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3-17-2019
small little RPs have been going on in the background as the player has a difficult time getting into the forest currently due to a new job and lack of RL time.
Ayaki has been teaching the twins words and playing with them around the thicket. Each of the twins have been given a guardian wisp for protection and shes begun to allow them to wonder a small radius away from the thicket. Although she will always be an ear shot away from them, shes a little over protective. But can you blame her, these are her first fawns and she had complications during labor so shes worried.

Today IN GAME:
Ayaki woke early in the morning while her boys still laid to rest in the thicket. Stretching her limbs she walked out into the early morning light. Her winter coat has begun to shed in patches, leaving her unhappy with her current looks and she hated it. She has been rubbing her body frequently against the trees within the surrounding area leaving tufts of pure white fur stuck to the bark. Ayaki soon wonders off to the idols tears to bathe in the cool waters, before finding a patch of grass with a beam of sunlight pouring down upon it. She lays on her side legs stretched out as she closes her eyes, enjoying and basking in the sunlight while her wisps flutter overhead. She keeps an ear turned towards the thicket listening carefully for any noise or commotion.

2-22-2019
Ayaki rests at the thicket waiting for the boys to wake up, for perhaps an adventure to the pond. The day seems to be warm and a ray of sun breaks through the trees limbs close to the thicket, warming the grass. Ayaki stands and walks away from the thicket leaving the boys in the care of their father, for a little alone time. She curls up in the sunny spot, allowing the sun to warm her fur. lifting her head up to the sky she closes her eyes and take a few deep breaths cherishing her life. The sun reflects off her gold antlers casting little rays of light on the forest floor.

2-18-2019
Adair had been playing in the blue berry bushes while Ayaki laid resting with a sleepy Galloway. Under the watchful eye of his mother he played with Mesi & Clementine. Ayaki watched as they ran around hopping and jumping around the thicket. She looked away for one second and the next thing she knew her little boy was covered in blue berry juice, his light color fur would be stained for days. She smiled and laughed at the little fawn until he was ready to rest again, then she would begin to groom his fur. What a tasty mess!


2-15-2019
The soreness from childbirth has lessen greatly as she stretched her legs to get up. The boys have been restless and already showing their growing personalities. Galloway loves to stay in bed and cuddle while Adair is ready to go and explore. The small fawn wobbles on his unsteady legs following after mom as she goes to get a drink from the crying idols river. As the twins follow her Ayaki tries to introduce them to water, although it doesn't go exactly to plan. They aren't fans of the cold water, perhaps we will try again in the summer.

2-14-2019
As the fog dispersed the sky opened up and began to rain. The boys weren't a fan of the water and shivered as they got wet. Ayaki stood over her boys to keep them warm and allowed them to wonder and play if they wanted too, but it was a fairly quiet day.

2-13-2019
Today the forest was thick in fog as the boys clung to their mothers leg wherever she walked. She gave each of them a guardian wisp to follow them, and protect them. But in this dense fog it would help her find them if they wondered too far. "little wisps this is a fallen cloud, hes come down from the sky to play." she tried to make every new interaction fun for them.

2-11-2019
While the two fawns laid besides her form she hummed softly. It felt so unreal to her as they were finally here. She couldn't have been more blessed by the gods to give her two sons. The cow's ears fell slightly as she thought about her sister in her home world. She would have loved to have her here for their birth, but she wouldn't let the emotions of the past take away from her sons. She groomed them softly while they slept in hopes to not wake them. By the soft glow of the wisps light she looked over the two boys seeing where they got their looks from mostly. As she nosed Galloway she could feel the soft prickles of gold barbs. she smiled silently to herself wondering how she even birthed him. Little Adair had flecks of gold the shimmered in the night. her heart flutters as she leaned down to make sure the child was still breathing. a moment passed as her heart clutched in her chest before releasing as she heard his soft snores. It would be some time before they left the protection of the thicket, but she already couldn't wait.

