Stitches

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okay..so I followed the rules to make a biography from the page Toya sent me. I hope its okay..





name-STITCHES

sex-male

age-is now a full adult stag (young male, i guess)

condition-still in pain from his past; still suffering, but now not alone; with friends

costume-light gray skin, red poppies in default antler

family-none

birthday-about one month ago

species- TEF deer

pictograph- thank you to .Ru. for showing me how to do this
"Smile"


moods-mostly sad. but when something or someone makes him laugh, the stitches that cross over his face go up in a smile.

friends or people he's met-
Toya, makes Stitches feel safe, makes him laugh when hes sad. feels to stitches like his first mother.
Matthew, good to sit by, nice to play with
Jennie, cool zombie deer, likes to talk to, sit by. feels to stitches like a fun big sister.
Flyleaf, awesome special mask, good to talk to and sleep by
Arcus, really curious of, it would take a lot of words to describe her, touched that she wants to protect him, fun to play with

IMPORTANT NOTES-
scared of crowds, gets skittish around large groups, scared of angry or mean deer, or anybody that looks like they want to hurt him
likes friendly deer that want to play, adults that will protect him, fawns or others that make him laugh, likes also to sleep because it helps him forget about problems and past
will sometimes sit near the crying statue and cry with it
added/new* will protect deer that have protected him when he was a defenseless fawn; will go to great lengths and even lay his life down for his friends if necessary

description- very large black eyes, so black you can see your reflection in them. they are filled with fear that the man from the woods put in him. the man's dog chewed a bite out of his right ear, it has two teeth marks in it. black stitches cross from one side of his face to the other, covering his mouth and going up over one side of his head and circling around the ear with the bite marks. Stitches always feels sad because of what happened to him when he was a baby, and what happened to his mom, so he almost always has a sad face

backstory-
Stitches got abused when he was a baby. All Stitches ever knew was darkness and evil. a time when he wasnt exposed to it was when he was born. for the first few days he stay close to his mom, but one day there was a popping sound and his mom was carried away. the next thing he knew the fawn was slung over the shoulder of a man dressed just like the plants. the man took him to his house in the woods and sewed up his mouth, all the way across his head, so that he wouldn't make a sound when the man hurt him. eventually the fawn found a way out of the house when the man was gone, and ran as fast and far as he could away into the woods. he never saw his mother again. From then on, the fawn remembered the man and what he did to him, and how it made him feel. he was scared of anything that towered above him like the man from the woods used to. the fawn remembered that the man called him 'Stitches' sometimes, and would kick him as hard as he could in the rump. evil and darkness followed him like a shadow. you can see it in his eyes. but he doesn't want to be evil. he just wanted to escape from it. and hes still trying to. doesn't eat very much. he used to try to hurt himself with sharp things or would try to fall out of trees. but now that he found nice deer and people on this site, he doesn't try to hurt himself anymore.

places of interest- anywhere theres ferns or flowers or weeds that he can hide in, dark places or crevices, or asleep at the foot of a tree. also next to his friends where he also feels safe



this is a drawing of Stitches that i made when i was in the woods yesterday:





mini story book-
4.17.14 - Stitches slept in the weeds for a very long time this morning. he decided to explore some parts of the forest after he washed in the tears of the crying statue. a white buck with a skull and giant red antlers started chasing him from behind after stitches was a few feet away from the statue. this took stitches by surprise, and instead of fighting with the stag, was trying to figure out why he was fighting with him. maybe stitches had unknowingly gotten too close to the figure he was guarding laying on the ground? whatever it was, Stitches tried his best to stay on good terms with the sudden stranger by acting submissive. he sat on the ground while the stag attacked him, also sniffed and bowed politely when the chance arose. but still, the mystery stag continued on, running off to the ruins and turning himself red, just like what Jennie does. another deer came into the picture, one with a skeleton skin. this deer seemed to know the mystery stag as well, and stitches introduced himself as always. the running of the rambunctious stag up and down the forest seemed actually to be amusing to Stitches, and he and the skeleton-skinned deer ran with him.


