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Body 95%
Healthy.
|| Mind 60%
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|| NoteMostly in the 'lone' world.
"Nem became an ocean-scented essence of loneliness."
Some updates to reflect her personality change over the years.

(13.4.)



(29.1.2019)
You say you’re still here
But you found a new home
I say that’s a nice way to say I’m alone
(x)

(11.10.) Arrived to rain washing away the traces of the Rut.

(4.10. - Rut, day 7) Took note of Anker at the Pond when entering the Forest, though drifted away to the Ruins. Sat on her own before being approached by Elijah. Spent a good while in the hound's pleasant company, before the Rut activities picked up. Joined Oromë and his group after his spar with Elijah. Grew discontent with how Cadaver was treated when he showed up to lurk among the herd, though placated somewhat by Elijah's attentions. Sided with Akil after his spar with Oromë and joined his herd. However, became fatigued and discontent once more, struggling to keep up with the tussles around the group so took her leave and settled in her spot for a nap. Woke up to Tristan by her side, exchanging some sleepy words.

(3.10 - Rut, day 6) Unimpressed with the Rut activities she witnessed, "took" the hill near the Ruins and stayed there, not really siding with anyone. Got to interact with Lalitha, Tris, Averell, Altijd and Ephiré. Wandered on her own before leaving the Forest for the night.

(2.10. - Rut, day 5) Woke up in the Forest, pleased to find that Tris kept his word once again and didn't abandon her during the night. Relaxed for a while before making the move to get involved in the Rut activities. Watched Tris challenge and spar with Luc, nothing won, nothing lost. Stayed with the piebald and the group he collected (Gaea, Jonah, Raizel, Alchemilla, briefly Dare), listening in on the conversation between him and Jonah, finally putting one and one together. Then Pagan showed up and won everyone over, including Easca and Mirah. Charmed by the masked doe's attentiveness to the group once again. Then things turned blah with Brent's arrival, distressed by his behaviour, grateful that Jonah and Pagan kept him away from the group. Stepped away from the herd when she sensed Tris and Wardell not too far off, intrigued to see how their spar would go. Allowed Pagan to lead her back to the group afterwards, though didn't stay for long, still unsettled by Brent's visit earlier. Headed to the Pond, had Tris check on her before she departed to the lone world.

(1.10. - Rut, day 4) Wandered, not finding Rut action anywhere. As a last resort, called out and got answer from Tristan so followed the call and got invited to his group (Alchemilla, Lilu, Erwen, nameless doe). Nothing was happening and then everything was happening. Very close to chasing Arlo off but luckily Tris helped him get the hang of it. Eyed the approaching creatures (Oromë, Elijah, Shahla) and the spars that happened as a result of the tensions. Won over by Elijah, though the hound seemed to be more interested in Alchemilla, Jovan and the company at the bar. Played hard to get when Tris kept on gravitating towards her since he technically didn't win her favour. Spent the night by the piebald's side when invited to.

(30.9. - Rut, day 3) Returned to the Forest after spending some time in her world. Put herself, very hopefully, between several smaller groups but no one seemed to pay much attention and there were no spars that she could see. Kozan to the rescue! Glad to hop around and join him for a bit. It was short lived though, when Pagan arrived and showed she's more than sweet talk but can also stand her ground. Stayed close to the masked doe through the rest of the night, keeping an eye on the happenings in the herd all the while (awesome fawn, Tris vs. Acturus, Jonah, Tris giving her flowers, Gustiro vs Jonah). Very keen on a particular moment when she had both Pagan and Tris grooming her back, yes pls. Exchanged some words with Pagan, and was introduced to her adopted daughter Nawfar. Left to spend the night in her world not long after that.

(28.9. - Rut, day 1) Paced the Forest way too many times, aware that the event began but too hesitant to dive right in. Made a beeline to Cu when she sensed his presence, goofing off and feeling herself relax and shake off the tension. Parted ways when Cu's friend (ro) joined, glad he had company and she wouldn't have to feel guilty about leaving him to dip her hooves into the event.
Collected by Sabit and very impressed with how he tended to his herd, further impressed when she had the opportunity to watch him show off his skills when challenged (by Tris, and Akil). Jonah won her favour when it seemed he actually chased Sabit off. Followed Jonah to his group and got some grooms so yay. Watched Tris spar with Ingolfr and later Akil, but could tell the piebald had enough so didn't follow when it seemed he was taking the group away to challenge someone else. Didn't want to support that.
Slunk off to her sunspot when the group left, winding down after the eventful day. Was joined by Tris and they spoke about their impressions from the first day. Invited him to stay for the night when he was getting comfortable and made a request, feeling more relaxed when he agreed, drifting off to sleep in the Forest for the first time in months.

