Hush now... { Group Therapy } is in session...

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(Private RP;
Bright, Cypher, 'Smiling' Jack, and Sonne
All are welcomed to gaze on upon the madness.)


Wenn du weiterschläfst
Wird mich dein Traum erfriern
Weil du kalt bist

Erst wenn du aufwachst...
Diesmal wirst du sehn...

Ich weiß du fühlst mich
Ich weiß du willst mich (sehn)

Diesmal wirst du sehn



In the still afternoon, their misery echoed. Pierce the calming silence with their silent wails of agony. Crimson streaks painted the crumbling stone walls; stealing the purity of the snow with their tainted hue. A shattered man trapped within an animal's body laid sprawled upon his altar. A bird-creature recovering from trauma rested at his side. A submissive doe tended to her masters...And the broken approached, lingering at the opening of their insane sanctum. Beckoned into the mouth of madness.

"Why... are you here... boy...Tell me boy.....who... will you... report all this now..."

"Why...I will not report this to anyone, sir...I am here merely out of my own concern..."

"He...-You, still think...that......still think he lies. Told...told you he doesn't...he isn't a liar..."


A conspiracy conspired within their cold stares. Whispers of warning and dread lingered the four, speaking of an invasion but of what and by who...? Tension laid heavily upon them as confessions were spilled and resolutions were discovered.

"Haven't... I beat the concern out of you....already...?
That is no answer. You avoid, boy! Lets... try... again, boy... why.. do you care...?"

"I..I...I value them and respect you...


A deed of unconditional devotion done in the dead of night, going unnoticed. A crow-creature who had become respectable rival of insults; distance yet offered words of kindness and encouragement. The small doe who offered fond company and gave herself to those around her. And the stag, cast in a light of admiration for an unseen strength. All stood before the clothed-stag, lost within his own tormented state.

And their story continues to unfold...
"Is that an acceptable answer for you, si-...Jack?"


He didn't answer immediately, thought a moment about pretending to be fainted, while actually fighting against the rising dizziness. Still after a few more moments of silence he answered. "An acceptable answer." He mumbled "...but still..won't accept how you..." He stopped again. Another fight broke loose inside him. Not the usual fight against rage or chaos, but against embarrassment and pride. The pride, that was usually buried below all that, together with honor...and common sense. He moved again, willingly releasing another wave of pain, a frown appearing on his face while he grinned his teeth.

Sonne was frowning again now, gnawing once again at her lip as Bright shot her a curious look. Feeling Jack's body tense she glimpsed the discomfort on his face and sighed helplessly, leaning against him, offering whatever support she could.


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Bitchin'. *snipe*

Bitchin'. *snipe*

( *plants a tracktree* So i

( *plants a tracktree*

So i reply my part tomorrow after wrok... what would be... 8 o clock your time. Ha. xD gniight everyoneand thanks for that so far~~<3))
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Also tracking

Also tracking <3

((wuuh... this looks like...

((wuuh... this looks like... something important now.~~))
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(So....Why hasn't someone

(So....Why hasn't someone said something yet? ;_;)

((I heard it was your turn...

((I heard it was your turn... >>;; it can't be mine i just posted xD))
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(Put the pressure on me to

(Put the pressure on me to get it started, eh? I thought it was Lu's since I thought we were continuing the MSN order. Why didn't anyone tell me!? I could have replied last night and given you all something to do while I was at work. D=

But anyway....)

The white's sentence died slowly with a groan of discomfort; stretching and intentionally tearing at his wounds as the concerned doe leaned gently to his side. Distraught eyes gingerly inspected him, longing to offer more than a brush of contact but forced to sit idly as a prisoner of forbidden affection.

Cypher strained his ears, forcing them forward as far as they could go. Taking a cautious step forward in attempts to pick up the shattered pieces on the wind before the ghostly whispers vanished along with the soft puffs of breath near the other's cracking lips. Brow rose, "How I what...?" His head swiveled on his shivering shoulders, cocking his head in alarmed curiosity.
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[oTL A bad thing for my

[oTL A bad thing for my 'first' post, but i have to skip. insane migraine just won't let this happen, and B's go nothing to say that can't wait until the next round.]

The eyes behind the closed

The eyes behind the closed lids moved constanlty, a sign of rising nervousness... still he was far away from losing control. Almost impossible in his current state.

"How you treated me... how you see me..." he remembered their first talk... And those few words that had triggered his instant wrath. His head rose again, in pride. For a moment he forced his eyes to open, seeking for the clothed stag's eyes.... but again he had only a moment before the stinging light forced him to shut them again... before he would tear up... "... like some kind of..." again he stopped. In his calm, 'enlighted' state... he wouldn't take that word in his mouth.

At the same time he was well aware of his... how he would call it 'anger', that caused so many troubles. He sighed. Lack of discipline soldier...
... but for whom would it be worth to cling to those old virtues anyways...

"Therefore... can't accept you." he finally closed, while his head sunk down again, not exactly becuse he wanted, but because he couldn't hold it up any longer. Again he fought against fainting... he must have bleed a lot...he noticed with a snort.



