DATE — 31/05/21,
Slipped into the forest to laze around. Was only there for 15 minutes or so when she was enthusiastically greeted by River who Kahli obviously welcomed with opened arms. Met River's companion, Chrona, who was in tow and exchanged pleasantries. seems v cool. They sat where Kahli had been chilling and were soon joined by Sebastian, and then Jin. Thinks Jin has a really pretty tail. Then they kept on comin', with Kissare, Imogen, and Kozan. Feeling awkward af cos she doesn't know anyone but everyone seemed okay so she stayed for the vibes. Lost track of all the others that joined but had a good time nonetheless!

Feeling proud of herself for how she handled today around so many new people and in an unfamiliar situation. Felt really uncomfortable and flighty a few times but she managed to emotionally work through it and otherwise enjoy herself. This never could have happened last year — probably even sooner. This is tangible proof to her that she is indeed healing and improving, and that the hard work she's putting in is working, and it was reassuring to the siren to actually see it in effect.


22/11/19,
Wandered lazily around the forest this morning in search of company that would cure her boredom. Turned up empty handed then decided to take a nap to pass the time. Woke up later to sense Sabbath nearby and pranced over to sit with her. Felt deviant, restless; in the mood to cause trouble with the younger vixen. Levi come get ya girl before she misbehaves again Sensed Umay nearby... and no one else aka time it time to play with stupid stabby cat. Circled around the lion, Sabb on one side and her on the other, taunting and sneering insults which were answered with similar snarls and jaunts. This soon turned into physical altercation which Kahli embraced with glee, and even more so at the fact that Umay was already injured to begin with, and all alone in an unfair fight. You've done this to me enough times. Soon the spat went from general deviousness to a sincere urge to cause harm as the siren's deep rooted anger for the lion came bubbling to the surface. Kept up her witty demeanour and laughed at Umay's expense regardless, but each hit and collision got more forceful and intentional than the last. Seb then showed up on the lion's defense which REALLY infuriated Kahli because he was ruining her fun. Eventually backed off one the large male really involved himself, instead screaming harrassment at them as they walked away.

Then came a raptor (Garai) kept lurking nearby until the demon decided enough was enough and went to confront him... but he ignored her. Kind of. To her face anyways, instead baiting her into a cat and mouse chase with the reptile bumping into her then Kahli trying pointlessly to try and catch him. Never worked. Kept this up for a while until his attention was aimed somewhere else. Will definitely not spend the next three weeks devising a plan to get him.

FINALLY moved off to go chill out, but instead came head first with chitz who looked conflicted. Kahli's stomach dropped as she put two and two together, realising the doe had been in forest -- and like seen or heard -- the whole situation with Umay. Lost her cool for a moment when the doe prodded about what had happened and why the lion was bleeding, snapping back a rude response that was purely deflective and an attempt to justify her own current feelings of shame within herself. Was absolutely floored when chitz cowered in fear and fumbled over her words, which really drove home the harsh reality that she'd done some sincere damage on her. Umay forgotten, Kahli reeled back with overwheling guilt, spewing a string of apologies without context to what she was referring to, which only confused the doe more.

Watched chitz start to leave, moving backwards herself to create space between them, intending to silently leave. Then she got in her feelings and left the doe with a verbal promise of never harming her again. Will do anything to try and prove that, but didn't say that part out loud.

Walked off, but not before she heard the gentle "I believe you." the doe murmured back.

27/10/19,
And as LeVI PUT IT,



26/10/19,
Sleepy day because sun is warm. Awoke to Chitz keeping her company; heart did a grateful flutter? But don't tell her! Sat beside her, strategically finding a way that she wouldn't have to make eye contact because Kahli is an awkward idiot when it comes to any form of intimacy. She tries.

Despite feeling more than unrefined next to the black doe, the siren made pleasant small talk and kept peaceful company with her until she left.

