Is there anyone{Rainflower's diary, entry 1}out there

Rainflower's picture
Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe.
Today started out really nice, everything seemed so pretty. My pelt's started to change color, but I can't tell what it looks like quite yet...I hope it turns into something nice!

I saw Gehirn, Virgil, and Dahji sitting together, so I decided to say hello. Gehirn got up and started playing with me, we jumped around and around! We sat down for a few minutes, and this big scary deer came! I think her name was Illrose. Virgil and Gehirn didn't seem to like her either, so we went somewhere else. We sat down again for a few minutes, when these strange deer that looked alike wandered over. Virgil and Gehirn taunted at them, and Dahji backed away. Were they bad deer? They left after a while, and I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I saw Momma Dinah close by, I hadn't seen her in days! I went over and nuzzled her, but she just kept walking. I gave her a questioning look, and still she kept walking. By then, I started to feel upset, and I gave her one more questioning look. This time she turned around, cast a spell on me, then started walking away again. I watch her leaving me, and I turn and walk towards Dahji, Gehirn, and Virgil. I look back a few times, hoping that maybe she might come back. But she never does. Did I do something wrong? And what are these hot, wet things going down my face?

I buried my face in Dahji's fur, hoping that it would make the things go away, but it only seemed to make it worse. We eventually went back over to Gehirn and Virgil again, and I calmed down a bit. I fell asleep again, waking up only because other deer were starting to get close. Dahji stood over me, watching the other deer. There weren't that many at first, one or two, but a lot more came. There were too many deer milling around us, and I got scared, so I ran. Dahji followed me, standing over me again. The deer eventually came over to us again, and I ran again. Dahji and I followed after Gehirn, who was going away from the mass. We went to a quieter place, which made me feel comfortable again.

Soon, Momma Dinah came over. Not knowing what to do after what happened earlier, I did nothing. Dahji and Gehirn lead me away, which I'm thankful for. It would've been really awkward to stand there, doing nothing. We went to the Playground after that, and Gehirn somehow got inside the rocks! We played around a while longer, until Dahji had to go. After that, I sat with Gehirn, soon falling asleep again. When I woke up, I was completely alone, no deer as far as the eye could see. I listen for deer I know, but I don't know any of the deer I hear. I really am...Alone.


(I'll keep editing this until I log out, so it's not quite over yet xD)
DinahMoon's picture

I think there was a glitch in

I think there was a glitch in your pictogram, because I recall that fawn vividly. Dinah wouldn't have reacted that way if she knew it was Rainflower. My apologies.
Verycrazygirl's picture

Rainflower was so adorable

Rainflower was so adorable today. Smiling

Oh, I'm sorry if Rainflower

Oh, I'm sorry if Rainflower thought Illrose was scary.
She just wanted the bat Virgil sat on. xD

Nice diary entry, btw. :')
Seele's picture

We hope we're not too

We hope we're not too insanely boring when sitting around. Geh doesn't mind if Rainflower goes off to play whatsoever, really <3 But he himself can be quite uh, docile? Lazy? Calm? o_o XD
Rainflower's picture

@Dinah: It's fine, it was

@Dinah: It's fine, it was just a bit upsetting to her at first. She'll probably come crawling back when she sees Dinah again.

@Vee: We try ♥

@Snow: She thinks a lot of deer look scary, especially with the Zombie pelt. And thank you <3

@Misako: We don't mind just sitting around, Rain's been a bit ill since the snow a few days ago anyway xD
"The cruelest prison is one we make for ourselves out of fear and regret."
OokamiAzura's picture

Dwah, poor

Dwah, poor Rainflower...;;

&hearts
Dajhi's picture

oh poor fawnie! Dajhi wanted

oh poor fawnie! Dajhi wanted to protect her but she is still recovering from some fights and is using the advice Lucian gave to stay away from trouble (even though she would break her promises if your fawn were in danger). <3
She realized that Rainflower was sad for being left behind and tried to dry her tears with her nuzzles, Rain is so adorable!!! (and Dajhi is soooo mother-like xD)
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DinahMoon's picture

it's happening again, it's


it's happening again, it's strange because the map is showing her normal picto.