4.13.14 - Stitches is now a grown stag, as of today. it shocked me to see him stay that way after i entered the game and im amazed that hes able to keep things on himself now. his costume will be simple, something like a pale skin, pointy antlers which i am still undecided about, and probably no mask, to keep his face as i drew it.


3.30.14 - today Jennie showed stitches that she could make her skin turn red at the ruins! stitches thought the only place you could do that was at the crying statue. then jennie showed stitches she could go underwater in the lake. stitches could walk on top of the water like a jesus deer, but he not go under the water. stitches thinks jennie is the trick master.


3.29.14 - starting to feel tiny tears on the sides of his face and the top of his head. stitches is realizing hes growing bigger. the roses Arcus casts on his head he secretly likes to eat them when shes not looking.


3.24.14 - im sorry i cant put in a story today. my chemistry teacher saw my wrist and sent me to the nurse to have it checked out. she said its one of the worst shes ever seen of a cutting infection. theres puss all crammed inside of it and its puffed out like a large bracelet. it doesn't hurt as much as it looks. i got sent home but my dad wouldn't take me to the doctor. i went to my room and passed out.
i literally have nobody to talk to. thats why i post this junk here. sorry ;;

3.23.14 - stitches always sees jennie in the forest. she is almost always the first and the last friend he sees come and leave. in the afternoon Arcus was really nice to stitches and kept getting him skins and masks to wear. she got him a mask like hers, and then she gave him a nuzzle and ran away. Stiches saw Lady in Red but she left really soon suprisingly... jennie took stitches and another small skull deer to a place where rocks were shaped in a circle. but in the morning jennie showed stiches broken rocks in the shape of a triangle. stitches hasn't found any shapes in the endless forest yet, but when he does he will show her

3.22.14 - Jennie was there today and showed stitches she could go underground. stitches wonders how in the world she can do all that? later stitches found Ben and jennie turned into a fawn which made it funnier. later today stitches woke up on the big rock and heard Toya. so he ran to her. stitches finds comfort in Toya. to him she reminds him of his mother. the one the man in the woods killed. stitches fell asleep again, and when he finally woke up, she was gone. he sniffed out familiar smells of his friends jennie, flyleaf, and kio. there was also a smaller deer that had the same special mask as Flyleaf! the deer was just as polite as him, too. stitches met a unicorn named Trout. she was nice to him. it seems to stitches that Kio is always sleepy and hes never gotten a chance to meet her when shes awake yet. flyleaf had to leave so soon, and stitches feels sad whenever one of his friends leave. but hes always happy to see them again the next day


3.19.14 - HOTOTO!!! ...and one fawn about Stitches' age that he didn't know! the fawn had candles on his head and had a white skin. sat next to Hototo and mystery fawn until Jennie and Flyleaf come. stitches never laughs so hard as when hes with his friends. Stitches got a little better at casting spells on people today and saw Jennie butt-slide! stitches doesn't know what to call it, so he calls it that. Jennie had to leave and stitches was sad, but he sat with Flyleaf, another stranger, and a fawn until he fell asleep. when he woke up, no one was there anymore.

3.18.14 - Jennie showed stitches cool tricks like how to run from a really far distance and sit on top of the ruins! stitches met a small deer called Arcus. he thought she didnt like him at first, but then he relized it just because she doesn't know what to do around fawns. stitches hopes she likes him because he's been disliked severely in his past for a long time by the same person. the same person who stitched his face up. stitches tried to copy after jennies tricks, but theyre so hard to do. he just has fun watching her do the tricks Sticking out tongue jennie turned into a giant frog at the white statues and sat under the ground so only her big red horns were sticking out! stitches is amazed at how tricksy she is. he saw that the red skull deer with the stairs picto tryed to copy jennie but he couldnt do it. xD

3.17.14 - stitches found Ben sitting near the crying statue and started playing with him. Ben made him laugh so hard that the stitches on one side of his face tore slightly. there was some blood, but Stitches barely noticed because he hadn't laughed so hard in his life. Ben was really funny to Stitches and did a lot of neato tricks like Jennie. stitches tried to copy after Ben, but its not as easy as it looks.


