Lol well I'm back. It was a lovely Christmas though I hadn't done any drawings except for a morg hunting. Better add some prey so it can have something to hunt.

Well you can't blame me of course-family and stuff. All I did was help my grandparents get a Christmas Eve party ready but still was plenty busy. But now since I'm back in my dorm and awaiting for a snowstorm, I'll be back in work again. Still have a good chunk of time to make up on those trades and requests from long ago. Plus I think I forgot a commission Well I best make that one soon once I'm done making a few morg paintings.

Oh and those who are not watching my DA, a morg is a self-made species related to the wolverine and had traits of wolverine, lynx, and pronghorn. Here is a painting of one I did- http://transylvaniandreams.deviantart.com/#/d355w59

Ok now looking back at 2010, I'm really looking foward to 2011. Ya know to turn a new leaf. And I think these are more realistic and easily done then said. So here they are.

1. Experiment on my art: Try new things, new styles. More realism. Less cartoons...it's getting old
2. Draw humans!!! My god! I need to get in the zone with them! I have so many wonderful characters waiting for introduction-come on!
3. Do better on my studies...you're here in college for work, not play! Bad enough I have to add a 5th year towards my degree for this semester being a flop.
4. Get more active on TEF...please I got friends there and the friendships are dying. Way da go Lex...why must you bear grudges? It was not their fault, but mine.
5. Work on more original stuff. Make that webcomic. Cervindae. Less fanart shit-it's not gonna help me get on a job; unless I want to work at Disneyland drawing shit for Tinkerwhores and I don't want to do that. I want to work local and independently.
6. A lot of personal improvements...and finally admit my love to her. Stop living in the shadows. I'm becoming miserable here.
7. Get better at Pokemon too...yes I'll still draw them. Just not as often. Make them more realistic and less Suigimori.
8. I should do that 100 challenge...being a lazy lameass, I tried but stopped in the middle of it. Plus my old pieces are now in storage. But lets see if I can do it now my art skills are better.
9. Draw nudes nudes nudes. Study often...get better (goes hand and hand with 1)
10. See if I can take summer classes and live on campus. And get some air conditioning if I need to live in another building or I'll die when we get a heat wave.
11. Make this winter seem to drag- I love the cold!
12. Get more of a life-get out more, make friends more, do stuff!

Also...I'm efffing sorry I'm still very inactive here. It's break yes but I don't know. It's just that I hardly think about TEF anymore and the sites I'm usually lurking are Facebook and Deviantart. And usually I'm working on a painting that takes all day to do because I'm effing lazy. I got more important things in my mind.

Ok to tell you the truth-I've been afraid to go ahead and be back here permanently. It's because I've been scared of everyone here because of all the past dramas and issues I had with friends here and also to the community. Granted it was history and no one probably remembers it. But I am still afraid I am seen as a dick around here. It's very disheartening that friendships died as I left and focused more on my college and art and also because I still have baggage. I still have my love issues and I'm still a frail person in health. I'm afraid that I may be still hated by those who I had hurt in the past.

And to my friends here-you know who you are. I love you and I still love you. I would love to be friends with you again-hangout, chat, draw, have a good time. I understand that you may no longer accept me and I understand. But I would still love to be friends again. Whenever I'm online you can always IM me on MSN even if I'm busy on my art or school work. I'll always be there...just IM if you want to talk. And I'll make it more of an effort to throw my deer into the Forest. Boston may be mentally blank and derpy but he's still Luis deep inside. Don't let your deer be bewildered by his oddness.

Well that's about all <3

I love you guys and I promise I'll do my part <3