You're admittedly miserable and trying to find meaning. You've been that way forever. You have issues in body and mind and spirit and you've given up hope they'll ever be resolved.
You have no concept of self worth and no belief that you are loved nor worthy of any love whatsoever, however you're pissed off because you'd like to be worth something.
You're pissed off because your very nature states you have value and deserve love. Contradicting that creates great pain, misery, and other issues.
The very act of stating you are worth anything less than complete love violates your nature as an existing thing.
No wonder you're upset. I'm surprised you're dealing with it as well as you are. That only lends to my concept of you as a strong individual.
Which you won't believe. I say "I love you" now, and you wouldn't accept it like the air you breathe.
You'd consider it a concept, perhaps a lie.
And if not a lie, surely some temporal thing that has the potential to erode based on time and experience. And there, you are wrong.
We propel ourselves into things that help us. Into conflicts of conversation, into conflicts of interest. So by bringing that up. You brought it up in relation to yourself.
Being intelligent, you had reason. Would you do me a favor? Tell me who you think you are. Take me there. I can make certain things clear.
You do have self value. How do I know? You get offended when others insult you. You clearly believe you deserve respect.
So when you yourself go and attack yourself, you go against your very nature of believing you deserve respect. You chase yourself up in a knot, and wind up here. I know who you are.
I know who everyone is. They are simply themselves. And their self is beautiful. They just forget.
Whey, you've forgotten. You are.
And that is someone who loves, and is loved. Who feels pain and joy. Who helps others and herself. When you go against who you are, you get lost. And wind up here. Not knowing who you are, feeling miserable.
Acknowledging, or at this point, finding who you are would then be the key to being okay. You create yourself. Just as you create your words and your art.
You wonder why I've tried to prod you into things? It's like tapping someone who's sleeping in class.
They're missing the movie, too focused on that which doesn't even matter.
Everyone.
Will you come to me and tell who you think you are?
Quotes from a dear friend, who spoke to me a day or two ago.
Vent post. The art above was my first ever attempt at a pond, let alone scenery.
Joro's there. Why? It's because, in various ways, she's me.
...Sometimes she forgets who she is too.
Your words succeeded in changing me again. From tears of awe about last time, to tears of feeling...true, I suppose? Because I came to the realization...yes.
One of the most profound blogs I've seen on the community, ever.
Even if you aren't sure why posted or regret it later, thank you, I'm glad I got the chance to see this.
Sorry for such a random comment, but... I need to thank you for sharing this, at least. This is really amazing. And I think I needed to read something like it.
<3
That is one nice screenie
I think I'm Ocean. c:
Beautiful edit. ♥
I wish I could say more.
The world is quiet here.
Happy Spring!
Dammit Whey.... this is
♥ sometimes I wonder
sometimes I wonder if I am what I think I am.
And then I remember.
I am what I make myself
Thanks guys &hearts And
And it's not an edit...All of it was drawn and sketched from scratch...
That just makes it even
-thumbsup-
The world is quiet here.
Happy Spring!
ocean- I think the glow over
I think the glow over her head makes it seem like an edit. I just put a picto glow there because I wanted to. c:
&hearts...
I'm awful wise. Interesting
♥
And beautiful artwork...
I'm glad I know who you are.
Shunkukuu..&hearts- Your
Your words succeeded in changing me again. From tears of awe about last time, to tears of feeling...true, I suppose? Because I came to the realization...yes.
Words are words. With them
Change comes from within, miss. ♥
&hearts I love how you wrote
I love how you wrote this, that you're able to write something like this... really. I love your words...
Munkyy
Serenai deserves all deh credit...she typed those amazing words to me. &hearts
Baka me. Serenai &hearts But
Serenai &hearts
But as I already said, your picture is amazing &hearts it looks very, very real.
I love you, Wheyhun.
And your edits are amazing. (:
Hm.
Who do I think I am?
I could never sum it up in mere words.
But I know it is nothing wonderful.
Definitely dark, hah.
Whatever the case may be, it doesn't mean anyone needs to be loveless, and you certainly aren't among those who are, Whey. ♥
I've been asking myself the
This is lovely, Whey. <3
signature by iaurdagnire
One of the most profound
Even if you aren't sure why posted or regret it later, thank you, I'm glad I got the chance to see this.
Pardon me for leeching off of
Munkel,
You are not stupid, miss.
Pandoras,
No, you're beautiful. -u-
I love the dark. Beauty is found in all things.
Sorry for such a random
<3
...
Such wise words. Thank you for sharing. <3
Nnn....&hearts
Mnn, you
Lace-
&hearts!