3.16.14 - wandered around feeling kind of lonely. Stitches didn't see any of his friends today so far. A red deer with big horns and a skull allowed Stitches to follow him to the big rocks. it looked like he has a family. stitches fell asleep for a while and when he come back, the red deer was gone. so he wandered off to the crying statue and found Lady in Red and another fawn dancing. he join them a bit until the big red deer's friend looked like she wanted to get Stitches' attention. but she was getting the attention of a tiny fawn sitting by itself next to a tree. Stitches felt embarrassed and sad. he hid himself inside of a nearby tree so that only his face popped out and he watched them walk away.
Best part of his day - hanging out with Jennie and Flyleaf, Uitleger, Ben and Kio [i hope i got everybodys name right]


3.15.14 - Stitches got attacked by a skull deer with big pointy antlers. he tried to run away, but the deer kept following him and teasing him. stitches tried to find hiding spots or follow jennie but the deer followed them too. the deer with a triangle above his head was nice to stitches. he tried to get him a costume
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Exactly. I written you in our

Exactly.
I written you in our other place. :3
I play in Hearthstone again now, sorry if something wrong.
NotAvailable's picture

that sounds familiar when i

that sounds familiar Eye when i start to talk to myself, about anything, i remember that im practically alone. but as i keep talking to myself, even if its about something that doesn't even make sense, i forget that i am.
i hope you find a good university! Sticking out tongue


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I love talking to myself. It

I love talking to myself. It is a good way to learn a lot or sort things out, especially if you are ambivalent about something.
LunarPriestess's picture

My little

My little <3
I here again, but I must go to school tomorrow. I will be come at 1 pm at your time and will leave you at 5-6 pm at your time.
Sorry, If I will do my homework. Puzzled
I don't want leave you in all alone.

Toya is right. It helps to solve problems and give strength, if you can't to ask somebody.
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yes, i actually learn a lot

yes, i actually learn a lot about myself when i talk to myself.
don't be sorry. i should really be going to school, as well. :/
and its fine, im used to being alone. school is more important than this game.


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If I had my way, I would was

If I had my way, I would was at home all my life.
Would be money and food.
Sometimes I would have went for a walk in evening.
Good life, but not mine.
***
Sorry, I already go to sleep.
See you later, tomorrow. <3
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if I had my way, i would try

if I had my way, i would try to get an apartment in the city, closer to job opportunities, and food. FOOD!!! i cant tell you how much union and i need food...

okay, see you tomorrow :T


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I don't know, where I would

I don't know, where I would like live, but I live in city all my life.
I saw many anxious dreams tonight. This make me fear today.
One of these girls not to be in school, but other girl there. She's in a parallel class, but if I will endure sidelong glances at lessons, during the breaks I can go to her and take a rest. If her classmates will not look at me, as well.
Good luck to me.
I'll wait for you in evening.
***
Why Stitches slept all day? Due this Arcus had no time today to run and to fun with Stitches. Puzzled
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are they your friends? i hate

are they your friends? i hate it when other people look at you as if you were an alien. "what? im just another human like you." annoying.
yes, good luck.

im sorry about stitches. i traveled to the city today to hopefully find a job that i could do. i looked all over the shops and even went to the library to apply for a job...but i couldn't find one. maybe ill be lucky another time.

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HOly CraP it's RAINING!!! now i know what you mean!!! rain.... 0o0


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Like friends... With one of

Like friends... With one of them we communicate better, I often help to her. She wants to find "love" and she remarked one guy. I try to help and listen many her thoughts and wishes and some stories.
I written you story about yesterday.

