((OOC/cracked version? x'D Yesssss... I must track this~))

((oh hi, I'm molesting this. Going to throw a Tusse out here, because he's interested in people who are 'missing' things and he was stalking saix earlier anyway |D Deer of course c: ))

There is little sound to announce the arrival of the tiny being, his large ears turning for any sign of things that would seek to capture him, pouncing fawns and playful deer no better than the swishing nets and grasping hands of human children.

His tail flicks, the feathery fur at the end catches the wind, dancing, tendrils sprouting from his head twitch and move, as if flowers reaching towards the sunlight.

He nearly dances over the grassy clearing he has stumbled upon, past that, to the ruins, making sure to stay clear of the iron cage, which, like all iron, would burn and sting him worse than any flame if he touched it.

His muscles bunch, scrabbling atop a broken pillar.
He's so small it may as well have been a great fallen oak.

His ears twitch again, holding himself low, holding himself out of the way.
He knows something here is missing something else.

and he hopes, somewhere in the back of his mind, that it's his wings.
But he doubts it is.

An icy blue stag sits on one of the taller broken pillars at the ruins. Such had become one of his perferred resting places since arriving not too long ago, potentially due to reminding him of where he had been seated in what was once known as 'where nothing gahers'. Under the moon light, his blue fur almost seemed to sparkle, though it was only an illusion. The air around this individual is abnormally still, unnatural. Pointed ears twitch, picking up on the almost unnoticable sound of something approaching. Wolf like yellow eyes tear away from the moon, and fall to the small, dark blue creature.

There is no curiousity, or any other form of emotion in his eyes, and he makes no move toward the small Tusse. Instead, there is only a hint of interest in the nobody's look, followed by an 'welcoming' nod of the head. He is not one for small talk or many verbal greetings.

(Hurr, 6 AM fail)

As the familiar whistling sound cut the air, the Luna Diviner's eyes flash open. A moment ago he had only been relaxing, calming back down after the last series of irritations to head his way. A similarly familiar laugh then rings his his ears, giving away the identity of his latest irritant. He rises to an instand stand and turns, managing not to slip off of his preferred spot in the ruins, atop that broken pillar. Eyes flaring solid yellow and scar becoming jagged for a moment, he practically roars Roxas's number in berserk annoyance. "Thirteen!" he snaps, and leaps off his perch. A few traces of blue flame flicker on the ground as his hooves touch the soil, though without the moon shining above, his power doesn't make an all out appearance.

Taking a breath, he tries to shake off the peacock feathers. Once reducing his "antlers" back to their almost non-existant state - not that they, or he in fact exist to begin with - he returns to his icy calm and strides in the direction the younger organization member headed off in. It isn't that he could be mad, annoyed, or anything else... one needs emotions for that, and for emotions, one needs a heart. He however, does have memories of what it was like to have a heart, and thus could at least ACT how he would if he did. The golden stag was easy to spot behind a thinner tree. "You're getting very predictable." he comments off handedly, voice carrying no emotion at all. He wasn't going to do any physical harm to him, especially knowing how important he is to the organization's plans... but darn, did he wish he could sometimes. For now, he'd only be able to wonder how he himself got stuck with the job of survellience for this kid.

asdofuadf PFFFF TOTALLY TRACKING THIS. MUCH HARASSMENT OF THE BEST KIND SHALL ENSUE HERE ♥ *puts up in construction sign and puts on hard hat* SEXAAAY~

I'll see if I can come up with something tonight, if not, soon AWESOOOME *scampers over this happily* ♥

((Tracking~~))

His calm yellow eyes watch the miniature creature making it's way toward him. From one landing point to another, it comes close then sits before speaking. His tall ears perk slightly at the creature's words. Not familiar with faries, he is unsure of what it is he's looking at and how it knew he was missing something. He finally speaks, his voice perfectly unemotional, but none the less powerful. "That is correct. Along with thirteen others - and a puppet - I am missing my heart." He states, only looking toward the small creature, never moving toward it himself. He could divulge much more information, but for now he chose to only clarify exactly what was missing.

Under the moonlight, he could see the dark blue fairy clearly now, though he would never think it was a fairy exactly. Perhaps the lack of wings kept him from actually being able to label the creature. For once, he was not bothered by this company. Another creature that seemed to like the moonlight would be at least welcome to sit by him or chat. "How did you know?" he asks, simply enough.

