.The Unmasked.

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Thais



P thinner | M Sorrow | Note Back from Emnes


18.03.2019


[Thais had a little design change! she looks like this but her antlers are but just nubs right now. Will grow with time.]

Stayed at Altijd's place for the time being. Still trying to put herself back together and be ready for her return to family but couldn't do it without a new blockade, and something to cover her face before that. Besides that, trying hard to pretend to be ok near the angel, but once Al is away to get a mask for her and stuff to eat she collapses in tears. Didn't want to be seen like that by him or anyone else, hated to feel weak and pathetic, would've avoided everyone if possible. Told him it would be ok to take her sooner back to forest, but was denied the chance, being allowed to have more time there before that.

As days passed, begin to feel a little better and was taken to Leto's shop. Warned Altijd that Verve's brother may not remember her but once they arrived at his place, was happy to be recognized almost right away. Thais and the angel explained about her curse to him and watched as Leto went through the back door to work on something for the red haired's poison issue. Took the chance to tell Altijd that she would pay him for everything he had been doing for her, though not sure how. Felt slightly confused when he seemed to back off saying thats not how he saw their relation to be. But neither does she! Yet before she could explain, Leto was already back with a necklace and a stone both to negate, or at least diminish the potency of her poison as long it had contact with her skin, so she could be around others again. And then those were gifted to her!! a lot more happy now, but watched as Altijd made jokes neither she nor Leto understood and thought they would straight up fight instead. Thankfully didn't happen.

Back at Altijd's home, slightly happier and very eager to test the necklaces, slightly unsure if he would accept the way she decided to test them. Which is with a french kiss she learned from the romance books Altijd gave her. [A quick note: Thais never kissed someone on the lips before, didn't even know that was a thing. Leaving confined to this forest can do that to someone, yes.]
She burned red when teased afterwards, hit him twice with pillows. YET when she dared him to do it without the necklaces that were blocking her poison, he easily agreed to. but she'd be lying if she said she didn't enjoy it.

Saw him get high on her poison, heard him explain and write it down as it affected him (in between some gibberish too), watched as it faded quickly, happy there was no long bad effects. Kind of made her... be able to laugh once more, glad that he had been beside her and supportive all this time. Knew their time together at his home was getting to an end, but was invited to search apartments with him another time. Can't wait for that to happen.

Previously


Finally discovered why she was brought to that different world, though the answers were not what she would have expected.

While being separated from the others, had to deal with some hardships to get were she needed to be, but when she arrived at this old stone building, was confronted by an old enemy of her mother: her father. Wanted answers but lost herself in the process, something she was sure was Hanodim's doing. Fell into profound sleep, needing to be awaken from inside her mind by the angel.

While there with Altijd, found out memories of many years ago, locked away in the red haired's consciousness by her own mother to prevent Thais from knowing the truth. With what she had found the poisoned called out her mother, who had been closer than she had thought this whole time.

In an attempt to make things right, Thais almost lost herself completely.

The woman woke up in Altijd's apartment in the troll world, confused and unsure of what to do and think of, only knowing to blame herself for all she have done in the past to the point she hoped for punishment. Also felt horrible to know how much she had worried him and after they talked, all she wanted was to pretend things were going to be okay in the fastest way possible, wishing that no one, especially the angel, could read her and see the way she truly felt right now.

20.01.2019


Things were going down too fast with all her research obsession, and apparently it didn't go unnoticed by both Nix and Altijd. The first mentioning something recently about her aura being different, though she didn't know what he meant by that, just assured to her brother she was alright.

The next day it was Altijd's turn to be concerned, the redhaired assuring she would get a well deserved rest after the 'adventure', she was so close! Thais was too excited that Ross would be able to help them get there. Wasn't too sure the mask would work for him to track down her mother's world but offered it anyway.

Realized something went wrong when, after finally going through the portal made by Rossamund in company of Altijd, she found herself alone in a foreign world.

