So ashamed

It seems just like yesterday
But so far long gone
I'm so ashamed
I just wanna hide
I can't face these mistakes
I can't look into you eyes
And see you searching mine
For the truth
My world started falling apart

I bow my head
And hide my eyes and tried to hide
My shame that haunts me
The trust is broken
The honesty is gone
The innocent girl
Has long since fadded away
Into the wind
She got lost in this hurricane


I'm so afraid to confront
This problem
Which I created
There is no one else to blame

But how can I open the door
And let you in
To let these truthful words be spoken
Truthful but hurtful all the same
After all we've gone through
I can't believe I messed up
Like this
You've been through alot with me

The sunsets in the background
With the occasional sirens in the street
And the plea of a man on the otherside of the door
Begging to know the truth
Not knowing how the truth would break his heart
On the other side our leading lady is sitting on the ground
Trying to stiffle her crying
And asking him to leave and forget her
Without an explanation
But he is resiliant
And continues to persist
On what went wrong.