No pictures today; I woke up oddly moody, having heard deep rumblings and a feeling of unhappiness in that place between sleep and waking where I hear things. I spent most of my morning wandering around, feeling sad and insecure. I wandered, and just frequently would run off and take a nap...

and when I woke up, I had a plan: in that place, which seemed a happier one now, I heard of deer sitting in the air. I wanted to try that, since I like things like flying or waterwalking or such silliness...but I couldn't. I would get a good run, some air, and then, when I started to sit...I'd fall. sometimes, I wouldn't even sit at all. I managed it once, for a glimmer of a second. Then, later, I ran into Sluggs, who I knew had been doing this. For a while, we just goofed off, running around and suchnot, and I had a pretty good time: but in the back of my head, I had a feeling Sluggs was going to want to do that, and I didn't know what I would do then. So when Sluggs started flying around, I was trying really hard to sit in the air. I couldn't. I got really frustrated, since I couldn't tell what I was doing wrong! I don't like not being able to do something other deer can do. I don't wanna look stupid. Silly yes, but that's all in good fun. I think I might have started crying if Sluggs wasn't there...and maybe Sluggs understood this somehow, because he nuzzled me some, and then we just did other things. But I was tired from all the running, so I went to go to sleep for the night. I've taken to sleep under the bridge.

((OOC Note: for some reason, the image in my head of Seed about to cry, or Seed crying, is too cute for words. I might try drawing it sometime ^^. I, as a player, am fine. No worries ^^. He's just been feeling too much subconcious forum angst))

Today, I met up with Scape again, and we quickly got down to water-walking. I thought about it, and wrote a haiku:
Fawn watches balance,
Ripples spreading beneath hooves
Splash! only a frog

I need to work on my haiku, I think. This will require practice. Maybe I'll write a whole bunch...provided I can think of some stuff that would make good haiku.

Anyway, Scape and I even went and were underwater deer for a while. Being an underwater deer is fun. We met up with Sluggs for a bit; he turned into a fawn, and we played at being the fawn tree, and its relative the two-butted, one-headed fawn tree. We headed out to the ruins after that (or was it before?) for a little while, but then it was just the two of us again, off to go shove parts of ourselves into strange places. Or hop and run and leap around. You know, whatever presented itself. We hung around the crying idol for a bit, and then we went to the bridge. Not the top of the bridge...I mean under it! we played the two-headed fawn-troll that lives under the bridge. that was one of my favorites. When we were leaving, we ran into another fawn, who I guess must have heard us playing down there. We danced for a bit -- I even got to practice my breakdancing skills: I'm learning to go from laugh-spinning on the ground to dancing really fast, and vise-versa: it helps to rear and spin a it, first. I took a nap after that.

First time water walking!

Laying on Water


Me and my RL sister in-game. If you see her (she doesn't get on much, though..) be nice to her xD Though she's a bit slow with the game - doesn't use the actions much - and she has no patience for giving lots of pelts. *I asked her to help me get some pelts the other day and she got fed up, lol


Sniffing Zombie-Sluggs


Watching the 'show' as it were - Kogy and Sluggs boogeyin' in the Cage


Far too large to put here, so clicky! - I found this and wondered where I was... xD


Everytime I 'fly', I always think I look like a giant over places like that.


Poor fawn.


The picture that looks like the one Sluggs posted of us laying down


Kogy makes the best jump EVAR.