04.01.2019


Been researching, thinking, planning. Too much to understand, too little time. Even though she does still get distraction with her friends and family, nothing compares to when she remembers the dreams and that she needs to get there. Slowly skipping sleep, skipping food. Not in a bad place mentally (yet), but just too obsessed with getting out of the forest. Quietly ruminating through what she have and what she needs to get out. Looking tired and thinner than before, not at all there.

30.12.2018


At Nix's apartment. Loved to visit the city, went shopping with him to get some new clothes, found something to her liking with his help and opinion. And then also went to a bookstore. More books to read!! ♥. Also got warm clothes for when they go sledging, whatever it is.

29.12.2018


Realized Nix was too tired and went with Jovan to the Alpha's home to make them company. Started by watching a movie and then realized she was not aware of horror films, getting scared because technology makes it look so real. Avoided it by finding a nice book on a shelf and did her best to read it to them. Discovered Jovan will be getting married soon and felt happy for him! Can't wait to meet his other half ♥ Was offered wine (Nix doesn't know she is a light drinker) while reading that book and eventually fell asleep at his home.

25.12.2018


Took a blanket and the bird book Altijd gave her and sat at Draven's favored tree to read, having a break from all the traveling thoughts for a deserved "me" time. Her solitude was over with Nix's approach. Read a bit more beside the Alpha before wishing him goodnight and going back home.

23.12.2018


The doe have been remembering the conversations she had during her visit at the library in the troll world, and to put it a bit into practice, Thais had been doing her own research the only way she could: by searching for possible gates in ruins of the forest. The "key" information got her twice as curious, so trying to use her mask on certain places to see if there is a reaction at all. Obviously she had seen the forest many times, and would know if there is something out of place, so she is sure there wouldn't be a gate in this forest, unless there is something else she needs to do to make one appear.

Had those thoughts in mind when she was suddenly approached by Ross. Remained quiet beside him but soon decided to take the oportunity to chat about trivial things, like, you know.. traveling through portals. Discovered valuable information from that conversation (like not always a teleport gate looks like one) and was also assured she could come to Ross if she needed help getting there, even though he mentioned it would be trickier for not knowing the place beforehand. Thanked him for the offer, but would have to think through before answering him. Gave the male goodnight and went back to her home.

16.12.2018


Dozed off for most of the morning until the afternoon, woke up with a familar scent, Altijd was resting beside her. Glad to see him, made him company as he rested too. Soon approached by a fawn [jmidleton] she had seen Al play with and assumed they were there to visit the angel. Played with the child around forest while the throne slept at her favored tree, gave each other some forest make up and played around, had a small blast with the energetic fawn, being joined by Altijd once he woke up.

The female could get some rest once the fawn fell asleep between them, greeted an Ephire that joined them, was able to chat with the angel. Learned he found some maps!! It would help them out in case those portals described in her mask's map are not working anymore, but with a change of subject was told he had thought of a name for her. The maskless doe couldn't but feel her heart race inside her chest with the anxiety that followed. "Imary" He said, and she watched as he felt embarassed to explain it was made up from other words. "Imary" Thais repeated, loving the sound of it, loving her new name, a name he would call her from now on. Also found it too cute as he got even more embarassed as they spoke. Needed a break and went to cool off in the pond, also fawn woke up!! Played a bunch more until she was dead. [Because tef died on me and we called it a day.]

04.12.2018


Late night conversation with her brother. Wondering why Nix is so troubled but then again... so is she.

26.11.2018


The angel had come to take her to that troll world for that visit he had promised during the rut, precisely the day she became lava on him for forgetting her past feelings, ahem. Decided to bring her mask even if she wasn't going to use it, but because that map inside of it kept showing in her dreams, her mother pointing to it for various days. Couldn't but be nervous about it, for either getting closer to discovering about a way to go to the map's place, but also for being in a strange world with Altijd.

Was found by him and quickly they proceeded to enter his portal. At the other side, had to get used to walking on two legs again, and that it was cold without fur. Hands, how much she missed that!! And that overall having kids had give her weight too, not that she minded haha. Altijd was different too! VERY TALL and hairy, but cute as always. He showed his apartment, found the cat pics on the wall specially adorable, and plants, he had those as well. A bit of conversation over tea happened and mostly worries about meeting this world's Verve, though Altijd was always reassuring Thais it would be alright. Didn't take long for her to get some exaustion, it was night and that body was different, the whole appearance change probably tired her. Had to complain with the angel that she was getting his bed, meanwhile he, being the size he was, was taking that couch, excuse me, lets change that. Nope, nothing changed.