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His eyes narrow slightly at thirteen's grin, followed by his rather snarkey comment. Even if the younger stag chose to use different spells, he'd probably still react the same. He simply didn't like his looks being changed. He isn't part of this world naturally, and thus doesn't want to simply become one of the locals by dressing up like them. Clearly, Roxas has been spending too much time with Axel. Just what the organization needs... Giving a sigh, he watches Roxas find a place to lay in the sun. He did prefer when the key of light behaved like that, considering it is easier to keep an eye on him, but there were moments where it was just more interesting to hound him across the forest. He finds himself another place to sit, in a much more shady spot.

Though he prefered to stay quiet, he knows of roxas's tendancy to just yap about anything that crosses his mind. In fact, Axel had once made a comment on that in the past life. "I understand something happened between you and Axel." he states, not bothering to ask for Roxas to clarify what exactly. Chances were he would do so on his own.

The tiny being paused, then moved a bit closer before turning its gaze to the moon once more.
"because I'm missing something too." his ears turn slowly, tilting back at an angle.

"I can see it, see the gray, missing, in your chest." he turned his eyes of orange upon the nobody.

"your heart?...yes, in your chest your heart" muscles twitching, in his shoulders, flesh shifting, crawling.

like maggots beneath his skin

his tail flicked again, silent, eyes on the moon once more, enjoying the stillness of it all.

LAWL, I WENT THERE. TO BE HONEST IT WAS MEANT TO BE INNOCENT. LIKE I SAID, LAZY SUNLIZARD TIMES MAKE MY BRAIN NOT WORK. I'm so leaving that there though, I'm cracking up too. OH HO HO, CHEATING ON MISS KINGDOM HEARTS ARE WE, SAIX? *shot* ♥

Take your tiiime I just wanted to have these two interact and seeing as replying to comments on Axel's bio is taking shizzforever, I figured I'd come over here GAWDS LOOK WHAT YOU DID NOW I'M CRACKING UP TOO ♥

PFFFFF DUDE, SO AM I. I'M SO GLAD *GIGGLES* EXCEPT IT'S HORRIBLE BECAUSE NOW IT'S MIXING WITH EMOFAWN LOLLING SO I'M THINKING ALONG THE LINES OF:

'Saix slept with emofawn, so resting by Xemnas was out of the question'

Hmmm ♥

...*SNORT*. OH GOD WHAT A TWIST. SAIX ENJOYS FINGERING THROUGH HIS SEXY FRINGE.

*trying not to giggle too hard in the presence of others in the house* :B

The icy blue stag listened to the smaller creature's words. It intrigued him that this little blue fairy had the ability to actually see when something's not there, though not as something missing, but as grayness. In a way, he seemed predisposed as a sort of nobody tracker then. As silence creeps upon them again, Saix turns his gaze back to the divine body in the sky. It absolutly dominates the lesser lights of the stars, no matter how grandios they are up close. There was no need to speak. There was only the peace found in silence, and the power that comes from the moon's light. He did wonder what the darker blue one was missing, but it seemed ill mannered to ask.


ooc: *shot* Fail I know. XD; but it's 11:30 pm.

((fff it's no problem <3))

The silence was welcome, a light, soft blanket of perfect soundlessness beneath the moonlight.
But eventually it broke, shattered with the fairy's next soft words.
"I'll help you find your heart, if you keep your eyes open for my wings on your travels" offering a deal.

"and if you promise not to try and catch me" his tail flicked, the cool night air lapping at the feathery fur at the ends, eyes twinkling, bright orange harvest moon eyes of his own.

"anyone who loves the moon so much must be trustworthy enough" he blinked slowly.
"the moon has no reason to lie"

There was no particular reason why Saix had chosen to head this direction, or into this particular area. At best, he simply wanted to get away from his usual places either at the ruins or near the lake, where generally anyone could run up to and annoy him. Without random natives to the forest, and less quiet members of the organization trying to turn him into a peacock for reasons beyond him, he really was in a more approachable mood.

Hearing a particularly heavy yawn, he turns his head to look at the red stag. From a glance, Saix could tell that again Axel's paranoia and poor reputation with several of the members has led him to abandoning proper rest. He had seen instances like that in the world between worlds, even before Roxas had ever shown up. He scoffs quietly as Axel flops over near his feet, or rather, hooves, then rolls over like the dog he himself is so often accused to being.

