so close now...
May 2, 2011 - 7:44pm — AliceV
It had to be there.
It simply had to be there...
... he just had to find it.
That had been his thoughts the past days. The endless search for the right way...
But now...
He snickered, taking a rest under one of the many birtch trees. He hadn't left this part of the forest much often the past days...
... always searching for the way out... the right way out.
But now...
Heh...
Funny thing, eh, soldier?
The 'life' you have here, this cynical joke of an illusion of a life...
... it cought up again.
He won't give up on his tries to find the way out here...
Oh.. no... by far not.
Let's... let's call it a break, yes?
He had learned a certain kind of patience when it came to thinks like that...
... breaking out of a prison.
A prison...
... let it be a cell made of stone and iron...
... or an endless seeming forest.
The obsession over the new possibility about leaving this place had calmed down to a silent lurking for the right moment...
He had to be patient now... so anoying it was... he had to wait...
To wait for the right moment...
... and to wait for the information his 'sister' would bring to him.
He snickered... put his head to the ground.
His mind wandered away from the endless search... to the recent events...
Funny... funny...
... how much he hated this 'live' here.
He was tangled up in it, he couldn't deny this.
Jack smirked...
... who would ever have thought that this carrot-boy... Kheiron... would ask him for help.
Out of all... him.
The white stag laughed... in the past that orange dude wasn't really font of him...
Weird... very weird...
But interesting.
Illrose and that Dullhead again.
Teh.
The grin on his face vanished...
... he snorted.
How could she...
And I almost called her...
The respect he had for this doe... for the dragon...
It was gone now.
He snorted again... a strange feeling in his chest...
Rage...
Yes.
But also something else.
Pah.
Illrose.
Stupid soldier, IDIOT! Your fault, all your fault... YOU let her too close...!
He shook his head, tried to silence this voice in his head.
... but it was true.
So true.
She got closer to him than anyone else...
... besides Jane, of course.
Jane... love... hiding again... hiding...
... you... you know how it hurts... when you hide... bad girl... bad...
Well... that dragon won't ever get close again. Never.
His thoughts went on... to the little conversation he had with the dullhead.
Blaming him for all the mess that had happen...? For members of that big red bastard's sick excuse for a family hurt...? Critters he didn't even know, he cares a dick all about...?
Teh... well...
... if that dullhead want's it like that...
... better don't disappoint... he he... yes... yes...
However now he should....
Suddenly his head shot up again...
beep beep beep beep
"Was...was zum..." ('What... what the...)
There was it again... this strange feeling...
This feeling of beein here... and there.
He could feel his body again... his human body. The restrains holding him back...
Jack shook his head again, slowly got up on his hooves... a strange feeling... having two bodies at the same time...
... but something was different this time... not like the last time when he almost managed to breack through again.
This time it was more... more like... an echo...
... the feeling slowly faded again... but didn't vanish.
... an echo... but... but from what...?
...what was different this time?
He started to parce up and down.
It almost felt like someone else was there now... as if another person managed to reach out for the world he calls 'home'.
He stopped, starred to the ground in front of him.
All that mess around... this pathetic excuse for a 'life' here...
... it lost its meaning again
There was just this one final thought.
Of course.
A grin slowly crept into his face again...
Of course.
The final piece...
Las time... he was almost able to touch ...almost.
But there was something missing. Someone.
Without that one it was impossible to break through again...
... now he could feel it. This realization... It was overwhelming...
... the way back... the way 'home'... so close...
Jane... sister... Jane... my love... he he...
... found your way back... yes...?
How... how wonderful.
We...
...we are so... so close now...
...we just need to reach out, right...?
Shamelessly bumping alongside
/conflicts
Awh, Illrose, why did you
And I have to agree with Ryff, don't want Jack to leave, but I am at the same time eager to see what happens now. :') Well written. ♥
Rofl I don't want him to
Hehe, thanks guys ;'D Hah
Hah well... i can't keep the two in this state forever... especially not now, where i know the end of their story...
... I have to go on :)
I won't take him out of here completely, though... at least... i thought about a posibility to let them still here in a way.
But their 'out forest' stories will go on... dpends on you if you still want me to post them or not...
Um... Even if they get's out
*points at her comment above*