I considered whether or not to write an entry today: I've not done so for a while; I doubt my voice is well-missed. And then I think that I should not think like that. But that, in turn, leads me to the reason I don't feel so immediately compelled to write here: when I think about my feelings about today, I feel so...petty. So small. I feel ashamed writing this, which only makes the feelings I'm writing about worse. I wonder if maybe I was expecting too much, or if I gave up too soon...But I doubt it. In the end, I decided not to go in full account of today: It only serves to re-inforce a few simple points:

First, thank you particularly to Blackhoof, 21, Zerg, and Terrant.

Second, as long as I live, which I intend to be as near as forever as I can manage, I will never have another birthday.


((I'm a little under the weather, which probably doesn't help Seed's mood much...on the other hand, he's been pretty happy later, and nature abhors a happy Seed, so this is probably essential for the universe to maintain homeostasis...Happy Birthday anyway, my little angsty one.))

... and it will Be Mar Sart's stag Day. =D

Be ready to spellspam him on sight Firday. XP (Or saturday if he doesn't grow up in time)

H-O-L-Y Ca-RAP!

I have written just about half of the book in one day. It's evening itself out and I can predict the number of pages. It should be around sixty or seventy. Not exactly a short story, but not a novel either. The print is fair in-between large and medium. This is for the older people and the younger kids in my chuch who may be reading it.

It may be out sooner than April if progress keeps going like this! Not counting the time it will take for around ten or so copies to be printed...

WHEW! Thanks for the support my deerby friends!!!

If your deer could be a real deer
what breed would it be?
There are 45 deer breeds out there.

...So if your deer was a real deer, or whatever,
what deer would it be.

Red deer? Mule deer? White tailed?
Go search! Tis okay if deer breeds are repeated : 3

Here are how I like to think of mine.

Blackhoof
Sambar deer

Clementine
Marsh deer

Hey guys! I got a new laptop! I have yet to see how TEF runs on it, but it should work much better than it did on my desktop, since this is a pretty darn expensive laptop. ;D

But anyway, I lost Lemon (and Eliott's) sets when I switched over to the laptop; so if you see her running around in anything other than her set, please feel free to spell-spam the heck out of her until you get bored.

Or, if it's not (there's some doubt), then it is at least close enough, and I'm choosing to celebrate his birthday anyway ^^

Happy maybe-birthday, Seed!

This time no drama! x'D Noo, it's full of love because he met his beautiful mate Sunfyra! =D <33
But... he also feels sad about Polt... well, read yourself! ^^

Let's start with the good thing. The best thing that ever happened.
I looked into her eyes. She looked into my eyes.
And we knew we belonged together.



We were so happy to meet each other. We were so happy that we felt the same for each other.
But of course, there was still the nightblue doe which had a big place in my heart, too. When I had woken up, I saw her run away from me. I understood her perfectly. She had to clear herself, I guess I hurt her with my decision, even if it was clear that...
There she stood, why Sun and I were nuzzling. She just stood a few trees away from us. I was careful to approach. So Sunfyra did for me. At first, Polt seemed to hesitate, but then she went to Sunfyra and they nuzzled.



That was a good sign. Slowly I approached for myself. Polt didn't run away. I felt something like hope. And really, I could nuzzle her. She even nuzzled back!



I was so happy. I told her my apologies for deciding for the other one.
You know, I'd love to stay your friend, my dear.
Her head sank in sadness. She told me that she would need time.
Of course. I understand. Go your ways.
And so she did. Sunfyra seemed to be very sad about that. I was close to tears, too, but there was just too much emotion around me... I told Sun not to worry... Polt was a nice doe who would come over it.
Well, I hope so actually...



[i]Sun and I were alone now... And I couldn't help to feel impossibly happy, and I knew she did, too.

hi my name is dindra and i am loking for friends! my interests: cats,dragons and endles forest. if you want to be my friend post a coment! i hope you will write to me!

...you have an idea for a brilliant set that you love sooooo much, but don't want to make a deer just to wear it because, really, that's just plain silly? XD

YAY! Cata finally asked the thing to Sunfyra and --- they're mates now! 8D
ISN'T THAT CUTE? Awww. Sunny, that made my day! They're so cuuute.
I hope Sunfyra will accept it to have an adopted child now, Paya.

Cata: I can't tell how much I love you all! Especially you, my love Sunfyra!

Paya: NYAW hi there mummy

I'll come to the Forest now! I have to celebrate it with Sunfyra! Yippie xD