Familiar with his former best friend's ways, Saix gives an off hand shrug. "Lucky for you, I do have time." he comments, flashing a trace of a smile. With a few professional-seeming steps, the luna diviner moves beside the flury of dancing flames and takes a seat in the grass. Speaking bluntly, he comments "You look like hell, Lea. I suppose you want me to make sure no-one bothers you in your sleep." then raises a brow. He figures Axel would take the statement as an offer, and in a sense it was. Even though he usually would sleep beside the superior now, he did sometimes allow others such as Demyx to rest peacefully by keeping guard. In truth, Xemnas tended to need him there so he could get shut eye as well. The superior did seem to grow a bit paranoid since arriving here, back among traitors and conspiristors.

Saix made a mental note of the name. It was a simple one, with a foreign sound to it. To a nobody, names were more of a complicated matter, especially within their organization. When the join, the letter X is added to their real name, and it becomes rearranged. He himself had once been known by a different name than he holds now... Isa. Alternately, he could be identified by a number... namely being seven. That same number, naturally, is visible at the back of his neck.

Gaze never breaking from the light of the moon, Saix introduces himself. Strangely, his voice barely seems to affect the silence, the stillness. That came with being nonexistant.

"You may call me Saix."

Saix finally breaks his gaze from the moon, when asked what he is. A simple question with no simple awnser. Though unemotional, an almost sad sigh escapes him as he speaks.

"I am a nobody..." he pauses, knowing he'd have to clarify what that exactly meant. "An empty shell left behind when my heart dissappeared - by being swallowed up into darkness. A being without a being, rejected by light and darkness, existing purely on willpower and memories of who I had once been..." he pauses, shaking his head. "I do not even exist.. Yet, here I am, along with the rest of the nobodies. I personally am their second in command." he adds.

"What about yourself?" He asks, letting the words fall back into the silence of the night. The silence, so well observed by the moon.

The nobody's golden eyes seem to flicker as he listens, like bright hot stars against the icy blue of his pelt. He remains silent, like the stars, as he mulls over the idea of a fairy without wings being akin to a goblin. He had never considered such a creature to exist, though having been to many other worlds in the past, and seen many odd things, it does not suprise him in the least. Not that he could feel suprise anyway."I see." he speaks softly, silently... barely scratching the silence with his words. In a strange way, it seemed they were very similar. They were not exact, but close enough regardless of the obvious differences. Creatures that enjoy the presance of the moon and it's stillness, while missing and searching for so much that would be a given to any other.

(Another failpost, I know. XD; )

He watches the fairy slowly raise to a stand, ears swiveling in response to his speech.
"Perhaps, it is instinct, desire to be a complete being again. Desire, to exist. True, the heart can harbor such pain, envy, sadness, that many would hide from it... But existance, or nonexistance, is scarce tolerable without any emotion at all. The heart itself, is considered th be the source of all power. It is also the source of life itself." he summerises, thoughtfully. He shakes his head slightly. "I can not predict what will happen when I do have it back, but I do know I will be sure to never lose it again."

"yes..." he stretched, he wasn't leaving just yet, merely needed to move, do something, anything.
"it will hurt, it must, all those emotions coming back, how many have you hurt while without it? to have all that regret, the sadness of hurting them, come crashing down upon you all at once, love, have you fallen in love without knowing? the confusion, pain and joy all at once" he lay down once more.

"A weaker being would crumble beneath that" his tail flicked, looking at Saix once again.

"I can't say for you of course" he could never, because, he didn't know what this person was like with his heart.

"maybe you won't care. maybe I'm looking to deeply into it all"

(9mustknowwhoSaixisthinkingabout it will plague my brain all dayyy /flaildeath/))

"Physical and mental strength are two things" his eyes gleamed, a smile turning his lips up.
"though a king commands a country, the beggars may easily overthrow him, though a knight may slay the beast, the pauper may easily claim the damsel" he stretched once more before bounding to a nearby stone, meeting the gold of the nobody's eyes, his own flame shaded ones don't even match for cold intensity, no, his eyes burn.
The nobody's freeze.

Both strong in their own way.

"there are so many different strengths and weaknesses, everyone is strong in their own way, everyone weak in another" his tail flashed behind him, then went limp once again.

"as for me" he paused, as if deciding how to word it.
"I'll fly away. Maybe I'll try to reach the moon" his body lowers, curling upon the new small space.

