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Hey guys c: I'm just going to go ahead and tell you guys, I'm starting school again this Monday, so I won't be on as much as normal. My dad is trying to convince me that I can only get on during the weekends, but he says that every year. xD

<3

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I awoke to a world written in rose and jet. I awoke to a world of fireflies.

Oh, fireflies. Oh, fireflies. Shimmering stars, brought down by the smell of purple flowers. As they glow, trying to find their perfect match, they bring out some strange things in me. First, there is the wild, giddy joy of them: they are like the sun. To see them is like standing in bright sunlight on a cold day. To see them is to be in love. And then they bring up memories, and I find myself full of old memories, aching with them. There was Payton, in the ruddy light, dancing with me cheek-to-cheek. There was a briefly-known friend who I met surrounded by fireflies. I am never quite as happy as when I am happy in the fireflies. I am never quite as lonely as I am alone in the fireflies.

I tried for a while to enjoy the fireflies on my own, but I just kept thinking about how quiet it seemed, how nice it would be if someone dear to me could enjoy this with me. I wished for Payton. I wished for Lemon, or Walter, or Scape, or Zerg, or anyone who could keep me company, glow with me like two matched fireflies. I went wandering to find someone: and here and there I thought there was hope, but they never lingered. I began to despair of finding someone to dance in the fireflies with me, and turn them from lonely wanderers into bright jewels. And then something -- fate or chance, destiny or dice or the Twin Gods -- smiled at me and said "done." I saw a doe, skipping among the purple flowers and fireflies. I rushed to join her.

Oh, dear me!


mood: playful

thoughts: "the better day will come to us. I believe."

recent activities: wake up and found group of deer, who were spell-spamming, than walked around the pond and then fall asleep near the it.

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"who am I?

what I am doing in this forest, forest of grief, desire and vice?

being a proud offspring of stately ancestors, here I am nothing but the deer.

day by day I have to prove for myself, that nothing in this world can touch me more than falling of a leaf.

but inside myself I know, that this place has captured me forever.

and there is no chance to run away, escape from tenacious hands of attachment."

r e s t r a i n e d | e a r n e s t | r e s p o n s i b l e

Ralph is one of those persons who always know what to do and how to do.
he will never ask you an advice or something like that, cause he thinks that it is beneath his dignity.

he is always polite and well-behaved, except that moments when he is angry or annoyed.

he knows how the world works and he is always ready to make friends with everybody.

but he never, n e v e r, will bear ignoring him or being impolite.

Yeah, that's Clyde right there. (Horse I rode) Sorry for the spam guys. It's just....I dunno.
I turned sixteen today, y'know? And, I understand I'm living up against my own ideas by posting this in the first place.
What does one do if one cannot drive due to lack of driving hours.? x_x
Ah well, another rotation around the sun. Glad I made it.
(Though that black hole thing was a bit freaky...>_>)

Maybe, in celebration I might just start up some more screenie edits and such, with the amazing twilight-lit forest being what it is today. Y'know, catch all of ya'll's deer runnin' around being awesome.
...and rest in peace all those who died in Hiroshima, as well. Maybe I should make something with meaning or somethin' like that? Hmmm.
Whatevehs. Let's make this a little forest related, sha'll we?
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Okay, I think there's still some of you who indeed remember me. Glad to hear that!
Anyhow, yes guys, I'M BACK.
Now to tell you about what kind of stuff happened! Let me tell you: A lot! We travelled through half of Europe with our motorhome to the nice small island of Corse in the Mediterranean. We had the best of a weather there! We went to our fave camping site called Camping California which is at the south-east coast of Corse. It has a way right to the sea. It's amazing there!
We even met a friend again which we had got to known exactly at this camping site three years ago. They had just like us decided to have their holidays there again!
Together we made the greatest of things in Corse. One day swimming in a river in the mountains, we got very close to a big forest fire. The biggest since years as the news paper said. It was terrifying!
Here, let me show you some photos! I also took Flyraplushie with me and placed her in some nice poses for photos.
"Look where I went! =D"

Flyra at the beach of Italy which we passed by at our travelling
Flyra at our camping site - sorry for the blurred bg...
Flyra in our motorhome
Flyra at the harbour of Bonifacio, a wonderful Corse town
The sky at the fire burn, full of smoke which is covering the sun - scary!
Flyra's usual place in our motorhome ^^
Entrance board to "Camping California"

That was it for now.

[=10]I've been trying to clear out my screenie folder for agessss so I finally got around to cropping and posting stuff. |D Some of these go back to January. When kumbayah was EVERYWHEEEERE. -shot-


Aeros and Lieka, doin' their thing. c8


EPIC DANCELING NUMERO UNO.


I remember all the badly-coordinated waves. |D


DAMMIT DANNII. Just had to sit down, didn't you. -shot-


Fled, Tuna and another deer, way back in January.


HIMICHAEL


Sluggs and the madness that follows.


Just today - Tuna, Trinket and Laruna dancing in the Ruins, with Jareth lurking nearby. |D


Only time I ever saw my clonefawn. 8C


Quamar, Danniideer, and Tuna airdancing.

Ugh, so I just got back from my cousin's house and I tried getting on TEF.
So I clicked on the icon on my desktop and it came on the toolbar and I could hear it running and stuff, but it didn't show up on my screen, so when I clicked on the open tab on the toolbar it shut down and said Forest Viewer .exe has stopped working, Windows is looking for a solution to the problem...
UGH of course this happens..please help ;n;

~Haley <3

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Could anyone explain to me why this doe has my Hitaka's exact same set, and does the exact same bow as her? I'm not too happy about it, but I'm not changing Hitaka's set. This set is one i like and will actually keep for her. Explanation please? Thank you.


~Hitaka~

My charas in other games too <8D


Leara: I ish bioluminecent.
Red: That's cool, honey. Now lemme finish eating this guy.


Rou went for a walk and half of the forest joined him again. It was so epic.




eyeburningly naked.
This was when no one was able to log in.
It was actually really awesome, hope it had lasted a bit longer though.


Rat Snake arguing with an idol....
...yeah.


QUAMAR SECURED.
Quam: I can take care of myself, really. Go home. ´o__ò


Cutlass is a fawn magnet.


GayAwesome Parade.


Jesus Train.
Yush, this train goes on water as well. Speed of light, i say.


Being lazy with Lord Byron

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[i know what some of you think about IT but I want to share a few screenies of how my tef characters look there. Smack me if you wish.]


Rat Snake. He has an eye patch but it's on the other side


sneak fufufufufufu sneaksneak fufufufu hahaha.


Rip is saying that and the snake is about to attack him.