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Garden of Bones
rudiments
Name... Valeria Rudova, kept secret
Alias... Farrah. Dahlia
Title... Harpy, Garden of bones, Black widow
Crown... Bouquet of roses
Sex... Female - ♀
Orientation... Androromantic androsexual
Species... Sphinx, demonic
Diet... Carnivore, cannibalistic
Speech... #550e0e, Voice and accent
Scent... Roses, iron
Stature... Large


nature
Narcissistic, selfish, jealous and oftentimes unpleasant. Capable of feigning niceness but usually cannot keep up the act for long; easily ticked off. Judgemental and withdrawn, nowadays uninterested in making friends unless it profits her in some ways, though mostly friendly and reliable to the ones she knows. Distrusting of men due to horrific experiences in the past, judgemental of women. Adores children, especially little girls, but personal grief usually keeps her from doting on any that she might come across. Tidy, especially obsessive about her hair and can often be seen brushing it with her claws.





appearance
Blade spine. Overgrown claws. Front paws function like hands. Black sclera, red iris, black pupil. Glasgow grin scar on right cheek. Vertical scar crossing over left eye; blind. Muscular, not a terribly feminine frame. Thorn crown. Feathery tail. Long and thick silky hair. Feathers behind her right ear.


web
6... Partner, though not the romantic kind.
Karina... Daughter, stillborn. Grief.
Masha... Daughter, stillborn. Grief.
Vera... Daughter, stillborn. Grief.
Kolaiah... Son. Despised but also loved in unhealthy ways. Sickly jealous of.
Smiling Jack... An old friend and past infatuation. Missed and often thought of.
Tobias... Creation. Past infatuation. Missed and often thought of.
Amon... Father of her son.


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Uzulii's picture

Track! c: -STEALS NEW PAGE-

Track! c:

-STEALS NEW PAGE-
Siggy by awesome Sypris

Laiia's picture

Yes, I know right. It was

Yes, I know right. It was just to let you know.

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥
HB's picture

Uzulii - hehe, thank

Uzulii - hehe, thank you.

Laiia - yeah i noticed she didn't take Beren with her on purpose xD no worries.

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<3
HB's picture

hai youu.

hai youu.

Happy new page c:

Happy new page c:

"Miss, you are very

"Miss, you are very beautiful.

Tracking once again. c:
HB's picture

''Hm... thank you.'' hey

''Hm... thank you.''

hey you, once again. =D
MrBug's picture

how did you do spreadsheet?

how did you do spreadsheet? pleas

It's just a div, Mrbug, not a

It's just a div, Mrbug, not a spreadsheet. Look here if you don't understand.

Tracks~ and hello Orri came

Tracks~

and hello Orri came prancing around the flower patch near you.
And amazing art btw Shocked
HB's picture

hi you. and yes, we noticed

hi you. and yes, we noticed her xD
i indeed agree, JackStrauss drew the background art.

ooh hoo i see x3 ahaha hope

ooh hoo i see x3

ahaha hope i/she wasn't disturbing. :s

Orri: *blushes*
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no worries, she didn't

no worries, she didn't disturb Farrah. she was just lazing around anyways. (:

aha I see. :3 that's good

aha I see. :3 that's good then. She thougth Farrah looked lonely so kept her company x) - on a distance <<
HB's picture

actually she was a bit lonely

actually she was a bit lonely at that moment, so thank to Orri for her brief company. xD

Orri: *big silly smile and

Orri: *big silly smile and moves heads so earrings jingles and dreads moves* I'm glad, was nice in that little shadowy patch near the flowers and butterflies.

reunited! it was good to

reunited!
it was good to interact with you/Farrah again haha. i missed it
HB's picture

&hearts; we were kinda

♥ we were kinda surprised to see Berlioz after such a long time, actually. hopefully we're gonna spot him again soon.

I may be the one whom hasn't

I may be the one whom hasn't been much in the forest, but it's been a while since last time I saw this beautiful lady. Good to see her again :3

And enjoying the view? xD
HB's picture

I actually haven't been much

I actually haven't been much playing lately either.. ,o, it's a shame, should try to find my motivation again. and bawh thank you, im happy to hear that. ♥

haha yes, so invisible stalking.. i dont think she even bothers to try and stalk from a proper cover. xD too much work for her lazy ass.

Indeed. And sure, no

Indeed. And sure, no problem♥


Fft... xD Always loved that part of her... Hmm, Tavis really ought to pay her a visit sometime, though he's currently busy with the newly returned Raven.
HB's picture

sure, he's always welcome to

sure, he's always welcome to make the visit. ^^

Will do~ :>

Will do~ :>
1Antidote's picture

Tavis can visit this pretty

Tavis can visit this pretty lady if he wants to(I'm sure I'd want to if I was Tavis >.>), Raven will follow, unless Tavis wants to have her for himself and all. ouo
HB's picture

there.. problem solved xD

there.. problem solved xD

It's not like Raven was a

It's not like Raven was a hindrance or anything. Rather, he wanted to spend some quality time with Sebi after been through some shit while he was gone, so yah. :v Though this doesn't mean he doesn't appreciate Farrah being around 8|


And lol, yeah xDD Mmm rude fawns. Tav: -murderous glare-
HB's picture

Farrah doesn't believe in

Farrah doesn't believe in situations where her company wouldn't be appreaciated hahah. Tavis needs to throw rocks at her to make her leave if she's not wanted.. |D
1Antidote's picture

^LOL

^LOL

LOL. Oh Farrah, you're so...