The next day woke up to breakfast smeeling nice and had a nice chat with Altijd during it, it was time to talk about the mask's map, and worried that it tired her whenever she forced to think about what she remembered of those drawings. Nothing. Got ready for the library visit they were going to do, which meant visiting Ephire and learning a bit more about the possibility of those portals being acessible somehow. Not before freaking out because GOD SO MANY BOOKS, learned she can't raise her voice in a library because its rude. Altijd left her in the literature session and was able to find a spicy (nope, actually yes.) book to read while the angel went to find the librarian. And learned a bit more about the gates drawn in the mask, also that some of the archtecture Ephire knew were meant to be opened by keys. Hmm. Food for the thought. Thanked Ephire many times, and couldn't but think of the mask and portals for the rest of the day, also that she got a book to read for a while.

It was time to get ready to visit Verve, then it was "I am very nervous" to Altijd, and Altijd "Its gonna be ok" for the rest of the night until she actually met the owner of the Black Star. Thais was impressed by how the Verve was so assertive and beautiful and since Thais was slightly tipsy by this point, she kind of spoke to her (and Ian) things that she had been keeping inside her heart about two beings that she had been thinking too much about (in a room Altijd wasn't invited to). Was met with compassion and a lot of understanding and in the end went to dance with the troll. Thais was way too happy to see her "friend", even if the said friend wasn't the same being from before and didn't know her at all. Well, happy still. Met again with Altijd, cheerful for all the happenings of this day and the night before though by now needed some good rest. Taken back to his apartment, and from there, back to forest. Maybe someday will be able to tell him what she, Verve and Ian spoke about in that break room.

15.11.2018


Through the last night had groomed and removed the dead feathers off from her back, now only leaving the small baby feathers to grow out, feels odd when the air reach her back, something she doesn't feel ocasionally.

Found Nix spacing out at a certain spot she had been very familiar with in the past, approached by the angel. Resting with them was nice but that sassy side of her decided to play around and Altijd was her victim, because Nix had pretty much fallen asleep.

11.11.2018


Met Mar, Altijd and Jovan at her favored tree. Things were very quiet, no complaints, not feeling like she would be running and jumping around today. After everyone was gone and she was alone, took time to groom herself and realized her feathers are falling a lot more than normally would.

10.11.2018


Spent the afternoon in the angel's Company. The night before, with Nix. Playful, social, but doesn't feel well.

04.11.2018


Was found by the Altijd. And later by Ephiré and someone she assumed they knew [Erwen].
Watched others around, saw giant crows, then frolicked with the angel for some good time, resting at his favored place the two of them. They chatted about the day before, the feathered explained what she knew about Ross and Nix' situation. In the end of that subject got quite a bit called out for calling him Al, Altijd, instead of by the she had given him years ago, Harin.

It was an honest surprise, when he said that, because she had not indeed.

At that time, the Thais who called him that way was that clingy immature self she wasn't anymore. Or maybe it was something else deep and personal, though still silly. Tried once more calling him Harin, felt shy, saying it. It was personal again. Explained the meaning of the name, heard his jokes [I will really find a word for hopeless you will see!! B)] asked him about the meaning of Altijd and told the meaning of her name, while his was cool, her was a bit of pretentious but blamed her mother for that. Rolled laughing when he said her mother would not call her something like lil turd either, was deceased. It was nice laughing like this with him.

Went separate ways afterwards, sat alone at her home but then was approached by the white stag [Crescent]. Felt comfort in his quiet company too.

03.11.2018


Been resting in Nix's company since early in the day, feeling pretty much well after they spoke the night before at his home. Feels like there was no easy advice for him to give her in the situation she is in and because of that appreciated even more what he had said to her, to place herself first sometimes.