Nothing, Arcus just missed Stitches. I hope, that you will be lucky in other time, but necessarily.
***
Good night, my dear. :3
Thanks for some time of fun. Arcus and I missed you.
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hmm. i like the feeling of

hmm. i like the feeling of being able to help someone. but i cant anymore since theres practically no one around where i live. :/
Stitches and i missed Arcus, too. i left him sitting in the endless forest while i went out to explore. i tried to be back in time before the sun set, but for some reason i lost my bearings on the one trail i knew so well, and even then my compass wasn't working. it just kept spinning randomly. i think strange stuff happens when im out too long. its gives me the chills. i don't believe in sasquatch, but i make sure to come in before it gets dark out, unless im sleeping inside the old log in my sleeping bag.


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Sorry, yesterday I was in

Sorry, yesterday I was in Kremlin area in order to do photos for you. I did it, but Red Square was closed, because it prepare for the holidays.
I show you photos later.
When I returned home, I lay on the bed and fell asleep on long time. I woke up already in the morning.
Holidays on this week. I will be with you longer, than I could it.
Strange things? Anomalous? So fearfully.
Some reason I remembered the film "The Blair Witch Project". There was nothing frightening, but I was scared.
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i hibernate for long periods

i hibernate for long periods of time, too. sometimes i don't wake up until a day later x)
what kind of holidays are you guys celebrating over in Russia? in America, its just the beginning of may. and if you live in heavily wooded areas, it means mosquitos and flies. tons of them. -__-
sounds like an interesting movie. its a horror movie, right?


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We celebrate beginning of

We celebrate beginning of May. It called "Holiday of peace, work and May".
9 May we celebrate win in World War II.
On the other holidays I know only because we don't study in these days, lol.
Yes, it's horror film. I like horrors about ghosts and strange things. I don't like film, where a lot of blood. I'm more interested a story.
Sorry, I fell asleep earlier again. Puzzled
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that's cool, having a holiday

that's cool, having a holiday about a war that your country won Sticking out tongue
i like horror movies, too. not because they're scary. just because theyre funny to watch x)
i know what you mean now by the giant flowers. theyre neat looking


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I don't know about funny,

I don't know about funny, because I take a great interest what is happening in film.
I guess I'm doing pretty funny face in while. I have a photo where I enthusiastically look at the monitor. It seems to me funny. I often look funny, especially when I embarrassed.
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that makes me kind of smile

that makes me kind of smile hearing about making funny faces. its because i remember that i used to make them as well, when i didn't look like a freakin monster. i left because i had to charge my laptop. i need to buy a new battery because its so old, but i don t know where in the world i would find a new battery for such an old laptop. -_-


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I write answer for you, later

I write answer for you, later I go to sleep. I'm glad, that I in time to wake up and spend time with you. I fell asleep earlier again, but I guessed put the alarm clock.
***
We with Arcus missed you today, while I preparing for exams.
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Finally found you in forest.

Finally found you in forest. ♥
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Other Russians from tef said

Other Russians from tef said me, that you was in forest, when I slept by day. Puzzled
If it's was you, it's sad. Arcus wants meet with Stitches.
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Are you Ok ?? I hope you are

Are you Ok ??
I hope you are , really .
Arcus misses you , i am sure Eye
And all your other friends here too Smiling
See you soon , hopefully !!
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I have really bad news, but I

I have really bad news, but I hope, that all is fine.
We communicate by email, but his last letter was bad. It was 9 of may. I continue waiting for him. I angry, because he really important to me. I don't want bad end. He couldn't leave us.
I believe, that he return.
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You are making me worry now

You are making me worry now !!
Please stay safe , my friend !
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I haven't seen him in The

I haven't seen him in The Forest for a while. Sad
Hope you're okay out there NA.
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Oh, I hope everything's