2-10-2019
Ayaki went into labor late last night, tossing and turning as she tired to get some sleep. the contractions of the coming fawn grew more intense as the night went on, by early morning her natural instincts kicked in and she began pushing. she had been experiencing difficulties as this was her first child birth and with being an older caribou cow she contributed the difficulties to her age. Diolmhain was extremely supportive grooming her and making her feel as comfortable as she possibly could. By mid afternoon she could see the beginning signs of her fawn as the hooves and legs are exposed with the last push. Several moments pass until the fawn is completely out. Happy of their sons birth she begins grooming the little fawn giving him the name Galloway. The three remain curled up together in the thicket until she feels the soft kicking from within her. A second one! Alarmed by how much time had passed between the birth of their first fawn and the second that still remains to be born. Ayaki's emotions sore into a panic as she nervously begins pushing. The soft kicks stop and it causes her to worry even more. The second fawn comes much faster than the first one, although the whole birthing process has paid its toll on her. Her fur was drenched in sweat as she shakes from the exhaustion and the pain. Hours later she finally gives birth to a smaller fawn, lighter in color and frailer. She begins grooming the fawn and noticed he was limp and he wasn't breathing. She cried and began rubbing her nose against the fawns back and grooming him. she cries out as her wisps collect around the small body. She cries out and thrashes her head and antlers into the wisps crying out not to take the fawn and to leave him alone. She rolled the fawn slightly to rub at its chest and breath a breath of air into the fawns nose. She didn't want to loose her fawn, her heart and gut were twisted with emotions. Dio watched on as his mate fought for the young fawns life while keeping their first born safe and warm. Moments pass before the small fawn coughs and takes a breath of air. Relieved Ayaki drops to the forest floor to clean and groom the fawns emotionally drained. Once calmer she names the second fawn Adair, curling tightly around the fawns. she hums the song of the wisps to her fawns while Dio and her rest from the events, thankful they were able to bring both of their fawns into the world. The family falls asleep in the soft blue glow of the wisps as the blink in and out all around them.

2-09-2019
The pain and pressure grew with each passing moment as the sun set upon the forest for the night. Ayaki lays curled with Dio in the thicket, trying to stay as comfortable as possible, but the fawn was really pushing on her stomach. She focuses on her breathing and staying calm as she knows these are the beginning signs of labor. feeling restless and uncomfortable she begins to pace the thicket and outside of it, easing the pain and pressure. Although exhaustion begins to settle in as she hasnt been sleeping well, unable to get comfortable. Once the fawn finds a spot to rest and the contractions lessen she tries to get some sleep leaning against Dio's side, but the contractions wake her throughout the night. Uncomfortable and tired Ayaki paces the thicket and tries to get some sleep, but its going to be a long night ahead of her.

2-03-2019
today she was able to get some well needed rest. the fawn was relaxed for once allowing her to get some sleep, although her mind was restless filled with terrible images of the past, and ones that she feared were an untold future. She stirred late in the evening feeling rested but the movement within her belly was still calm and thus caused her to panic. She got to her hooves quickly and began pacing and walking down the stream towards the pond. She waded in the water swimming towards the deepest end in hopes the the physical activity may wake the fawn within her. She tread water for several minutes panting heavily before she felt the first kick that stretched at her stomach. Her heart sang at the movement as she breathed a sigh of relief. These nightmares were messing with her head, and her heart couldn't take it if something were to happen to her little wisp. She dreams of what the fawn will look like. she swam to the ponds shore and shook off her fur and returned to her thicket looking for Dio as she needed his support.

1-25-2019
As time went on Ayaki was growing more and more restless. Her belly was stretching her skin to the limits and she really couldn't find a comfortable way to lay and soon found herself standing for long periods of time leaning against the trees. She hasn't been able to sleep properly in days as images of the past have been haunting her dreams, and there are more voices than one within her dreams. Some of the events shes been dreaming about she's visited before, but there are more recent events that concern her. Plus her lullaby to both her babe and the wisps has been attracting a lot more attention than she had hoped. Perhaps the increase in spiritual presence is the cause for all of this. The fawn remains strong kicking at her sides and resting high within her rib cage, making it hard to breath. She is happy that the young one is healthy and happy within her, but she cant wait to meet them. "A girl....or a boy?" she asks herself when shes alone trying to envision what their fawn will look like. The fear of child birth creeps ever so nearer in her mind.

1-15-2019
added theme song as well as information about kulning/song to the wisps in the trait section with example songs. Please take a look. If anyone is interested in rps feel free to message me.