"The moon doesn't judge, doesn't hate. Or maybe I'll just return to my old life, I guess I'll find out when the time to walk that road comes"

The fairy's words seem to ring true in the nobody's ears. It is the same line of logic that potentially threatens his own leader, and secretly waits to be acted upon. When faced with the mentioning that everyone has their strengh and weakness, he can only honestly agree.
He does not scoff at the idea of flying to the moon. Who is he, after all, to judge the potential of another being? Though it seems unlikely, perhaps this fairy has the will to do exactly what he wants to.
"You are correct, Tusse." he agrees, turning his cold gaze toward the moon. "The moon does not judge, nor does it hate. It shines, but does not burn like it's sister. It has no scorn, nor does it have empathy. It is it's own light light, in darkness." he speaks. His voice, as unemotional as ever, almost carries a trace of admiration. Perhaps the luna diviner had begun to pick up on the 'lunacy' that is so associated to the moon and it's power, though his mind is as clear as his ice blue pelt in it's dazzling light. "Perhaps, we walk the same road, even if our destination is not the same." he decides. The could only find out what the future brings, when it comes.

He shakes his head. "I can't say that I do know." he admits, looking down at Tusse. It is almost refreshing, to speak to someone who seems to know precisely what they are. "I do wonder, what it is like to be accepted by either light or darkness. To be nothing, is to be rejected by the both, without a choice." he states thoughtfully, almost tiredly. "Perhaps, I want to be like the moon." he comments, scoffing at himself for sounding so silly.
How had this little creature so easilly gotten him into talking like this? Not that he minded.
His bright eyes flicker in the darkness at a thought. He would chuckle at the idea of nothing being everything, if he felt he could.
"That sounds like something my superior would say."
His ears flick. Moving very carefully, he shifts his position on the pillar, crossing one hoof over the other.
"Though we want our hearts, the idea does linger... Nothing... is eternal, just as light and darkness are eternal."
He partially quotes his superior in saying this, though that is still something he seems to do frequently enough.

Flashing a cocky grin right back at the blue stag, Axel's ears swiveled to and fro, radaring lazily in order to relax.

"Must be my lucky day~"

As his former companion lowered himself to the ground elegantly next to him, the flurry rolled skillfully back to an upright sitting position, his long, slender forelimbs stretched out in front of him. With a quick shake all over, muscles sufficiently loosened, the fiery stag got himself into a more comfortable position, chin resting upon one of Saix's front legs, gazing mischievously up at the diviner with toxic green.

"Still a damn sight better than you, Isa~" Grinning from ear to ear, it was clearly a joke. "You always did know how to treat a lady right. Only need a few short hours, if that. Just enough to keep me a step or two ahead."

"Speaking of..." A slight frown briefly creased the flurry's brow but was gone almost as quickly as it had come at the thought of Xemnas' troublesome paranoia. That concern was replaced with resolution, a solution. He had always been a quick thinker. "How do you feel about a little roleplay~?"

The sun was lowering, dappling orange-red-yellow over the pair in the clearing. Night was quickly approaching.

((I hope you don't mind Axel introducing the idea, sorry I STOLE YOUR IDEA I'm terrible! :B I'm quite happy to change it if you'd rather Saix suggest it as it WAS your idea about the mock-fight, but I figured this'd give you something to reply to to keep the log moving along ♥ Let me knooow~! :3

I MUST KEEP ON TOP OF THIS. BAD ZEBBIE. BAAAD.))

"That's fine. Most people don't" the fairy said simply, "some people just don't want to know" a soft 'heh' left him.
"some people go mad trying to find out what they are. Others go mad trying to forget"
"To be like the moon?...yes" he smiled.
"That would be wonderful...but...I think it would be very lonely"

His ears turned every so often.
"But. maybe not. there are those like you that would keep the moon company. And those like me that sing for it" his tail flicked.
"but I heard from a star once that you cannot hear our small singing voices from the sky, or even see my kind" he said softly.

"does it? sound like something your leader would say?...I've never cared for ranks and leaders" his head tilted a bit, though his eyes remained on the soft glowing sphere held in the sky.

"it's just another form of capture" he looked at the nobody again now.

"someday even the moon will cease to be. And on that day there will be only nothing" he said softly.

"and all the sky will weep. And they will be nothing"

"it's what fairies do" he smiled a bit.
"Maybe you will hear someday, I will sing, and you can dance" he stood, stretching, sauntering over to lay close to the nobody, deciding at last that he doubted this creature was going to maul him or otherwise catch him.

"and maybe the moon will not feel so lonely" his eyes slipped closed for a moment, fires in his eyes tamed by dark blue lids.
"and when all the world is nothing, I'll go out with a bang" he smiled, eyes opening again.

"like a star." he laughed softly.
"maybe I'll be around to see the end of it all"
he was young for a fairy after all.

"I should hope to see you dance before then." he states after a short, silent pause, eyes soft once more.