(27.9.) Restless just like the previous day, trotted all around the Forest, settling in places. Lingered near the Old Oak later on, sensing someone's slow approach. Found herself in Wardell's delightful and calm company and remained next to him till it was time for her to leave.

(26.9.) Wandered the Forest restlessly, settling down here and there before returning to her spot. Not impressed when strangers and Tristan crowded the place, the doe removed herself from the situation by walking off, hoping Tristan would understand. Subjected the piebald to high levels of sass when he showed up again and agreed to meet more of his friends. Was led over to a nest and introduced to its owner, Alchemilla; familiar doe whose name she didn't know, Artemis; and Elijah, someone she'd find intimidating if it wasn't for the ease with which everyone treated the hound. Put further at ease as the introductions and conversation flowed, until it didn't when a commotion drew near. On high alert along with the whole group though stayed low, even more so when Zash showed up. Didn't see the Gray in what felt like forever, extremely nostalgic and thinking back to the time years ago when he was the only one she knew. Happy to see him alive and well and comforted by his presence. Kept an eye on everyone when they came back after the fight but didn't intervene except for checking Tris over before she left the Forest.

(22.9.) Returned to the Forest after a night in her world. Paced around the Forest, eventually settling at a spot from which she could watch her sunspot. Approached by someone she was unfamiliar with, Gristalf. Spoke to him when he initiated conversation, somewhat confused and quietly suspicious when he seemed to contradict his own words. Took part in another conversation when Tristan arrived with his friend in tow. Intrigued by Pagan even though her first words sounded so fake to the grey that she immediately called the masked one out. Despite that, couldn't help it but invite Pagan to try again sometime. With Gristalf and Pagan eventually leaving, sat with Tristan in silence for a while before leaving to her own world.

(21.9.) Spent couple of hours settled in her favourite sunspot, tentatively trying to use some of the skills she learned during her absence. The Forest felt rigid though, and not pliable like her lone world. She noted this not with disappointment but merely as a fact serving her to learn more about the true nature of her own world. Was about to leave, marking her trees, when a familiar face showed up. Reunited with Tristan after way too many months. Spoke about the upcoming Rut, gushing about how empowering it is for her to see does take up the roles of Challengers and Competitors. Put a gentle stop to his advances and slipped away to her world.

(11.9. 2018) Back after long absence. Drawn to the promise of the approaching annual spectacle in the Forest.

The doe had spent most of the year experimenting with the very fabric of her lone world. Tristan's visit late last year offered a few interesting insights into the connection between her and the land she occupies. Wasn't previously fully aware just how much she is part of the land and how much her thoughts influence her space. Her exercises were unsuccessful at first, leaving her to believe that perhaps it's more about her simply imprinting her thoughts into the material world around her. After all, that's what Tristan picked up on, her thoughts seeping from every grain of sand. But there was also certain sentience about the world and the way it almost worked as an extension of her. She would settle down at a spot on a remote beach every afternoon, face the sea, and focus her will on reshaping the coast behind her. The results varied from her getting soaked as the tide came in to her falling asleep as the afternoon sun and the sea air lulled her into a nap. The doe had given up few weeks into the experiment, when she couldn't pick up on any tangible changes at which point she also convinced herself she lost her mind.

Returned to the idea when the sea washed up several perfectly shaped pieces of sea glass after she intensely wished to find them as they would exactly fit the sea glass mandala she was making. Revisited the remote beach and instead of trying to reshape the entire shoreline, she focused on a much much smaller goal, devoting herself to the task for weeks once more.


Basics

Name: Nemesis
Nicknames: Nem, The Sea-washedby Tristan
Real name: Zoe Summers Her human name unknown to others in the Forest.
Picto: xxx
Gender: female/doe
Age: adult
Species: fallow deer, prevailing human
thought process
Size: female version of #6
Scent: ocean, lemon balm
Orientation: pansexual
Status: single
Offspring: none
Set: grey pelt/orca mask/peacock antlers
mini spell
Voice: #8B008B
Diet: herbivore
Haunt: lately she really enjoys spending
her time in a sunspot behind the Statues


I. Personality


emotionally distant, guarded, elusive, colder than she used to be, more self-dependent, empowered, determined, secretive about her true self, weathered and matured, hardened soul and heart, unapologetic, solitary, calm, headstrong, confident, lustful and sensual, playful, sassy

observer, over-thinker

-became an enigma over the years
-desperate not to be the fragile flower she used to be
-believes she can be her own hero
-yearning for physical affection from others since that's one thing she can't quite give herself




























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Thank you! Silas is nervous?