1-14-2019
She was restless last night as the young within her was restless and kicked at her sides. She tossed but their restlessness was incessant and thus brought her to her hooves. She walked through the quiet forest, the moon shining down upon her and reflecting off the winters snow. It had been some time since she walked the forest and thus she decided to call for the wisps. Although the gods have blessed her with life within her womb, there were still lost souls out there looking for love....looking for a home, and she searched for them.
Her song started off with a louder call, before becoming serene and angelic. the sound as if an eerie ghost sang while the rest of the forest remained asleep. Specks of light began to flash and dance in the distance as her own wisps swayed and twisted around her, their fire burned bright. Her song always seemed to calm the young within her which caused her to smile. Soon little one....
1-12-2019
Enjoyed her time in the forest resting with a few unknown fawns to her. Doted on them as a mother would as her maternal instincts are strong. Played with them briefly before needing to rest as she grows tired quickly. Enjoyed the playtime and has been blessed as the illness of her pregnancy seems to be gone, although still enjoys the mint from Dio on occasion.
1-06-2019
* Was restless today and walked to the pond and around the forest until she was able to grow comfortable, wished Dio was around to lean on, or for a massage. Feels slightly grumpy from her large and sore belly today. Achy is better than getting sick.
Short Past Updates
* Has been relaxing with friends as everyone is excited about the holidays and festivities. She isn't super active right now due to her physical appearance, jumping is feels like a crashing weight on her spine when she lands. lol (SHES HUGE) But non the less she has been enjoying everyone's frequent visits.
* Jude came and visited her right before Christmas as well as after to exchange gifts. The two talked for hours as she warmed him and groomed him. He's excited for the fawn to be born. He was able to feel it kick and move within her. He wants to show her his fathers world, and she told him to ask permission first, but she plans to visit so he can show her the flower fields and his squirrel friends.
* Was visited briefly by Nix as he was visiting his friends spot again. the two talked until he bid himself adieu. She has grown rather fond of the stag and enjoys his company.

12-22-2018
Ayaki woke late in the evening, one could consider it early morning as she felt a chill go across her back, when she opened her eyes she was greeted by the first snow fall of the year. She quickly got to her hooves and shook off the snow from her fur and stuck her tongue out to catch the snowflakes that were falling. She giggled and began prancing around and rolling in the snow all while talking to her fawn. Telling them about the snow and how fun it is to play in. She cant wait to meet the little wisp growing within her. The forest was quiet as many still remained tucked away in their warm homes. The only sounds she heard were the soft crunching underneath her hooves and her chilled breath. She played for some time and enjoyed a walk to the pond while the snow fell, she sang softly in search of the lost souls within the forest, hearing soft answers. She collected the souls that came to her before returning to her thicket basking in the moonlight and snow fall.
12-21-2018
This morning the forest was covered in a light frost as every step was greeted with a wintry crunch. She stretched her limbs and shook her fur free of the frost as the warm morning sun greeted her. She was thankful for her long fur during these long wintry months and this was only just the beginning. As she was basking in the warm sun a naked deer came and greeted her. she bowed back and motioned for the other to join her. The two laid in the sun for some time until the naked deer fell asleep besides them. Ayaki took to grooming the deer while they slept besides them as her maternal instincts were high.

Was later visited by Levant, whom she hasn't seen in quiet awhile. Was overjoyed by their visit as they had much to talk about.

12-19-2018
The pregnancy has been a little rough as she been unable to keep much down she has been feeling weak and hasnt been leaving the comfort of the thicket to wonder the forest. She tries to stretch her legs every day and walk down to the pond to enjoy bathing in the cold water before returning to the warmth of the thicket. She been staying hydrated but her usual meals of blueberries and greens havent been settling. Shes looking into other things to eat, perhaps mushrooms.

12-18-2018
Ayaki woke to find another was laying nearby. Originally startled and unsure of the visitor she began talking to them. The creatures name was Nix and they were very kind. The two laid together for some time talking about the past and getting to know each other a little better.


12-14-2018
Woke in the forest to see several others laying nearby in pairs. She decided to mind her own business grooming herself among the blueberries thinking of Dio while humming softly to herself. Although no one could hear he soft song unless she connected to them telepathically. The soft glow of wisps travel and swirl around the general area as she rests shifting into the forms of different animals.

She has been feeling uneasy and rather ill these passed few days, but the fawn within her has grown active with each passing day, as if they were squished. Soft kicks and pokes can be felt on her belly.

12-9-2018
NEW CSS and i will post all past and current updates soon.

Name
Ayaki

Halo
Picto

Monikers
Aya, Mother, Lady Moon

Gender
Female

Age
5yrs

Height
size #10

Species
Spirit reindeer/caribou

Status
Her heart belongs to Diolmhain

Scent
Fresh Rain and Blueberries

In-Game Set
owl mask, owl antlers, and swan pelt

Haunt
map 244x181 A small thicket between two trees surrounded by blueberries and tall grass

Calm*Gentle*Nurturing*
Selfless*Sensitive*Warm*
Prideful*Loyal*Protective*
Loving*Angelic*Humble*
Friendly*Maternal*

Deer form:
Ayaki has a pure white pelt and large golden antlers that hold the souls in between them, almost like a securing hug. The souls are an iridescent blue color , one always stays between her antlers, but she can be seen with souls/ will-o wisps, following after her from time to time. Or sometimes she will be alone without wisps. Built more like a caribou.