Altijd showed up and invited him to sit with them, glad the angel was not nervous as he was on the first time of their meeting, which was quite long ago anyway. Resting quietly until a Ross showed up. Right away worried a fight would happen between him and Nix, watched as the alpha stood up and stormed away. Oh boy. Nuzzled both Altijd and Ross and ran after him to make sure he wouldn't do anything bad. Stayed with Nix at the pond, tried to block his way back to were Ross and Altijd were, now pretty closer to them.

Once things seemed to calm down went on her way, finding the throne with Ross and Elliot, greeting them all and leaving for the night.

02.11.2018


It was raining when she got to stroll around today. Didn't see many familiar faces, but remembered seeing Nix resting by this usual place with someone else. Didn't stay with him there, still came by to greet both him and stranger before leaving. Been in Bronx' company instead, was taken to shelter from the heavy rain under the playground. Grooming session with Nix's younger brother.

Happy he found her but couldn't but feel quite morose today. Knew what had been bothering her came from back home, but didn't feel like she should maybe upset Bronx with that, so instead nuzzled him goodnight and went after Nix. Was invited to spend the night at the Alpha's cabin, spoke to him some things that had been in her mind, also took the oportunity to know whats been going on with his life.

24.10.2018


A chilling night in the warm company of a white stag [Crescent].
(Added human form to references)

07.10.2018


Actually, couldn't take it any longer to stay away. Being in solitude helped clear her mind about certain things but just as certain doubts vanished, new questions arised. The feathered made her way back to the forest and as she returned the weather had changed. The air was cold and there was a thick fog all around.

The first place she looked for was her favored spot in the birch, but a familiar scent indicated someone she knew was nearby somewhere else. The noticed the angel's shape form through the fog and only once she was close enough she realized he was looking pretty... bad. Didn't say a word, only lowered herself next to him and started cleaning his wounds. Kind of startled him and was advised to not do that because his blood tasted differently, but so did hers. Didn't exactly speak to him, mostly avoided touching the main subject of her leave, only making small conversations about how things went during the rut for him, which was shown on his body, really. Went to her tree with him (they were at Ephire's), kept cleaning him there until he was ok-ish looking. Took the oportunity to say sorry for running away, noticed a the coldness in his voice as he replied her nonchalantly. Went silent after that, but knew it was painfully deserved.

Remained beside him, only closing their distance once he seemed to be sleeping. Which he wasn't.. but wasn't shun away either but also approached by the angel just as she did. Felt less... bad about herself ('cause playing this doe, everything is a torture )): ). Eventually spoke to the angel a bit more and this time his mood seemed to lighten up a lil bit, the throne asking her If she had read the books he gifted and what she thought oficial It. Thais spoke about each one, the romance book was the only one she had questions though. Humans were exquisite, how some relationships could be damaging, and yet being desired by the parts involved?

(Aaaaand also why some people like being whipped. Which made Altijd get in a very awkward explanation. She understood his views and decided that book will never leave her stash of treasures ever Smiling)

01.10.2018


Left forest, didn't go home either: went a separate way instead. Even after having talked the argument out with the throne, didn't feel any less concerned for the things she did and said to him - and what she didn't say at all. Made a mess of the situation only to leave him hanging, frustrated for holding words back as if not saying it would keep things from changing between them. Don't know what to do, but decided time alone would help a bit now.

No plans to return before the season is over.

30.09.2018


Everything started alright!
Then all went to shit thanks to her.
And at the end it kinda went back to ok-ish? Who knows? I don't!

27.09.2018


Thais spent her time at her favored tree, reading one of the books she was gifted to by the angel, specifically the bird one this time. Took it to forest to compare with the many feathered beings there was, enjoying to read the descriptions as she looked at the feathered critters. Pointed at a magpie that was eyeing her from a distant branch.

Later had a stroll around, caught a familiar scent and found Jovan, resting with a deer [mar] she had seen and been with before. Approached and remained in their company, surprised to have received a gift from the Starkissed, a cute crown she is wearing now. Feeling like a princess.

After Jovan's left, made company to mar, until she herself had to leave as well.

