Let me start off by saying that I missed you guys, and I'm sooo sorry for my abscence.

Let me continue by saying that this is reall uncomfortable for me, and involves confronting a bizzare, deep-set phobia I have that people from communities I slip out of are all really angry at me and never want to see me again, except maybe to yell at me. A lot.

OK, so those of you who know me, I hope, have been wondering where I've been. The truth is...No where special. Just first semester of college. And yes, it was pretty stressful...but that really didn't have a lot to do with my abscence. I was having computer troubles, which then just kind of became a habit. By the time I started really missing the Endless Forest a lot, I was too afraid (both of "I totally deserve this" smiting and of massive community change) to actually do anything about it. It was sometime this morning that I told myself to stop being such a pansy, and that the people I would be interested in coming back for would probably forgive me...right? ...right?

So....Yeah. If anyone wants to give me some updates as to what's been going on, that'd be nice, but you know, no one has to...umm...I'm very, very sorry. I'm spending this entire post with the acute desire to go and hide in a hole somewhere, if that helps.

((Yes, I am aware my feelings are, more likely than not, irrational, and hopefully contrary to reality. I can't help it. I'm not even sure where this started.))