Almost immediately after her departure Kahli sensed Levi nearby - good timing! Skipped off to cuddle with her sleeping love. Oh my god I'm so gay for you—



23/10/19,
Another lazy lover day. Sat by Levi's rocks where her scent was still strong, dozing off happily, until she was awoken by the appearance of the very said serpent herself. YES GIRLFRIEND ILY! CUDDLE ME! Levi showed the siren her new tongue piercing, courtesy of Alexei... lowkey turned on. Actually, highkey. Wondering how that new stud would feel against her p— aNYWAYS! Chatted with her love, discussed getting matching 'mood earrings' that are synced to their emotions so they can sense when the other is in distress. Decided it's definitely a good idea to look into getting them made considering the recent events of the last few months in forest.

The pair were randomly approached by smol fawn (Smokescale)?! Automatically suspicious. Who sent you, spy kid?! Quickly forgotten once they began romping around; absolutely bemused by the small thing doin' a copy to her jumping around. Heh.

Finally sat down with tiny child and Lev.

Then Lev ran off to investigate some commotion halfway across the forest. Screamed and complained at her to come back but was straight up ignored. fINE. Reluctantly left the spy kid and trotted after her. Found her demonic sister Sabbath!! nearby once she caught up to the serpent. Gave her some snuggles and cackles whilst she watched the fight too. Wasn't very interested in the conflict nearby as she didn't know anyone that was involved. Made jokes under her breath to Lev and Sab about whatever stupidity was going on. Soon joined again by spy kid. Where are your parents?!

Then player had to go to bed. :>



13/10/19,
Sensed the Leviathann in the forest. Keeping the serpent company whilst she sleeps.



11/09/19,
Found Levi in forest = instant good mood and snuggles. Until she sternly told Kahli to stay put whilst she trotted off and did something. Instantly soured when she realised she'd brought 'the black doe' over for possible reconciliation... of course. Leave it to the Ouroboros to be the peacemaker. Despite initial protest, the Siren was inwardly relieved at the thought, but was not without her worries of Plague somehow lurking nearby, waiting to gatecrash the party. Could this be a set up!? Pushed the thoughts aside at Levi's insistent look and gave her apologies to the former rival. Was appreciative of the weight that felt like had been lifted off her shoulders.

Sat awkwardly with the two for a while. Couldn't help sneaking side glances at the doe, not realizing how pretty she was until that moment. (cue stupid lesbian crush)

Was quickly pulled from this reverie at the felt presence of Plague nearby. Becoming more in tune with her senses, also pulled the scent of both Umay and Pandora. Fuck. Stood, hackles raised, until Levi told (scream hushed) at her to sit her ass down. Watched warily when the black doe ran off to greet him, before Levi pulled her to a location further away from the couple to avoid conflict.

Once sensing Plague had left, Kahli went to retrieve the black doe as a sign of good faith and bring her back to where Levi and here were resting. No one should be alone in such weather.

08/09/19,
Found Mag, sat with him for a while where they talked about eating dead things. Yum. Was rudely interrupted by Brent, who called her a sour puss for not being friendly and then introduced himself. Bit her tongue and gave him her name, but not liking him very much off the bat. This is made even worse when he bounds off and tries to bring Umay over. Awkward and tense stare off. Mag bounces. Brent you're such a sack of shit for this.

Kahli tries to leave before things escalate but Umay approaches her. Backs off uneasily because absolutely not in the mood or mindset to fight again, but... nothing happens? Cautiously sniffs her before she turns around and trots off. Glares at Brent laughing maniacally in the background.

Escapes to the birch to attempt to collect her thoughts on what the fuck just happened. Agitated about the fact that she doesn't know what to do with this information. Settles for watching Umay sitting at the Ruins from a distance. Fantasizing about running her tines through Brent.



Pulled out of her anxiety-ridden downwards spiral by an approaching Mag, hung out with him for a bit which was a welcome distraction. Complained about various things as they usually do. Once again the pair were approached by Brent much to Kahli's chagrin; tried her best to ignore his presence. Another new face came over (Sabbath) and she introduced herself to the demon. Watched her chase Brent around and be chaotic in general and quickly grew to like her. Sees herself in the other demon.

Messed around with Brent some before he went to sit down, then noticed Japhet lurking by the ruins. Went over to investigate the new face with the other two demons, but didn't get much of a reaction. Feeling a bit better but still shaken over the earlier events of today.





24/07/19,
Honestly, Kahli entering the forest these days is basically just