16.09.2018


At first, like the day before had more resting with Nix, until she heard noises not far behind her. Realized there was a group jumping around, had to go check. Felt like Altijd was the one leading the mess them, saw Argus and a few others were there too, also a Meerkat at some point. Was coaxed into playing, so jumped around with them, sniffed some deer, met new faces. Then as everyone seemed tired, Thais and the group was led back to Nix. There was a Ross at some point (though pictos didn't spread fully and couldn't see him ): )! Had to groom Nix a lot, a lot afraid of things going downhill betweenthe two. Please don't fight. Thankfully didn't happen.

And then got three books!! From Altijd!! Eager to read them (at her own pace of course, which is slow), but happy to know these were not stolen, haha. Didn't understand at first when he mentioned the story book was not supposed to be shown to her kids, but will take his word seriously.

Spoke to the angel a bit more, both trying to explain they don't want to keep the other's attention to themselves only, funny they worry alike. Then things developed into an apologetic reminder of situations from their pasts; Which she kept reassuring him it was okay. Past is past. It wasn't on purpose. He came back and still remembered her, shouldn't she feel glad? After a hundred years had passed? Wasn't she lucky to be remembered? Yes?
Yes...
But feeling a bit tense about it because of other implications maybe, but just wanted it to stop there. He doesn't deserve that constant reminder. That is not her being nice, she didn't know how to deal with that. Maybe It was avoidance, maybe denial. But you want punishment? With a promise to stick her quills on his hide, even took off her necklace. Thais was trying to be mean. Would never dream to try that on anyone else, of course.

Screwed things up (as she would) when Thais ended up smooching the angel's cheek before placing the necklace back. Well then. That... wasn't the plan. OOoops. Internally screamed. Also internally told herself he was way too strong to be hurt. She saw him deal a huge floating jellyfish angel once. Yet worried her feathers off (as she would). Realized she got him high instead. Was told it was actually good, and that she should french him next time. What is French? She wondered.

At least.. he isn't dead.

15.09.2018


Spent the afternoon in Nix's company. The maskless still feels like she hadn't been aware of how things are going in his life, since he doesn't talk much about it, but also wondering if its okay to ask. Decided that at this time, it was best to just rest in silent beside the alpha.

Thais was able to sleep with just few interruptions, and that is rare these days. Woke up feeling sort of renewed, even realizing maybe she overslept. Nuzzled Nix, said goodbye and started to make her way back home outside the forest. Found Altijd resting with Argus on her way home, greeted them both but couldn't stay.

09.09.2018


In company of Jovan and Altijd, a conversation started once Jovan got curious enough about Altijd and how Thais met him. Oh boy. Blushed a million times once Altijd began speaking, pretty busted by getting drunk on fermented berries the night before. Conversing a bit more, took the oportunity to finally open up about her poisonwith Jovan, didn't know what to expect from him, but was forgiven for keeping that secret hidden from the starkissed. Immensely grateful for how things turned up.

08.09.2018


Had a bunch of herbs and fermented berries to help her fall asleep. Realized she never had this many fermented edibles as she was giggling to everything that moved (specially Altijd's many eyes which she was seeing double, unware if being a bit offensive with all the giggling). Fell asleep time and time again.

07.09.2018


Sleep schedule is all messed up, the doe has been falling asleep and waking up several times during the last days. Very distracted and often exhausted.

Woke up to a familiar scent and a warmth presence as well sitting beside her. Smiled when she realized Bronx came for a visit, ended up snuggling with the bluish stag for a couple of minutes. Fell asleep again, and he was gone. Will apologize next time she sees him, feeling it was quite rude of herself to not being able to stay up and chat with him.

Resumed her sleep, later being poked and awakened by an angel. Raised her head full of messed up hair to his smily face, felt grumpy, internally cried for a few seconds.
Al.. pls.
Couldn't... didn't feel it was right of her to stay mad at him because of that, he was just being happy. Didn't take long for her to just go with his flow. Jumped and played with him and the fawn that showed up. Later, spoke a bit about the lack of sleep, wanted to hear Altijd sing, was told it was probably a bad idea. Contented herself with forest ambience. His friend [Argus] approached, as well as others too [Tieff and Starling].