Thank you!
Silas is nervous? Shocked That's new, haha. Usually it's Nem who is nervous and insecure.

(My page, ha!)
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Silversnow200's picture

Yeah, he is not used to being

Yeah, he is not used to being around very pretty Females. And he feels the need to protect her which is why he stood up when all those other deer came around. Silas is picky about females. I assume you saw the small Bio I did for him? 8D
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(She wouldn't agree with the

(She wouldn't agree with the 'pretty' part because she thinks there are many other prettier does, nicely colourful and with impressive feathers.) That's sweet of him to be so thoughtful and try to protect others. And I saw. Already left my comment there. Smiling
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Well, he is a Guardian so he

Well, he is a Guardian so he is willing to protect many creatures and haha nah she is gorgeous. And well, I doubt any females would want to mate with Silas :/ Most of my deer are single. Ive been struggling with CSS coding and I don't know how to do it.
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Ohh, Guardian! Now it makes

Ohh, Guardian! Now it makes sense. Smiling
The way you put it makes it sound like there is some link between relations of the character and the coding of their bio. I don't think that's how it works. Laughing out loud It needs time, communication and patience just like relations in real-life and not some fancy coding. (At least I hope so.)
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(Likewise) I understand that,

(Likewise) I understand that, and Ive been trying to get back onto TEF more now since I get so busy in RL
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Silas has taken a liking to

Silas has taken a liking to Nem it would seem, he respects her dearly.
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I'm sure that his attention

I'm sure that his attention flatters her.
However, it would seem to me that he is a bit too hasty in his actions and intentions.
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Yeah, that's my fault

Yeah, that's my fault actually. My mouse is screwed up and it will click on the wrong symbol -.-

I need to buy a new mouse, But no I apologize.
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Yeah, Silas Apologized and he

Yeah, Silas Apologized and he backed off of her big time. Sorry!

My Skype seems to have given

My Skype seems to have given up on me now. :I
So I thought I'd pop in here to say I'm still working on it!
I'm just going to steal the old computer back tomorrow.
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Silversnow200: No problem.

Silversnow200: No problem. Apology accepted. Smiling Thank you for your understanding.

Caeleste: Oh no! Not only TEF but also Skype? Thanks for stopping by and letting me know. Saves me form some unnecessary worrying. Laughing out loud I hope you'll be able to get it fixed soon!
And here I was, thinking that new computers should work better that the old ones which are not even worth stealing. Boy, was I wrong... XD
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Awww,you're a very good

Awww,you're a very good friend!^^ <3
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Aww! What a lovely and

Aww! What a lovely and unexpected comment that totally made me smile! Smiling Thanks to you and Wyanet for being very good friends of Nem and I! ♥
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Glad to see you , sweet

Glad to see you , sweet friend Eye
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You are the best, Fly!

You are the best, Fly! ♥ Nem and I are always happy to see you in all of your shapes and forms. Eye
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Hehe He tries to sheer you

Hehe Eye
He tries to sheer you up a bit and keep you some company ..in any form or in another lol .
Maybe next time in another ....form or so Laughing out loud
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It is greatly appreciated.

It is greatly appreciated. ♥ Smiling

(Don't be surprised if Nem runs away to some flowerpatch. I promised her she can watch fireflies.)
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Isn't this beautiful

Isn't this beautiful ..peaceful sitting together and watching the fireflies bathed in our candlelight .
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It is beautiful. The weather

It is beautiful. Smiling The weather is so pretty and the scenery is amazing. And all those lovely friends around! ♥
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Hi^^

Hi^^
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Hello! I was wondering who

Hello! I was wondering who the fawn was. Smiling Nice to meet Lakisha!
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ok, thanks! pleased to meet

ok, thanks! pleased to meet you)) Smiling Smiling
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How have you been?