Some closeups of Sluggs

I was bored, so I went to the forest.
I heard something or someone whisper to me. I didn't find out what it/the "someone" whispered, but I felt like I had to go somewhere.
I ran to the Old Oak, but no, I didn't have to go there. I ran to the Playground, but not there... The Pond; No. I was confused. Very confused.
I ran to the Ruins, and I heard whispers again. Someone wanted me to go to the Ruins. Now I heard people singing. Singing like in a church. All I could do now, was looking after something. And I saw a cage. I had to go there! But at the same time, I heard a voice saying that I shouldn't go there. I looked around me. Then , I saw a hole. A big hole with stairs.
I looked down closely and saw something. Something terrible! i walked backwards, turned and ran in the cage! I didn't mean to do that. And the cage wasn't there before I looked down and saw the terrible thing. I didn't really see it, I think. I think I saw it in my head. But in my head I saw the thing down there, in the big hole with stairs. When I came in the cage, I cried! Now I could see anything! I saw something more. I was so scared! Scared for life! I laid down, tried to ignore them, and falled in sleep.
Much, much later, I woke up by hearing some hooves running. I looked around. I was still in the cage, but the cage was open! I ran to the Pond to get some water. I didn't have any voice.
After drinking a lot of water, I ran to the Old Oak.
I heard the singing again. Scary singing.
"STOP IT!...........PLEASE!" *cry*
But it wouldn't stop. It was people singing in a church.
I couldn't move. My hooves didn't move. Nothing moved. Time was standing still. I heard voices. "Don't go there. You don't have to go there." I heard whispering.. "please, don't go there.. We.."
It was females whispering something.. Suddenly, a nameless stag came, roaring at me. I "woke" up from "dreaming".. The singing came. I ran in circles and screamed that it had to stop!

Dear Diary,
I've been thinking of getting back my old set. You know, the one Perplex had when he was a she. Just that he didn't use the antlers I'm using. Brown pelt with many spots all over, the real deer mask and "stumped" antlers. I had that set at the beginning. At my "Happy Doe Day", but I found this other set. Or, other pelt. The magpie pelt. If the Mardi Gras stuff has to go away, I'll have my old set back. Actually I started a bit today.

Today I've been with Sluggs. <3
We had so much fun! We do always have much fun.

Oh, and my aunt is now 4 years old! (IRL)
She had her birthday the 17th of february. Happy birthday Mari!

If you want to know more, read Sluggs' blog. XD
He has pictures of things ..

Hug<3

Make use of my blog feature XD
It felt empty and demanded a post.
Of pointlessnesss.
Like this.

And some crap.
I FINALLY managed to water-walk the other day.. was going good... backing up and all that good stuff - had a pelt, mask, and antlers and plenty in the 'history' of them.
What do I do? Lay down. Didn't think of asking/learning how people get back up after laying down on the water. PLOPPED right into the water when I tried to stand! Woe was me!
Somehow I got my pelts back.. I can't remember.. I shall post some photos and perhaps someone will look at this blog (but I doubt it) and tell me who it was. But shall post them later.

Firstly; Are we allowed to play with Pixel Fawns? I saw them the other day and chased them about (usually from a distance).

They really didn't interact with me much when I did get close to them. One walked up to me, but didn't do anything.

Sounds like I have more to say? Alas, I do not.
/end xD

I'm tired of all the "popular" people on furcadia acting superior towards everyone elsse in the community. It drives me crazy to see my friends get into fights for no reason what so ever except for the fact that they think that they're superior.

"blabla you're so immature. You're tryin to take the spotlight from me, blabla, nag. #SI i fuxing hate you #SI."

Me: " #SF;;;;;"


anyways.

Ignore this, you guys have a nice day on TEF ;D

Halogen feels like he's a part of the ruins at times.



He loves to hang out around the five big graves... I think he may be talking to one of them. Weird.



Sometimes he likes to be the tombstone. I worry about him...




Anyway, Halogen really enjoys those giant purple flowers too!





See ya later!

If you want to say something, ask about something or just talk to me here..

Not sick anymore, but still having sleep troubles.

However, there may be a new job on the horizon that will give me a nicer schedule, and put me working around other artistic people. Here's hoping I get it, and that it's as nice as it sounds.

Also, thanks to somebody from the Wolfhome forums who sold me his old one, I now have a Wacom Graphire 3. It's one of the small ones, and it takes some getting used to, but I think once I get the hang of it, that will be a big boost to my digital art capabilities.