At some point only Altijd and Thais remained, and the feathered was finally able to rest. Groomed the angel for compensation before both said their goodbyes.

02.09.2018


The feathered doe rested quietly at the beginning of the afternoon by herself. Forest was quiet yet she was alert in case of any predators showing up, but instead of predators she was approached by Jovan! So happy to see him doing well, invited him to sit with her when Nix also showed up! Wow'ed at seeing him too, also looking well himself. Exchanged nuzzles with both. As the three of them rested, her eyes caught Altijd in close distance, running from a small deer...? Or running with? She couldn't tell, but decided to approach them and say hi anyway and proceeded to bring him to where she left Nix and Jovan. Small one [Yumi] following them.

Kind of saw a very anxious Altijd as he approached the others "Are you alright?" proceeded to explain to the angel they were her family and had to reassure that it was okay for him to stay, he wasn't disturbing or intruding. Worrying her feathers off that her invite to sit by didn't come in a good time for him though, so maybe that was why he was nervous? Should try and understand why he felt like that next time they are alone, but won't push anything else right now. Saw them all leave at some point, feeling content with their company today.

26.08.2018


Didn't sleep enough, woke up a bit more tired than last time, oh well. Returned to the forest to watch around and distract herself, but didn't take notice of Harin approaching her. Played with spells with him and ran about, was approached by few different deer (certain its because of the angel's appearance) and later found some rest in his company in the first forest, as well approached someone he seemed to know [Argus] and was resting nearby, sitting in their company too.

Noticed Altijd getting up and his feathered friend also getting alert? Followed the throne with her eyes to see the small predator [Repodus] close, staring at them as Al was over there socializing with them. The burgundy doe must've been way too tired, because not only didn't notice the small raptor coming from one side, but also didn't see when a bigger predator [Scavenger] that was dangerously close behind her (whats wrong with you Thais >_>). Stared at the predator, very intended on attacking if they get too close, but the angel got around before any fight happened. Don't know if it could have ended better than this and watched the being leave, still nervous with their sighting. The small predator seemed to follow the bigger one and leave as well, and she preferred that way.

The trio went to rest somewhere else after that as they knew the predator where around but this time it was being hunted by others. The smell of blood reached her nose after a while, and discovered a body (the predator's) being... consumed, not very far off. Unsettled by that view, she turned away.

After things calmed, a bit more of play took place somewhere else, once Argus's friend [Juno] joined them.

Sudden chat with Altijd, whom seemed excited about the whole thing, about her views on killing a predator, which she deemed ok as long as it was for defense or to protect someone who was in need, was questioned with more examples and situations from the angel (whom now seemed to be having fun with questioning her) and asked his views as well, obviously found out they were different, though she respected and understood where he was coming from. The conversation about killing vaguely made her remember past situations of her childhood though, when she was sure she was on the other end of that spectrum as well. As things began to weight on her consciousness, she decided to end the chat. Thais was pretty tired, for now.

19.08.2018


Thais woke up in a hurry. She'd been having dreams of her mother, Naarai, pointing to Thais' mask, which were not being used by the feathered doe anymore. The doe proceeded to explain that she didn't need it anymore, but her mother got pushy about it though not explaining why, ending with a Thais confused and waking up. The dream kept repeating itself every night.

The maskless had a nice meeting with Altijd, mostly resting beside the throne but then also frolicking like kids around the forest. It was rare for her to play like that, aside of with her kids, and she enjoyed doing so in the company of another. After a good run, it was rest time once again, this time sitting near the pond with the angel. Things were going to remain silent between them, but for some reason, she felt as those repeating dreams were worth a conversation start, and so she spoke about it to him. He was curious of it, of course, and begin to ask her more about the doe's mother, Thais' past (which involved being a sick kid), and about her father.