((edit: okay, before i get lost again. The order is Steph, Lu, me, shi... yes? |D ))

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(Oh crap, is it my turn!? DX

(Oh crap, is it my turn!? DX -flail- Sorry...you can skip Sonne for now)

((I am not sure, that's why i

((I am not sure, that's why i asked xD ... gooood we talked about that then |D ))
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(So...My turn again?

(So...My turn again? Alrighty.)

How you see me, statement pierced the stag. Causing him to grin his teeth in frustration as a spark ignited in his deep, blue eyes. It was true that their first encounter was more than unpleasant, that was something the clothed-stag could not deny. Having said the wrong things and losing control over Sax- barely knowing her before the blood was shed. (Had he known she would have acted so aggressively, he would have never allowed her to accompany him on his introductory attempts.) It was obvious that the unfortunate events and own blunt stupidity left a tainted impression.

Amends struggled over the course of the past weeks. Days spent pounding a peaceful solution. Heartfelt apologies were swatted away like pesky gnats; deeds of devotion were displayed to those around him fell beneath the white's radar. And it would have appeared that the others had tried to compromise with the other in Cypher's defense, at least, that is how he interrupted Bright's first statement of the night, told you he doesn't; he isn't a liar. So why was it proving to be so hard to be given a second chance...? To be forgiven...?

He gulped, swallowing down the rising anxiety. Even though the white did not look upon him, he felt as if a thousand eyes were glaring down at him. Frowning and feeling cold as the rejection was thrown at him. Heavily conflicting with his desire to offer the little knowledge he had to tend to Jack's wounds. Wanting to just comfort him in any way possible and just say 'it will be okay'.

"I see..." was all he could muster out in defeat. Slowly beginning to shivered from adrenaline building up within him. In reality, he had nothing to lose from the rejection, but his worrisome gaze shifted between the crow, the doe, and even stag who despised him...He felt as if he had the world to lose...
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[Gotta skip my turn again.

[Gotta skip my turn again. looks like this is really between Cypher and Jack right now anyhow.]

He let out a snort. Secretly

He let out a snort. Secretly he wondered about the boy's silence. He remembered him much mor talkative during their last meetings... and much more annoying. Maybe... his mind was playing a trick on him.... leaving so many memories blurred.

The white moved again, dragging his head agross the stone, pressing it into chilling, bloody snow, having a few mouthfull of it. The numb feeling in his body grew constantly stronger... he didn't want to passout among the bird and the clothed stag....

He hadn't much more to add in this moment, besides the usual 'go away' and 'leave me alone' that, and he simply knew by now that this would fall to deaf ears.

Still puzzled about the sheer presence of the bird and the stag, who actually should have all reasons to avoid him by now, he turned his head towards the small doe. The only presence, that did not outright annoy him.... just unsettled him in a way.
"Little Sonne... shouldn't sit so close.... blood is... sticky." He mumbled, voice lowered, so hopefully only she would be the one who would catch those words.
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Her heart broke for Cypher.

Her heart broke for Cypher. She felt so ignorant...did not understand the complexity behind the two white stag's relationship. When she had first met the brunette she had asked him about his association with Jack. 'A friend', he'd replied, putting her at ease. Not wanting to taint her view of the other. She knew that had been a lie now...one she had never again brought up with him. It wasn't her business, any of this...only the well being of her beloved 'masters', however unaware or unaccepting the both of them were of the title or dedication. Yet still she watched. She listened. As much as she wanted to come to the clothed stag's aid, she remained silent.

That is, until Jack turned to her.

Blue-green eyes lifted attentively. She let them linger on his a little longer than usual as he spoke to her softly, taking...slight advantage of the fact that he couldn't see. “The damage has been done, sir. I am a hopeless mess already. I don't mind,” she mused quietly, smiling softly as she glanced back at her blood-smeared fur. Then, after a beat, “I...I have some medicine for you. If you would allow, I can treat some of your wounds and clean your fur a bit. If...if you stay wet in blood and leave yourself exposed like this you might get sick...”
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(Skip - Don't want to

(Skip - Don't want to interrupt Sonne)
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[Gahfuck, didn't know...don't

[Gahfuck, didn't know...don't want to interupt either...skip...]

'Medicine'... this word send

'Medicine'... this word send a movement through the stag's body, that actually pushed him away from the little doe, allthough just a few centimeters. "NO!" came the almost immediate, too sharp reply.

A nervous chuckle escaped his throat. "N... no... that's... that's not needed..." came the calmer reply, before his head sunk down again with a sight. "N...no need to that... no" he mumbled while he tried to calm down his racing heartbeat, breath and the spinning of his head. "B...body, fixes itself, yes? He he..." His voice seemed to crack again, fell back into his usual, tensed tone.
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Silent and still and

Silent and still and observing next to him up until this point, the bird creature was forced to jerk back suddenly when the white lunged. Teeth dug deeply into his lower lip to suppress a surprised yell, followed immediately by a wide-eyed glance toward Sonne, and back to Jack.

