it's always been a smoke and mirrors game

3/21/23;

A surprise visit from the Captain of Sea occurred some days ago with a request and extension for favor. Could not pass up having something over the Razorbill and accepted his need for her quite readily, though not with obviousness. Set a time, with stipulations that he ultimately met, not that she was concerned for the probability of it, anyway. Informed her council of her leavings for a day, unamusing how easily it was for her to find time away from her duties and Kingdoms.

12/26/21;

During the last week of her pregnancy, had sought out assistance from a midwife to aid her in the birth and all that occurs leading up to it. Having never had her own natural birth with live young, had little idea of what feelings she may experience. Can only understand so much from books, after all. Was prepared, at least, when her waters broke and contractions begun on the 25th day of the last month. Welcomed her older children who wished to be there, but did not make a grand announcement of her private happenings. Overjoyed with Prism at her side to see her bring to the world two healthy beautiful little daughters. Enamored and obsessed with their presence the moment they had come out covered in herself. Narcissism at its finest. When the hasseling of her council became too much, fled to her room, and then to the forest to allow her newest offspring a chance at early familiarizing themselves with their forest form. Spent a couple of hours there with them, Prism, Zafir and Esam. Enamored with the weather, even tho her dumplings were freezing. Absolutely endeared with the way Prism has taken to the offspring, even the one that had not been sired by her. Finding it strange and foreign, how attentive the other has been during and after, while taking a keen interest. IS THIS FEELINGS OF A POSITIVE AND GENUINE KIND???

Notesupdating of the relations and some other tidbits here and there

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HealthHealthy | Heavily pregnant

Traits

• First appearance in forest was early 2016; first interaction with Circe

• An egg layer no matter the body she takes, and able to store sperm like this

• Knows, and speaks, a wide variety of languages; though favours Farsi and those found only in Ivelon

• Holds little interest and patience in individuals who are skittish or nervous. Finds confidence to be the most attractive quality

• Possessive of nothing except material belongings that she owns. However possessiveness over herself is welcomed to a degree

• Able to impregnate and carry the child of anyone from the same gender. In this case DNA is extracted during intimacy via Mirah using her magic

• Hard to anger normally. Very few things trigger her, though if possible she's likely to make a game out of any situation that she may similarly find herself in

• Despite her morbid and promiscuous life and personality, is a harbor of a form of light magic. A form seen nowhere else than in Ivelon, and more specifically; Elyria

• High pain tolerance, and has no fear of it so can take quite a beating until pain brings her down. Feels the burn of fire, and while her fur or skin doesn't singe, feels it as if it still were

• Despite being an exceptionally social creature, Mirah is also very adapt and content to spend time in her own company alone. Likes it occasionally, especially when needing to unwind or when she's relaxing

• No preference with her orientation, though is bias towards those of similar species to her true form, and seems partial to those that aren't typically 'handsome' or 'beautiful'. Likes big and bright, but finds 'beastly' beings much more alluring

• Wholly attracted to violence and anger. Drawn to those who look dangerous because of it. Thrives off the energy they emit, as if it gives her life. Roughness and violence towards herself isn't accepted unless through consensual intimacy

• Maternal to none outside those born from her, and only then it is not permanent. Once she found young or small beings 'cute' in the way one would find a pet cute and wish to own one, now she has no interest in the young of others unless feigning it

• A trader throughout much of her life in Elyria. Since coming into reigning her own Kingdom, however, finds her trades little to none. Trades now are usually only for crystal shards from the healers in Elyria in exchange for whatever the others may want or need at the time

• Frequently lures in young women to private quarters, and after seducing them slits their throat and bathes her body with their blood, drinking it to ensure her innards benefit from the vitality and youth. Has practiced the ritual for hundreds of years, though able to do it more often now she has the means

• Has her own pets back in her Kingdom. Owns monkeys and a leopard. The former are released from their pens throughout the day and returned at night; the leopard sleeps in Mirah's room during the day and is released throughout the night. Her own personal 'protection animal' to guard her room when she isn't home

• Capable of monogamy or polyamory. Able to pair loyally to one under the right circumstances, but only ever if it's mutual and only ever if she's getting something out of it in some way. The latter is welcomed with specific and careful guidelines and structures of her own that must be met. Unlikely to ever be truly and genuinely monogamous, and only when she does it would be with someone that matches her own personality

• Spending a large majority of her upbringing in the kingdom's library, has a wide variety of knowledge that expands far. Knows things and long history about Elyria that only a fair few do, studied kingdoms far from her home one, as well as a multitude of different species and worlds that past travelers have documented about. Ties into her knowledge on how to play the 'doe' part, as well as knowing existence is vast and she has only touched and seen a small part of it.

• Elyrian's magic is their life source, their soul. Soul = magic. The light crystal takes energy and nutrients from the sun, which then feeds the Elyrian's the energy and life they need. Cannot live without their magic, cannot feed their magic without the light crystal, both are important for their survival. If venturing away from the Kingdom, must have a small piece of the crystal sewn into their body. This is usually temporary, though there have been known individuals to not get it removed.