The first question also ended up bringing out how Naarai passed away and as Thais tried to tell him, things kept getting hazy in her mind, as if things blocked itself whenever she tried to recreate the situation. It tired her out at some point, which he noticed and they changed subject. Questioning about her father didn't give much of an answer either, because she knew about her father as much as Altijd did, which was close to zero. The drawing inside the mask was their best lead, as the throne mentioned, but Thais would need a book or two that could give her any indication of what the drawing even meant. It was when Altijd told about knowing where to get her the information, and she almost forgot the whole conversation and the dream, knowing that she would be able to discover mysterious information that could finally answer a lot of questions afterwards.

10.08.2018



Quietly making company to Gunnarr.

20.07.2018


Recently: In her mind that day was going to be just some stroll-day, going to check on others and that kind of stuff. It was quiet, no predators around but since at the beginning something was off, there was a hint in the air that she had to follow. It has been some time since she last scented him so she didn't remember exactly if that scent was indeed his but she had to see with her own eyes. And she followed to the first forest to see Altijd, resting near the oak. She remained calm, its been so long that in her mind she had already supressed her emotions to not let her legs tremble or do something shameful in front of him. But he was there, right in front of her, she didn't believe it.

She approached and was noticed by the angel. They greeted eachother and remained in silence for a while, then others joined, she tried to play with him very awkwardly. Stayed a bit and then had to retreat to her children.

Met with Harin (Altijd) once more, being invited to one of the places he used to rest, though he thought it was her favorite spot. "No, it was yours." Thais said with a chuckle: he seemed confused and it was kinda funny. Even though she didn't mention anything about his disappearance, and really... didn't know how to talk about it, the elephant was still in the room. He started, apologetically, and even though she said so many times it was okay, that she was glad he was alright, it was definitely for show, trying to keep herself on check.. Learned that while for her he was away for 3 years, for him it was a hundred, which made her wow internally many times. Asked more about what happened, but at same time worrying because this being felt the need to explain to her: this space being that lived forever since the beginning of the world, needed to tell her about where and what he was doing.

They spoke a bit more, he mentioned Verve and Ephire and she mentioned her children, her bit of life, their father. Others joined then too. At some point hoped she could ask more, but at same time didn't feel like she should know more than what he told her already, maybe another day though. Laid down next to him, just wishing to enjoy that moment.

26.06.2018



I think its deserved.

17.06.2018


There is a pain in her heart that she doesn't understand yet.

27.05.2018


Feeling worse than the previous day, but dragged herself outside to collect fruits and berries to eat. Stepped under the sun for a bit and laid there for the air around the burgundy doe feels cold, but she doesn't known yet shes feverish.

26.05.2018


Slowly feeling unwell, mostly discomfortable right now. Not sure if it is because of an illness beginning, but separated from her children to not make them sick too. Seeking comfort while in solitude, but missing contact and touch from other beings.

11.02.2018


Calm days, quiet nights, thanks to the gods. Was visited by Nix, making sure to come back and check on him from time to time too. Sniff exchanges, small talks, then warm company and the cuddles which she always appreciated.
Their silence was broken when Nix tried to warn her about someone they both knew. To protect herself, the ones that she loves, and even a fight between the parts involved, she decided to accept his words. For her own sake, and the sake of many someone elses.





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Helloo there! I like the

Helloo there! I like the looks of this, nice and simple Smiling
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Hello, and welcome back!

Hello, and welcome back! <3
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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thank you guys! ^^

thank you guys! ^^
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trackie

trackie
MOVED TO TEF ACCOUNT "AMETAT"
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hey you :3

hey you :3
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hey pretty deer you've got,

hey pretty deer you've got, loving her design :3 It was nice having Shana sit with her <3
MOVED TO TEF ACCOUNT "AMETAT"
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Thank you (and sorry for the

Thank you (and sorry for the late reply), Thais also loved Shana's company, she is a pretty girl! ^^
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track &hearts; she is

track ♥
she is beautiful
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thank you ^^

thank you ^^
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she is very pretty! her

she is very pretty! her pictogram fits her very well ♥
i hope we dont bother you two c:
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She is very pretty. ^^

She is very pretty. ^^
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@Dinamo She was surprised,

@Dinamo She was surprised, but it was a good surprise Smiling and thanks!