How have you been?
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I'm assuming the question was

I'm assuming the question was aimed at me as a player, correct me if I am wrong, haha.
I have been fine, thanks. (Actually, I have a cold but it could be worse so... Been fine. Yes.) How about you? Smiling
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Yes you the player xD Aww,

Yes you the player xD

Aww, Sorry to hear that. I just got over the flu :u

Can Jasmine and Nemesis do a

Can Jasmine and Nemesis do a little rp together? We can do it here or on Jasmine's bio
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Silversnow200: Whoops. I

Silversnow200: Whoops. I must've missed your comment. Sorry! I hope you are doing better now when you have defeated the nasty disease. Smiling

RedRaptor96: I'm sorry but I don't really RP on the community. I much prefer RPing over skype while simultaneously having Nem in-forest. More of an in-real-time thing if that makes any sense? That's also why I don't have any RP blog here on the community and don't post on other people's RP blogs. It's not that I don't want to interact, I just find other methods of interaction suit me and my characters better. Everyone is welcome to add me on skype and RP with my characters that way. Smiling
It's nothing personal. I hope my explanation was clear enough. Feel free to have questions if it wasn't. Laughing out loud
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(Hope you don't mind me

(Hope you don't mind me starting a mini roleplay here since you're sitting next to La. If you prefer skype I'm alisonrobin13 there.)

La turned to look at the grey doe who had joined her and Lakisha under the stone slab.

"You don't have to sit so far away if you don't want," she said. "We're all trying to get out of the rain together, there's no need to sit alone. There's plenty of warm to go around."
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(Look at me, breaking my own

(Look at me, breaking my own rules two days after I mentioned them in the comment above. I'll add you. Smiling)

The grey doe's ears flicked at the unexpected sound of someone's voice as she turned to find its source, blinking at the two figures huddled close together.
"I didn't mean to intrude," she said apologetically. "I don't mind the rain but I could use some warmth," she admitted, getting up and moving a few hesitant steps closer to the doe and the fawn.
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I wanted to know if it's okay

I wanted to know if it's okay to draw Nem sometime?
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Let me quote myself here:

Let me quote myself here: "It's okay to draw Nem sometime but it's also very much okay NOT to draw her since I have nothing to offer in return and often feel bad for receiving (free) art."

I greatly appreciate every single artwork of Nem done by all the awesome artist here on the community and am honoured to have Nem portrayed. However, I often feel guilty for not having enough space to give all the artworks the attention they deserve and for not having enough skill to return all the favours with art of my own.

Bit of a rant/personal opinion here. Hope that answered your question. Laughing out loud
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Hallo! ? Very beautiful

Hallo! ♥
Very beautiful biography! Track. Glad to get acquainted with your Nemesis!
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Hello and thank you! Just to

Hello and thank you!
Just to warn you, Nem won't be too active today as I am currently reading. Feel free to let your deer wander off and find someone more entertaining, haha.
As a side note, I find the picto you are using very neat and aesthetically pleasing. Great pick. Smiling
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Well, enjoy your reading

Well, enjoy your reading :>
If I may, my deer will accompany you. He would prefer a calm environment.
Thank you! Consider it as a complement.
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I will, thank you. Do as you

I will, thank you.
Do as you wish. We certainly don't mind the quiet company. Smiling
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See you)

See you)

Oh hello Nemesis c: Sorry, i

Oh hello Nemesis c:
Sorry, i doesn't wanted to bother you, just little nuzzles for Vala.

Edit; Can i hang out with you all ? i'm little it bored.
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Mmm, I track it, if you not

Mmm, I track it, if you not against. *w*
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Dridro: Hello! Missed your

Dridro: Hello! Smiling Missed your post earlier. Sorry.

kicy3: Hi there! I didn't recognize Merral's picto at first. Not many deer left there to hang out with but feel free to let Merral stay, haha.

LunarPriestess: Hello! Of course I am not against it. Smiling
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Oh, yeah, i forgot to say i

Oh, yeah, i forgot to say i have new pictogram. haha.
c:
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Hello, was good to see you

Hello, was good to see you ♥
" ~ Lady in Red ~ "

♥ ♥

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kicy3: We figured it all out

kicy3: We figured it all out in the end. That's what matters.

Vala: Likewise! Smiling Vala is such a sweetheart and a great friend.
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"Nuzzleeeeeeee"&hearts;

"Nuzzleeeeeeee"♥ Smiling
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*even more nuzzleeees*

*even more nuzzleeees* ♥ Smiling
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Ben enjoyed Nemesis' company

Ben enjoyed Nemesis' company today. Hopefully we'll get to see her around more often Smiling
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I'm glad to hear that she

I'm glad to hear that she wasn't much of a bother. Smiling And likewise! Nem and I will be happy to see you.
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You and your Friend are so

You and your Friend are so nice !!
Spreads love here ♥
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<3 sweet being
thank you for your company
*nuzzles*
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Flyleaf: I think you mean

Flyleaf: I think you mean Adil? In any case, thanks for the kind words and all the love you left in here, haha. We will keep it and cherish it! ♥

HolyMaria: Nem and I thank YOU for your lovely company! Smiling *nuzzles* ♥
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