was totally pointless and...yea

Moon, I've noticed recently, you're happier than you used to be!! I think all of us have noticed!!
I wanted to thank you for holding in there, through whatever hard time you were facing.
I don't even know it's you until I look at your name!
I know your back in good ol' America!!
If there's anything any of us can do to help you let us know...

Thanks to Seele, I made some self close-ups. Now, you definitely can identify my dear, when you see him in the greenwood.



He had a very successful day until now. By the lake, we organized a spontaneous party with a lots of dance and laughing. You see!



And an another one:



I'm loving it! That's it for now. But I'm sure that you will hear from me soon again!
I'm very happy about the advices I've got.

Bryum and Kapok.

The animation is beautiful, the music is beautiful... The style is wonderful, and it's all amazing. I love it. <333
There really are some geniuses out there.

(sorry for the bump)
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I awoke to the pittering of rain upon leaf and bough. I raised my head, a slight smile on my face; I liked the rain... My fur seemed suited to it, for the drops simply slipped away, rarely soaking in, and it soothed my injured limb as I stretched...

Glistening drops... Cling to the spider's web, adorned by a widow...

I sat there awhile, in the sweet-swelling rain, pondering and thinking...
I missed Paavo and Shyla dearly. I wonder where they could be... My heart ached for them both.
And then there was the stag, Hania... Silly that I'd called him Wisp. It was only because of others that I'd found out who he was... But I was strangely glad. Hania. A good name...
And Birrmagnur... The good sir. How wise he was! He was strong, too... But... he could never replace Paavo...

I finally raised myself from the ground, perking my ears to listen. To my surprise, many were about at this rainy hour... Sir Birrmagnur, Aegle, and the doe named Chantico...
First I will seek out Chantico, I decided. I am sure she is lonely... She hates for so many to approach her...



I stayed with her a while, but soon I heard Birrmagnur call to me... and I was obliged to go to him. Remorsefully I told Chantico not to follow me; I knew that where I would go, there would be plenty of deer... and she would dislike that, I knew...

"I'm sorry," I whispered as I left her, and she watched me go sorrowfully. It's for your own good...

On my way to find Birrmagnur, I passed by the Ruins, and there was my good friend Aegle.

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May 15 / Teardrop


I took the strange object my sister left behind for me...
I wanted to capture the likeness of all whom I encountered.


This entry isn't much, but I wanted to post some photos from this evening.
I'd like to update this often, post pictures, some words (maybe), and a song that inspired the post. And maybe say a little about my deer along the way.
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My color fades onto the floor
Into the pond with unsettling ease
And I am appeased
Or not
As I cry
Bleeding tears
From my real face
My deer face
And my human face
And wonder why
The Gods
The God
The none and the no one
Have cursed me like this
As I stand on broken bone...

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Good news, everyone :3 [/sarcasm]

Seems my original diagnosis was wrong. The Prozac is almost as good as if it wasn't there at this point, all it seems to do is keep me from angering easily. I'm pretty certain that I have Borderline Personality Disorder at this point, but still, waiting eternally to see the Nurse Practitioner again.

Not holding up well, missing the forest, wishing I could be a part of it...:/

Miss you guys...

Sincerely,
~ Anzel

name- Ricando
gender- doe
age- fawn
friends- elemental dragon (from another site)
likes- to hop about and look confused frequenly
dislikes- deer that taunt her, or in some way try to get her mad.
bio- Ricando was formerly the fursona of a girl named Rosse'anne (an OC of mine), but a sudden gust of wind one day blacked her out. she awoke in the forest, her bizzar horns, long blue hair, long tail, and fuzzy guiding fairy all gone. she was alone in the forest, as a helpless fawn. but, eventualy, other deer began to see and enjoy her. she has since accepted the Endless Forest as her new home, now and forever. (this bio is as of may 14 at 6:54 PM. untill futher notice, this information is true about her.)

name- Ricando
gender- doe
age- fawn
friends- elemental dragon (from another site)
likes- to hop about and look confused frequenly
dislikes- deer that taunt her, or in some way try to get her mad.
bio- Ricando was formerly the fursona of a girl named Rosse'anne (an OC of mine), but a sudden gust of wind one day blacked her out. she awoke in the forest, her bizzar horns, long blue hair, long tail, and fuzzy guiding fairy all gone. she was alone in the forest, as a helpless fawn. but, eventualy, other deer began to see and enjoy her. she has since accepted the Endless Forest as her new home, now and forever. (this bio is as of may 14 at 6:54 PM. untill futher notice, this information is true about her.)