Oh, I hope everything's alright... Stay safe! You're in my thoughts all the time, hun.
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Friends from America, please,

Friends from America, please, say me one thing.
If you, for example, orphan...you should have a privileges and receive a pension or not?
Because in Russia this is so.
I waiting some time, because I don't want raise a panic, but NA has been lost already near a week.
I have a few versions.
I don't know, I will do the right, if I will send his last message to me on this place.
His words was about all of us, not just about me. I want that you will see it too, but I don't know.
Maybe we should wait still a little time.
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I thought it was really

I thought it was really strange he didn't get any support after his loss .
Normally a person is taking care of him now ...i don't understand this situation !!
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I'm afraid, that she used his

I'm afraid, that she used his privileges, because he said that he hasn't money.
Oh, ok, I show his last message. Maybe we can understand this, but I afraid, very much afraid, that he....
I often cry about this. I don't want believe in bad end, but I afraid. He never leaves us for a long time.
For friends.
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This is so sad ....I am

This is so sad ....I am afraid .... Sad
But normally someone had to help him out for everything depending on money and eating and so on ...
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I didn't want to lose him. I

I didn't want to lose him. I answered him, but he not answered me and when I lay on bed near 5 minutes and returned he left game. Maybe I did fault too, but I was sad of this message. I emotional weak. I often think about Kyle.
After two-three days I proposed him some variants, I hoped that he returned.
I thought, that I could send to him a money, that I have. And if he could receive packages I could send to him some food.
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I don't think this will help

I don't think this will help him very much .
He needs professionell help .
And our support too .
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So sorry to hear you're not

So sorry to hear you're not doing that well again. You are in my thoughts.
I'm sorry, I don't know how can I help you. ;; So wish I could though.
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If we really knew his last

If we really knew his last name and the state he actually lives in, I would try to call 911 for him. Unfortunately we don't. I'm very troubled that this is happening.

If you read this, Kyle, keep going. We'll find some way to help you if you just hang on.

e; He did mention needing a new laptop battery, so perhaps it died. And I doubt, since he says he has no money, that he could pay the internet bill this month. So perhaps all that happened was that he simply doesn't have access to this place right now. I'm hoping that's the case.
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I hope everything will be

I hope everything will be alright and that Kyle is safe.

Everything you said people...

Everything you said people... ;;
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Quote:If you, for example,

Quote:
If you, for example, orphan...you should have a privileges and receive a pension or not?
Because in Russia this is so.

If the orphan is an adult, they get nothing from the government. If the orphan is a child, the government will usually try to move them to a new home somewhere nearby. Ideally, they can live with other family members such as uncles or aunts or grandparents. If the kid can't live with family they are usually put with a foster home with other kids who cannot live with their family members where they are cared for by volunteers. The system is complicated and doesn't always work like it should. I know that NA is very close to being an adult under the law though, so it is possible that they would simply treat him as an adult and not put him with a foster home.

I am more concerned about his health, but it's also possible that it's a laptop or internet failure keeping him away.

Keep standing strong,

Keep standing strong, NA...wish I could do something to help :'(
I agree with Ali though.
I believe it is most likely lack of able-access that is keeping him away.
I know and pray that he is doing fine right now and things improve in his life very soon...
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If it just a problem with

If it just a problem with laptop, then he hungry and all alone now. This is awful, what the difficult life he received. I promised, that all will be fine. Did I lied to him? I don't wanted, I should help.

AlisonRobin - Thanks. I don't know why, but he said that receive packages is forbidden. Why?




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I don't know why that would

I don't know why that would be. Sad
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Oh... That is very troubling

Oh... That is very troubling indeed, that e-mail. He and I figured out he's in Virginia, but without a last name... I just don't want to think the alternative has happened, but like everyone else said, I hope it's just the laptop issue and such and not... that.

Stay strong, Kyle! We all love you here, and we all consider you a part of this big, huge, dorky and loving family! We miss you!