LOL. Oh Farrah, you're so... Amusing. Really, should dig this relationship more, aha, I'm sure she's full of surprises.
HB's picture

Might be, might be.. xD

Might be, might be.. xD she'll probably start to visit Tavis more often now too, since he's growing and is already bigger than the first time when she rejected him. ,o,

:3 Oh, looking forward to

:3 Oh, looking forward to that... Though he's beginning to lack more interest in people he has not formed a 'bond' with... ._. So he might not be so nice.
And yeah? Well, it's not that much, though, at least if you ask him... With both Pan and Rui all grown up, he's starting to wonder if there's something wrong with his body. xD
HB's picture

Well I understand if he has

Well I understand if he has negative feelings towards Farrah because of how she has acted, but she might not understand. xD
Bawh, well.. Some just seem to be muuch more slower to grow than others, haha.

Oh... Nah, he didn't really

Oh... Nah, he didn't really understand back there... Completely, at last. xD
Yeah... mainly my fault for not feeling like he's ready to grow up lol
HB's picture

But it's nice to have fawn

But it's nice to have fawn characters in the forest, at least on my opinion. So personally I think it's good you dont want him to grow up in a second, haha.

... When they start having

... When they start having moo contests, are you gonna say the same? |D But thank you. I was a bit insecure watching how fast some grew, and I still not ready to 'graduate' Tavis. So again, thank you. :')
HB's picture

yeah i will say the same, but

yeah i will say the same, but also i will turn down the volume of my speakers, haha. and you're welcome.
Silverpaw15's picture

Thank you for the company,

Thank you for the company, Juliet appreciates it a lot right now. =)

(Ja tämä on samalla track, koska en ole sitä näköjään aikaisemmin tehnyt..>_>)
HB's picture

no problem. F expected to get

no problem. F expected to get taunted at when she approached, but.. didn't much care in the end when she saw Jack's picto just floating there without the man himself |D
the nuzzle from little Juliet was a complete surprise, heh.

(kiitoksia paljon =D)
Silverpaw15's picture

Juliet has seen Farrah with

Juliet has seen Farrah with Jack so often that she's pretty sure that she's safe to let close. And they've played together, so Juliet is capable of relaxing around her, too.

(To be honest, Farrah has been the one deer Juliet has actually been a bit jealous of, seeing as how she and Jack spent quite a bit of time together in the past - she felt a bit left out. xD)

The nuzzle was her expressing her gratitude for the company and the fact that she finally saw a familair face and not just strangers that could potentially be a threat. =)
HB's picture

Awh, well that's nice.

Awh, well that's nice. ^^

Well actually there also was the times when Farrah kept away when Jack sat with Juliet and Illrose, or only with one of them. That was the time when she felt jealous and left out, since she didn't seem to get along with Illrose nor Juliet, or didn't want to get along... and since there was the 'war' between Illrose and Farrah, she formed some bad opinions of Juliet as well since she seemed to hang out with Illrose quite much.. |D but it's better now since she no longer feels so negatively as she used to about any of them.

I also haven't had her online too much lately, she had been kinda inactive for some time now ,o, but im trying to start to have her in more often.. so she will be around again.
Silverpaw15's picture

Aww..they're more similar in

Aww..they're more similar in that sense then than I was even aware of. xD
Please know that despite her small bouts of jealousy, Juliet has never thought of Farrah as an "enemy" or disliked her. She was just someone who was competing with her for Jack's attention. xD And she was a bit of kid when they first met, so a part of her reactions were just a bit immature as well.
Illrose is something of a mother figure to Juliet, and she considers Jack to be her dad, whether or not they are aware of this connection she's made is anyone's guess. ;D So she's very likely to spend time with them.
Farrah she doesn't know so well, yet at least. But she's never acted actually hostile towards her, so she's willing to be-friend her if she can. =)
HB's picture

Hehe yeah, I didn't really

Hehe yeah, I didn't really even think that Juliet thought of her as an enemy. Personally I don't mind if a character does so or dislikes her, since she can be quite hostile and forms bad opinions about others easily. It also doesn't take much to make her jealous. But she rarely forms final opinions of someone so hastily, her opinion of someone might jump from side to side very quickly.. soo Juliet is not on her 'list of aholes' either, haha. =D

And now that F and Illrose are surprisingly in somewhat good terms, she doesn't mind having Juliet around either. ^^
Snowsauria's picture

Whoa, I love her humanoid

Whoa, I love her humanoid form. Badass. ♥

^ Seconding Snow here... ._.

^ Seconding Snow here... ._. Wow.
HB's picture

Thank you both &hearts; I'm

Thank you both ♥ I'm loving it too, it turned out just right.

PPPFFFFFUURRAHHHH!!! *runs*




PPPFFFFFUURRAHHHH!!!


*runs*
HB's picture

ohmy how did I notice your

ohmy how did I notice your comment this late.
and......
aaaaaaaw is there anything cuter than that |DD

angry Farrah... you better run! >:| *shakes fist*
Texas's picture

this css is stunning

this css is stunning <3
I especially love your choice of colors ^^
HB's picture

thank you :')

thank you :')