Human form:

Ayaki is of Sweden decent, specifically from the old world. Physically she has a very slender figure, athletic in build. Skin is white as snow or of the finest porcelain with a hint of a purplish ivory. Her eyes are of the brightest and clearest blue color with long flowing wavy light blonde hair. Face Claim: jonna jinton


Wisps/spirits:
The Lost spirits of this world and the next cling to Ayaki. They are her children. The wisps are a iridescent blue color and glow. The are seen in two different forms, many have the ability to change shape into creatures. Or they are simply small blue orbs. They look very fire like and wispy.

Calling the Wisps
This is based off of the ancient Swedish Kulning of cow herds in the old world. Ayaki sings a similar song to the lost souls within the forest bringing them home to her. Each family had their own song to sing to bring their herds down from the mountains, and thus this song can be passed/taught to her young. Here are some beautiful examples of the Kulning.

This song can be heard throughout the forest and if anyone wants to start an rp based off of it let me know.

History:
Born in the royal family of the far north. Aya was truly beautiful; porcelain skin the color of milk and blonde locks the shined like gold in the lights. And beautiful blue eyes that matched the oceans color off of the ridges edge. Her father cherished her thinking of all the riches and lands that she could bring to the family. She was a perfect match for any of the courtiers. But she wasn't the only one who could bring her father riches. Aya had an older sister. Her name is Merion. She favored her fathers looks; porcelain skin but her locks are a dark brown. Green eyes the color of sage. Merion grew jealous of Aya. All of the men came to court her. Her beauty,personality, and youth surpasses her own. One of the men visited more often then the others, gaining Aya's and her fathers favor. This was the young eastern prince that Aya was destined to marry. Merion wrote to the man telling him false stories of Aya and the other courtiers. So on his next visit after meeting with Aya he sought out Merion. "Good evening my dark beauty." He said kissing her hand. The prince stayed a few hours. Merion gave the prince what he wanted and fell in love with him as the time past. But still their father wished to wed Aya to the prince. Both Merion and the prince were disappointed,but due to bridal rules. If your bride dies you can marry the sister if available as a replacement. Merion suggested the matter, but the prince didn't wish ill on Aya, so he left Merion alone in her room.
Completely unaware of the affair between Merion and the prince. Aya prepares for the wedding. Gathering her chests together and sewing the two houses crests into a fine silk blanket. Less than a month she would be wed. She cared for the prince he was a fine husband material and he was handsome. Merion was forced to help her sister prepare for the wedding which she wished so much to be her own. The time couldn't pass fast enough. Merion grew more envious as the weeks passed and thought ill thoughts of Aya. Her death will come soon enough she thought.
Merions letters flowed to the prince. She talked of scenarios of Aya's passing. The prince wanted nothing to do with this and burned them after reading. The wedding will span over 3 days. The first day is the meeting of the families. The second day is the day of games in honor to the family and the rehearsal dinner will be held. And the last day would be the wedding and seeing the bride off. Or in this case Aya's last breath of life. Forever changing to Ayaki in the endless forest.

Blood

Name
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Heart

Diolmhain
Her most cherished wisp, or so he calls himself. He is the love of her life and most cherished friend. He's a guardian, protector and source of happiness. He is the sun that rises and dances around her, the two are inseparable and she would do anything for him.

Friendly

Jude
Jude is a sweet boy and Ayaki has grown very attached to the young buck. she spends many hours grooming and watching over him. hes a source of good conversations and interesting stories. Cherishes and protects, sees him as he first son.

Levant
A precious golden boy, with a pure heart. She has always sought his company and warm conversations. Although she hasn't seen him much, hopes everything is alright.

Meng Po
A Demonic Doe deep within the forest, who can brew a special tea that will give lost souls a second life. Paired with Ayaki she can help give birth to a new soul. Has grown to enjoy their company and sees them as a good friend, but also weary of. Although has no issues to date that would cause her to fear her.

Seen

Nix
A stunning stag who often visits near her thicket in memory of a friend from his past who lived around here. She has grown comfortable around him and often will lay besides him and talk while he is visiting. Hopes to see him more and learn more about him/grow a friendship with.

Phobos
A Large creature of soft red fur. She soon found out this was Jude's father and she welcomes him at her thicket anytime. Trusts and interested in knowing more about him.

Distaste

Osmotious
Once an old friend of hers but past events nearly took her life. The two have gone to separate parts of the forest and out of respect for the other, try not to go into their territory.

Possessions
itemssss

Notes
notes? I will think of some things

Musings
muse stuff will be added later and link to toyhouse