...I think I'm really am losing interest in TEF.

I know...it sucks, but really I got like alot of my plate atm. First of it it's uni-right now it's been taking alot of my time more than ever. I now got classes in Portland and I need to go there by bus two times a week. I'll be there from noon to late in the evening and the commute can be rather hellish with varying speeds in traffic. So now I have even less freetime. Now when I do have freetime I'm working on my art and even then it's homework that may be due the next morning.

Also....I'm getting more involved with that girl I love; she had made a return from her WOW addiction since January and now I'm socializing and hanging out with her 90% of my freetime as well when she's online (as Sweden has a different timezone that is a 6-hour difference from Maine.) Soon enough I may even ask her out-just atm I'm trying to pick up the courage to just tell her how I feel before she and I possibly meet this summer.

Also....I think that Luis (or Boston or whatever the freck one might call himsince he's always changing names) is in the recycling bin. I just no longer feel like playing him. Plus since I hadn't played the game in ages, why should I? No one remembers him, preety much dead to the forest. So...he's a retired character. I could start over with a new character but I'm afraid I'll be very inconsistent with this game-I'm just too busy and the game will just become rather depressing if I feel too withdrawn by other players, as I still have a huge rift between some of them. I'm such a grudging little bitch...why must I be hating myself all the time?

I do want to return and stay permanently. Hell yeah I do- I'll get a new account and a new character. Brand new start-fresh. But is it really worth it if I'm juggling time with my classes, studies, my love, and my art? I don't know...I need time to think about it.

Well I'm off for now-I want to work on a business logo for my art and I'm gonna wait for my sweet to log in so she and I can spazz for our waking hours. Maybe I'll get on later and comment on a few pictures, blogs, and maybe get some commissions.