hi its me ariah. so im a fawn right now and i dont know how to make her grow up!

soo the game is kool but i also dont know when the festavel of the 2 gods is so.



thats prittty much it.





if you have awnsers please tell me.

The title says it all.

I haven't been on the forest lately because a friend found a fun MMO and it's a bad idea to show me new or highly addictive things. Horray for digital crack! But since I've hit the leveling wall and am not that great at finding parties I'll come back to just checking out the forest next time I'm bored instead of staring at my Chaos Mage/Sword Mistress killing Evil Cats and Fire Mimics.

And to make things easier I decided that since someone was kind enough to tell me how to save my screenshots as something besides .bmp without having to open them all in paint and convert them separately and since photobucket has a bunch of convenient things that imagshack doesn't like mass uploading and folders that I'd just make a folder for every time I visit the forest and put the description right there with the image. Fun, ne? And since Photobucket does this thing where it sotra makes a manual slide show all on its own I only have to post one link and let you scroll through at your own leisure. Yay!


(Click the image)

...

I do not know what to write anymore.

My mind has gone assunder.

Nothing makes sense to me.

And lonliness feels all the more painful.

My mind has gone the way of lead feathers. Of piercing grass. Of ever-darkening rays as the sun climbs higher. Of water that takes up no space.

I've gone into a place with no entrance. So how did I come in?

I feel I've traveled miles, but I look back and see the place where I began.

...

I speak of insane things that will never come to be. Why? My mind was so clear... until that day...

Could it be that socializing has brought me to my knees? Has the one thing I thought would prevent my insanity actually provoked it? I can't help but wonder why I cannot think straight. So much to take in... Yet my mind couldn't take it.

After I left them, those so very kind deer, I walked. And walked. Until even I didn't know where I was. I was exhausted and hungry, but still I pressed forward. Soon I collapsed, and unable to get up, I squirmed pathetically. I was glad no one was there. And so I stopped, finally. And thought.

Only to find that I could not think.

How I sat there and grunted silently, trying to come up with a single thought, but yet, nothing! You cannot ever imagine what it is like unless it's happened to you. It's incredibly frustrating. And so, becoming angrier, I decided to put my blank mind to use, and fell asleep.

A week had passed since the Abiogenesis. Despite the fact that Winter was fast approaching, the Endless Forest was still as warm and lively as ever. The festivities were soon a memory, and the deer were back to their old routines.

The morning brought a slight breeze of the Autumn wind, while the early sun was already warming the deer. Quad awoke from his pillar at the Ruins, stretching and yawning before making his usual trip to the pond. He wore his new red antlers proudly, and despite how lunky they felt, he loved how they caught the sunlight and warmed him. It was an unusually pleasing feeling.

Upon trotting to the pond, he noticed three fawns were already up. The trio stopped their early play and greeted him, giving him respect due to his massive size (or at least that's what they thought because of his antlers). He bowed to them before moving on.

After taking a much needed drink, he made his way to the Twin Gods' hill. The Forest Elders were already up and waiting for him, and upon his arrival they bowed to one another. "Well, look at you.", Magnet said. Quad smiled, holding his head high and displaying his antlers for them to see. "The Twin Gods were definately pleased with your performance on the journey.", he continued. Silent spoke next, "Now is the time for you to take the next step on becoming a Forest Shaman.", he said.

uhh.. please excuse the very epic conversation between me and Sariebearie. omg Sarie, do you SEE what we said about Vessel and Xylia? XDDD

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Last Updated: 1/7/09

Requests: Closed
Commissions: Never XD
Trades: Closed

Next Generation:
Fenkovan and Faytha
Chanse (heres the first one)
Kailani
Spade and Devi
Thalia
am i missing anyone?

Anything Special?:
I'm trying to get everything else done. As soon as this is all finished, I'll do something special

Ref Sheets:
Skokey - Done
Fulu - Done
Vessel - Done
Clock - Done
Tropa - Done
Mercutio - Done
Cerelia - Not Done
Faytha - Not Done
Bellsio - Not Done
Chanse(?) - Not Done
Andromeda - Not Done

Self Assignments:
Ref sheets for Dannii's deer.

Taliene - Done
Rutilus - Not done
Jared - Not done
Nina - Not done
Lorak - Not done
Danielle - Not done
Leo - Not done
Tybalt - Not done

Just because I felt obligated XD its been a while, but i can still do them!

Song Inspired:
Tropa and Serpentine (Anywhere - Evanescence)
Chanse's Journey (Bright Eyes - Simon & Garfunkel)

what? you thought Bright Eyes would be about Skokey and Fenqua? *SHOT*

I went swimming today, and YAY. I'm burned to a CRISP. AHH. Not on purpose. I burn easily. Paaiin.

And I just finished watching the second season of Dexter.

Oh. My. God. If you love realistic fiction, if you love suspense, if you don't mind the thought of a serial killer that lives under a code and kills other serial killers, who was trained by his father (a cop)...and the serial killer is a blood spatter expert (basically, also a cop)...you may like this. And there's more, but man, it's WAY too complex to explain in a paragraph. But...

I just watched the 6 or 7 final episodes of Dexter, season 2, because it freaking HOOKED me. I could NOT stop watching. o_o;

ANYWAYS...

Umm...

Yeah...

Nothing new with my deer <<;

I just wanted to...uhh...rant?

:3

K I make pictures of deer but not with human faces but i can put wings on it jewerly ect i can alsop do wolves im very good at them...

I'm leaving tomorrow. XC I'll be gone for about ten days, up to Watertown and Albany, New York. My grandmother's having knee surgery so I have to go up there with my mom. DX I'm not sure what the internet status will be, but I might be able to get on for a few days. Good news is, I'm stopping at Gettysburg for a day! XD
I'll miss you guys.

im gonna go onto the forest... and i just want someone to sit by me. im not feeling my greatest today, its mostly about school next year and all the... *ahem* relationship possibilities. its gotten me kind of down.

i like coming into the forest with friends, but i dont feel like jumping and dancing today like usual. i just want someone to sit by me and keep me company. i know its a really stupid thing to ask...

if you do end up doing this, for one, i apologize for wasting your time, and for two, post here first so i know youll be on

thanks...

*EDIT* thanks so much to everyone who sat with me. i even had a few deer that dont even know me come and join. it really cheered me up im glad i have kind people to look to if im feeling down.

ill be on again a little later today, but right now i need to eat. havent eaten all day -_-