A moment of uncomfortable silence followed before his tongue thought to spill out over his lips, wet them so he could speak. "Sure of, ye...?" He had begun to lift his talons as if to pet the stag, but...he hesitated, and slowly lowered them back down to rest alongside the white instead. "Jus...plants...not...not real 'medicine'..." Even as he spoke it, the bird began to tense. Expecting the worst seemed a reasonable thing to do at this point.
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His response startled her.

His response startled her. Admittedly, Sonne hadn't been hoping for too much of a positive answer. She knew it was a long shit that he might allow her to help him...but she certainly hadn't been expecting him to shout at her and flinch away. The doe's body grew rigid, ears falling back as she froze in place. Waiting for him to move away...perhaps to scold her. Yet Jack wasn't in any condition to do either even if he'd wanted to. His head fell back down onto the stone and when he spoke again his voice was softer but no longer tender in the way he'd spoke before. Her heart sank at the sound of it. She had said something wrong...

Her mouth fell open before she could think of a safer choice of words. An apology perhaps? Yet Bright beat her to it, interjecting on her behalf. She might have thrown him a grateful smile, but her attention was trained urgently on the stag beside her. “Y-yes sir...only plants,” the doe repeated quietly, not really sure what other types of 'medicines' there were but choosing not the question it. “I'm sorry...I meant no harm, I-I should not have asked. I just want to see you well...” With that she glanced away and fell silent, resigning herself to watching from a 'distance' again.
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Brow-tipped ears were now

Brow-tipped ears were now pulled forward, perking at the sudden spike in the pitches of the voices surrounding him. The trio were bickering amongst each other; quiet enough to not draw attention from any who passed by but enough to cause the already suffocating tension to grow thicker. Pushing them all to the edge while the white aggressively snapped at the small doe, and the bird tried to defend her intentions with a careful selection of words. It seemed as if the miscommunication regarding the type of medication Sonne wished to administrate was being resolve...

The insight into their 'world' caused Cypher to shift uneasily on his slender legs. Stomping the moist ground faintly while he readjusted his posture, standing stiffer than before with hind legs spread at his hips; forelegs drawn in near his chest, molding around the natural curve of his neck as he readied himself, preparing to leap on front of either Bright or Sonne, or dash out of the way, if the situation grew too hostile. Not fully trusting the white's unstable condition and unsure of who he would lash out at if angered...

"Ahem..." Clearing his throat - not necessarily to draw attention to himself, but to polite invite himself to their conversation - he sternly offered an opinion, "Bodies may heal on their own, si-...But cleaning the wounds properly will make the process much quicker." A soft sigh of defeated disrupted his sentence as he quickly fought back against his proper behavior and refrained from calling the white 'sir'. "Though it is surely up to you...As to whether or not you feel such remedies are be worth your time," he quickly added in an attempt to try to drift the subject away from the 'medication'. Fearing that it might become a tender topic and regretting adding his input, feeling as if the 'ganging' of the three would push the white to the edge and cause their whole, so-far-peaceful meeting to crumble from stupidity. Like so many confrontations in the past.

"Remember, dear Sonne," worrisome eyes had now shifted to her. Addressing her with a soft voice, "Bodies can heal at amazing rates with just rest." A quick glance was shot towards Bright, with a wink.

"Don't care what it is

"Don't care what it is idontwant..."he mumbled, tongue slipping away, while he actually dipped into the lurking darkness for a brief moment. It propably where only seconds before his mind remembered the world around him again... and pulled him back... his head twitched up again, tongue running over his lips.

He recovered just in time to catch the second sentence, the clothed stag spoke.
"...no it is not worth my time... Sir" he imitated the in his ears overly polite wording of the stag, replying to something he actually hadn't quite cought... but maybe none of them had noticed that.
"Amazing rates...teh... if you would know..."he mumbled, obviously to himself.

The white now forced his head up again, tried to sit up, what immediately was punished with dizzyness again. He turned his head, where he had heard the doe speaking before, with this gesture showing that the following words where for her, and for her only. "Thank... you... little Sonne.... b..but no, thank you.... don't...want... need any of this...stuff...."

Tracking this epicness. :/

Tracking this epicness. :/
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The bird, he relaxed. Though

The bird, he relaxed. Though some words the white stag had spoken may have seemed provoking to some, he knew enough by now to proclaim with confidence that this wasn't true anger. Maybe just some irritation.

A slight smirk twitching at the corners of his mouth, he laid his head back down, eying the blind one knowingly. "...yes...does not need, hmm." He agreed half heartedly, sending a glance toward Sonne, then to Cypher. "...pain is 'good' for, yes?" And his smile flickered nervously away.
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(Are we continuing this?

(Are we continuing this? Wasn't sure since so much time has passed and all, but that could just be the holidays...)
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(We are, yup! Though I

(We are, yup! Though I imagine we'll be closing it down rather soon. A lot of time really has passed.)
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(I honestly am not sure what

(I honestly am not sure what to say since so much time has elapsed since then...)

((i am fine with both... i am

((i am fine with both... i am flexible xD ))