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Sorry am I.
As I cause you Pain.
With my Eye Did I see.
Happy as you Could Be.
I ruined it all.
I Made you Feel,
As though a Bullet.
Has Peirced through your soul.
I felt so Full of It.
Like it was All About Me.
I am such A fool.
I made you Change.
I made you Weep.
My Dear Rutilus
Pain I will Not cause you.
I think its time for you to see
What A fool I am.
I have Said this Many Times Before
I am Deeply Sorry...

Im starting to get a little worried... I havent seen Emiva for a while...I know Im overreacting, but shes usually on every day... EMIVA?!?!?! *searches*

She walked into the forest, just wanting to play with some friends. When she saw what she wished never to be seen. Sad and Brokenhearted she ran. She knows that they are just playing, but the scene brought memories to her mind, making her cry tears from her heart. She knows that she may never love again. The love may never be returned to her, she knows that, but Love has already stolen her heart, and may never be redeemed... Whats done is done...


//A poeam by Isis\\
You make me love
Give me wings of the dove
Yet I cry every Night
Filled with tears I dream
Dream of the days we would frolick and Play
The days that you didnt know
Yet im mocked with thoughts of the sight
Of my love with his own mighty love
You may not see the other side
The one I dont show in face
But it makes me wonder every day
Will my heart ever be returned
No... My mind is set
With a lock and no key
I love you Rutti
Please Forgive me...

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Name-Isis
Feeling- Happyness!
Being Played Right Now?-Nope
Thoughts- " OMG HI! "
Her Bio- Isis

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Name-Melody
Feeling- Happy
Being Played Right Now?-Yes
Thoughts- " Yippeeee! "
Her Bio-Melody

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I've decided on a way to keep up with all my deer at once. I will have about 3 or 2 active at once, and the others will be on "vacation" for a bit. So If one of my other deer isnt talking, or in the forest, thats why!

Deer Active at the Moment:

Melody

Isis

Human Updates
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Name-Merry
Feeling- WONDERFUL!
Wearing- Shirt, pants
Thoughts- " HI! "
Location- Home
Computer Using- My very own HP Personal (newer edition) Desktop

~The Musical Melody~
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Name~ Silent Melody

Nick Names~ Melody {Most Common} Whisper {she likes that one} Mel {Emivas Nickname!}

Title~ The Gods Tuner

Age~ 27 {Human Years}

Picto~ {in pictures}

Set:
Magpie Pelt
Orca Mask
Flutterby Antlers

Family~ Blackwolf1141 {brother}, Rutilus {Brother}

Friends~ Emiva, Martisol, Rutilus, Emrys {her best friend}, Rowan, Lacey, Blackwolf

Mate~ Her and Emrys are Dating sorda XD

Personality~ Very Kind Spirited, She will never fight. She is a Emotional Deer, Be Nice to Her!
She also likes to be in a "group" or a herd like thing. She never likes being alone, so if you see her alone cowering, dont be scsared to confront her!


History~ Melody was born near the pond. Her parents, who are unknown gave her the name Silent Melody, becouse she started humming a beautiful melody when she was born. "A Cry?" said her mother as Melody hummed. But it was a peice of music the Gods had embedded in her mind. That is her gift, she sings the songs of the Gods.

Her Text Color~ Light Blue

Eye Color~ Calm Blue

Where to Find Her~ Near the Old Oak Mostly, Or the Pond


~Other~
- She is Alergic to PineCones
- She will sometimes Randomly start humming
- Dont try and Fight her, she will just run
- Her and Isis will be my Main Deer


~Fanart~
None Yet!

I wanna know who the Zombie Deer is!!!

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I run as you walk
I play as you balk
I am Free, and will always Be
Nevermore under chains
I run freely with the plains
My life has twists and turns
But in the end when things go wrong
I make the best of every day
Even in the puring rain...
I am Emiva, the Heartful Doe.
I will play as you head home...





Yep i rewrote it becouse the last one was horrable

Were is the light?
I feel I have reached the piont
But something has been left Behind
I try and live, to fight for what is right
But the darkness is growing leaving me in deny

I run from the Truth, but cant seem to get away
I must face it, and ill be ok
Ill run through the forest
Not turning back even for a glance
I know in my heart
The clouds will surely dance
When i reach my destination
The light from above.......


A suckish poem about how Isis is feeling...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vklVXYKa7sI

this will explain it a bit better

She has decided that she is going to be herself from now on...not a fake.

Um... You know Dannii's new Avatar... i tried making one and well...fail. So if anyone wants to...make me one i have all of the pics ready with their names on them (becouse of my failed attempt) So if any kind soul would make them into a slidshow\like thing, I WOULD LOVE YOU!!!! XD

I just got a spell castedon me that turned me into a dove... and then I had an idea. Ive decided to make another deer, but its not going to be a deer. She will be a dove, always, and she will never turn into a deer. Just a Dove. Her name is Silver, and she will be watching over all of you deer, and occasionally casting spells on you. If you see a dove with my picto flying around, its Silver.