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I hope you don't mind me sitting with you...

Umm...I tried to be polite, I bowed to you first, but...do any of you mind me sitting with you for a while?



I recognize Witcher, and a Pixel Me deer (but i fear that's just a pictogram glitch, no?), and...*identifies the rest* ToasterofJoy? Heh, interesting name. And I recognize this other deer...it's...*checks* Sakura! There's one other deer in this pic whose picto I can't see, oh well.

My Human has a cold, and I just woke up, too. She's feeling chilly and sneezy, and very tired.

If you can see me sitting with you and you don't want me to, simply tell me, and I'll go...

EDIT: My Human couldn't help herself...she look a close-up of Witcher and Sakura!



Now, I am attempting to rest in the Deermuda Triangle, which has never been very reactive to me...hmm.

Anzel speaks...(can anyone answer?)

I tire quite a bit of this uncommon misfortunate that has befallen me. Is it always simply my turn to be alone? To have woken up one morn to find that I am the bearer of the tormentuous lone?

I feel as though I've done something in the past. Before my fawnhood, even. And this something was never truly...considered, by any sort of God, in a past world. Might this be revenge for a time I cannot even conceive of?

My brain's all fuzzy now, this subject is too complex for my brain to dwell upon for too long.

My Human has attempted to locate the chain holding me from communications with my kind. Alas, she has lost quite a bit of her wealth. She has tried to explain this concept of 'wealth' and 'money' to me.

Might you perceive what it is? She explained it as though...if a deer had some special spells, and another had some spells you want, you might exchange them, possibly? And that a deer cloaked in a Black as Night pelt, a Skull, and Kirin antlers may have more 'wealth' than a stag lacking any special pelts, masks, or antlers.

Humans are curious creatures, are they not?

I enter the forest, and not a single deer's scent graced my nostrils. What a disappointment. But...I digress.

I have grown so very accustomed to my fate. My Human says the chain has been perceived of, but it is made of pure Gold, and there is no simple cure. Her web is just ever so slightly too slow, which is nonsensical to me, for I have never see a spider's web move anywhere. Apparently, she has no access to another web, unless she purchased a new computational human creation, of which I've forgotten the name.

I query to you all...shall I remain within this forest, or is it simply of no worth?

You all must be tiring of the peculiar, unresponding fae, who occasionally graces your sights, only to flicker in and out of existence.

I apologise.

It's...it's not fair...

I did everything...

I got a new video card, more RAM, I installed things, I uninstalled things, and it...

It's the same as it was when I first started playing TEF...

I'm gonna cry >_<;...

I guess...unless some miracle happens...

I'm gonna have to just...give up on trying to play...>_<;;;...there's nothing else I can do...

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Temporarily, at least...if you by chance spy Anzel in the forest, she will appear as such: (if her set loads for you)





Anzel is feeling very sad...

Enter: Anzel

My dad just put in the Video Card and the RAM, and I installed everything.

Time to see if it worked...

*opens up the endless forest*...

Meep...

I feel really lonely ;-;...



(anzel's hiding in the grass, feeling sad)

The community site isn't as active as I remember, is it...?

One word: Superdeer

Anzel got spooked because a creepy stag with her picto, floating slightly, copied her every move -.-;

But then, she decided...

To take a risk...

And become...

...

Duh, nuh nuh nuh!!!

SUPERDEER!Exclaim

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A day of Superdeering is tiring.

Anzel put on her beauty mask and went sleepy-sleep night night time.




Just hoping :/ Alot...

I'm -really- hoping that my video card and RAM will arrive before the Abio tomorrow.

I'm really, really, REALLY hoping they will.

Or it'll likely be a very long time until I get to see a full Abio...meep.

*wishes she could teleport the stuff here* ;_;

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NOTE: I think I'm in the forest right now...maybe. Dunno if anyone can see me.

I drew Magnet~!

My anger/sadness because of the stupid computer art program...fueled my ability to sketch in real life, fwa.



I hope you like it, Pega :3

P.S. Yes, I kinda swiped the picto wing idea from Blackfeathr's av on the forum XD;

Pega:

I drew Magnet in a program I just got...

I sketched for an hour and a half...

And...just as I was drawing a quick background of grass before I saved the picture....

The program crashed...

...

I'm gonna cry...I'm sorry I've taken so long...I tried >_<;;;;;;;

What in the...... Fwa?

Anzel:

The forest has been pretty lonely recently, not a single scent crossing my path. I tired of it, and decided to get up. The Ruins and the Pond had their scents mixed together, as happens when the other scents attempted to appear, but they failed.

I ran towards the Ruins. I have a favorite stone wall there. It's such fun to look into it. I felt like shoving my head into it, out of loneliness and anger...

And...I stopped a foot or two from the Ruins, and...

Flicker, flicker flicker, flicker, flicker...

This platform...started flickering in front of me. My human tried to take a picture of it, but the flickering died down, and was too quick to capture.

It basically looked like a stone floor, cutting slightly diagonally through the Ruins.

Then, it was gone.

So I shoved my head into the Ruins wall and fell asleep.



Me: I feel confused right now. And this is coming from a person who has dealt with glitches for a long time XD;

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