Stargaze (WIP bio)

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(This is going to be a constant WIP for a little while as I see what's normally put on bios.)
(Also before any of you judge me for any details I'm going to put here, this character is heavily based off myself and my life and is going to be used for a kind of therapy purpose. Feel free to treat her as a normal character, though!)






Face ref (slightly older)

Basics

Stargaze
Whitetail deer
Female
Alternates between presenting androgynous and feminine but always uses she/her/herself pronouns
Young adult
Nightfall pelt/Magpie antlers/Real deer mask
March 10
Pansexual




Background and personality

wip

Sexual assault survivor
Has PTSD
Nervous of aggressive deer
Uncomfortable with blatantly sexual behavior
Feels guilty for everything that could be perceived as negative
Prone to emotional breakdowns, tends to try to hide when they happen
Constant fear of abandonment
Has a soft spot for canines, smaller animals, and young children
Easily amused
Enjoys making paints, uses them on rocks and trees
Doesn't talk very much, tends to let her actions speak for her
Will talk about her special interests to anyone willing to listen
Easily distracted
Minor healing magic alongside the normal forest magic, cannot be used too often or on large wounds without causing injury to herself
Incredibly anxious
Easily convinced everyone hates her
Enjoys helping people if they'll allow it
Dislikes being touched randomly or by strangers, may or may not tolerate it




Appearance

Light cream base color
Seal point markings not unlike that of a siamese cat, dark blue in color
Points seem be be a self-contained night sky, stars shift and twinkle
Green and purple nebula on her face
Has many scars all over her body, most made completely invisible by her fur
Most notable scars are one just over her right eye, and mirror gouges on the fronts of her thighs
Shooting stars and meteor showers occur during times of high emotions




Relationships



Disclaimer
Stargaze is always in-character unless stated otherwise. She will likely go out of character to play with fawns and nameless deer, random set changes without announcement are a good indicator of being out of character. She will have her own feelings that are separate from my own, despite being an extension of myself.

I don't wish for her to interact with characters who participate in:
Rape/sexual assault, pedophilia, or incest. Emotionally and physically abusive characters may be ignored if they are glorified. Direct 1 on 1 interactions with characters who display the listed things will be ignored. Interactions involving another character will not be ignored. Rapist and pedophile characters will be ignored no matter what, and depending on the context of the character I may put the players of them on a personal blacklist.

If you need to discuss something with me, my email address is anarmyoftinydeer@gmail.com