Isis has been through so much lately...when she tries to do something all she ever gets is grief. She ran off last night and I cant find her anywere...I think its time for her to take a break... not a big one. She just needs to sort out Whats happened in the past few weeks. She is extrememly depressed, so when she is well enough to come back....please dont make her more upset than she laready is (if thats possible). Im sorry if Im sounding like its all about her right now...but in my world it is. I feel like Isis is real, she is infact, shes a part of me. When she is sad, Im sad. When she's happy, I'm happy. So next time your about to break her heart, please think about that....
Again...why?
Suicide seems to be the only way
Ill take my life, get it out of the way
Maybe then I can be happy
The only way to get rid of the grief
It happened again
Again....
~~~~~ Leave me here
Here to die
In this darkness I cant Abide
I thought I did, but no
Same thing, same way
I will end up dead
Dead in the heart
Dead in the soul
Dead...
Knight's in the forest....this isnt good. Its Night Time... I'd stay outa his way right now... He doesnt mean it if he goes after you... its his curse. If you want to know more... read his bio. RUN!
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. Love I thought I'd never see
After a sudden tragedy
But something happened yesterday..
Something that blew me away
It was there inside me
All along I knew
He would stand beside me
Through thick and thin
Worry no more
Happy I will forever be....
~~~~~~~~~~~ I ran and stumbled
Along a beaten path
He was there
Sitting peacefully
I sat with him and we talked
Talked about the forest
And how its been lately
Then we found our way to the Blue Bowl
I looked into those green eyes...
And suddenly i knew
That my feeling for him were true
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To Atiq, from yesterday... her little thankyou to him... <3
Rutilus was right. He talked through everything. Now im happy againI think a love is growing inside my once dead heart. Now it is livening, and Im becoming my old self again, Thankyou Rutti, I thank you for helping me through it. I can love again <3333 He is there, beside me. I know what. Adnd yes...its Atiq. We discussed it all last night, but I still dont know what he thinks about me...
I am happy for those who have love
Although it hasnt found me Yet
In time it will, as a friend said
I am still young and foolish
I need a guardain love
Who will bring me up
When I fall
I will not live forever
Anything could happen
I hope not to wait a life time
To find that specail one...