@Sighthoundlady thanks, and thanks again for lending me your lineart, I had fun choosing her concept! (it took a long while and lots of tries lol)
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Oh no problem, and I'm so

Oh no problem, and I'm so happy to hear it was helpful. Designing is fun!
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I couldn't play well, it was

I couldn't play well, it was so laggy that I couldn't find anything in the map, also had to restart everything. Now I wish to know who was the deer (golden butterfly pelt, zombie antlers, and skull mask) that helped my doe Thais near the twin gods! Thank you :3
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That was my boy, Leonardo. I

That was my boy, Leonardo.
I don't know if it's a glitch or not but Thais is sleeping & he is resting beside her.
Hope she doesn't mind his company either way ^.^
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Tracking c: &hearts;

Tracking c: ♥
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@emslee007 aww then it was

@emslee007 aww then it was him, she was happy that he appeared by and helped her...
you see, my connection was the worst connection possible, I was having a framerate of 4 - 5, all I saw was frozen reactions, and then I decided to close tef. I think Thais glitched then, because I had to leave and still didn't come back to tef D:
Sorry about that!

@xixi hey you <:
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Well, he enjoyed the company

Well, he enjoyed the company nonetheless ^.^
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I am glad he did, I bet she

I am glad he did, I bet she did too, although she was in a heavy sleep... lol
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&hearts; Places a track here.

♥ Places a track here.
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&hearts;

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Merry Christmas &hearts;

Merry Christmas ♥
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thank you! merry christmas

thank you! merry christmas for you too ♥♥
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ugh double post

ugh double post
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A track for a lovely doe

A track for a lovely doe <3 Also, question time! Will the poison have side effects if the other one is uh, a zombie? XD
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Thanks and certainly not! I

Thanks and certainly not! I was surprised by reading about his conditions, but I am 100% sure that he can't be affected by her poison! She will just be afraid of having contact with him though because she don't even know what she has at all. ;3
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Ah, that's what I thought

Ah, that's what I thought too. ^^ Awesome.
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Love the new background, and

Love the new background, and this lovely lady of yours Smiling
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thank you love

thank you love <3
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Oh I like her new design with

Oh I like her new design with the feathers on her back, very pretty! ^^
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thank you so much! and happy

thank you so much! and happy new year!! ^^
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A track! c: also krorun will

A track! c: also krorun will have a bio when i stop feeling lazy..
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Thank you! I am sure Thais

Thank you! I am sure Thais would love to know more about this friendly stag!
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a little somthing i requested

a little somthing i requested c:
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Omg dear, you're such a

Omg dear, you're such a sweetie!! Thank you <3
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im so glad you like it

im so glad you like it ♥
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Anyone insterested in rp with

Anyone insterested in rp with Thais? I can't play tef lately, but I miss being able to interact with other deer... (:
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i sure would. would you like

i sure would. would you like to choose who i use?
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Any of your deer would be

Any of your deer would be fine dear, thank you for your interest ^^
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Excellent bio

Excellent bio Smiling
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Thank you

Thank you <3
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You have a beautiful deer!

You have a beautiful deer! lovely two friends Ooh
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So do you! Spriggan seems to

So do you! Spriggan seems to be a nice stag ^^
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SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Track ^_^ Finally got to

Track ^_^ Finally got to actually meet this pretty lady!

Need to retrack this lovely

Need to retrack this lovely lady!

Sig: Aihnna

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@SoliloquyChryseis Hello!!

@SoliloquyChryseis Hello!! Lovely little one you have, Thais was captivated by Tea ♥

@justdance89 thank you, dear, Thais had fun meeting you guys <3
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Track.

Track.
Keeps loves Fay.
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TRACK Nadya would love to

TRACK
Nadya would love to meet Her someday :3
I havn't been as active due to school starting soon
but you'll more than likely meet her soon since she's Leo's mate :3
You do not have a soul. You ARE a soul. You have a body.
~ C.S. Lewis
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^ AND Tea's Mama

^ AND Tea's Mama Laughing out loud
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@keepspeeps hey

@keepspeeps hey (:

@OrinocoFlow Thanks, I am having a break these days, or else I wouldn't be so much in forest too. ^^ And Thais would love to meet her too!
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