I am not nice... (general content warning ...Jack 's talking, so read at own risk.)
May 20, 2010 - 2:45am — AliceV
... so stop pretending I am!"
"You won't listen, yes?
He... he... he...
Thought so, stupid dumpasses.
That's the funniest thing about you. You think I am nice.
But I am not.
So dumm... so dumm!
You think I am secretly kindhearted. You think there's still the man I used to be before all this shit happened... burried deep down below this surface.
I am just torn up from the heavy past...
... simply needs a caring hand to finds his sensible self again... yes?
Haha!
Fuck you, assholes!
I am the one who listens to you, who cares for your problems, to find all the hidden weaknesses, wounds and scars to tear up, to be able to hit the points that hurt the most.
I am the one who sneaks into your heart to ripp it appart from the inside, enjoying the tears you cry.
I am the one who waits by your side for you to fall asleep, to watch... to choke you while you're dreaming your naive, pretty dreams.
I am the one who stabbs the knife in your back, when you hug me, just because you came close enough.
Verflucht nochmal...!
I am also the one, who would prefare destroying your will of live with delight, rather than killing you myself, who enjoys watching your growing despair, your growing pain...
He, he...
... but... like always... you don't care, yes?
Still thinking I won't be able to do this. Still thinking you can stand me, you can change me.
'Evil people don't say that they're evil...' yes, yes that's true...
But even when they do... when they actuall tell the truth... no one believes them... yes?
It's a fact. I know it.
Ach ja....
Oh keep on pretending. Makes it easier for me, oh yes, yes.
But oh... you know what...? Actually I am slowly growing tired of this... I don't want your hugs, your love, your words anymore... I want your blood, your pain, your dispair.
...but I guess that's not what you want to give me... yes...?
In the community these days, It's hard to tell what's an angry vent and what's a little stand-alone story/monologue. I'm going to assume the latter here and say this is pretty cool. And the picture is just awesome.
“ I see you for what you are…monster. You have picked me apart piece by piece for no reason NO REASON at all but to take pleasure in my tears.You twist the truth into wicked lies…unforgivable..someone like you has no sense of right and wrong..NONE.. and will NEVER change..” *storms off*
Lol love the pic at the bottom poor little deer XD
Make no mistake, I know who and what you are Jack, but I'm still going to be here. I Like All of your insanities, I fell in love with you for a reason you know. *stubbornly hangs around*
...I know you're dangerous. I know that while you smile, while you jump around and play with us, I know you're really thinking of different ways to strike us where it hurts the most. I know what a risk it really is to be near you.
But that's why I like you, Jack.
Your art = tears of joy for me.
/cries joyfully in a corner
In the community these days,
*hugs on him anyway* I love
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I shant be deterred
~
“ I see you for what you
Lol love the pic at the bottom poor little deer XD
That was a good read ^^ And
Mm.
Jack is a beautiful
Thanks for th enice comments
@nine:
hands: heavy, heavy, heavy referenced.
This makes me grin >: D
Grrr... Lol this is epic-cool
Not the plush! ;_; *Cries* I
I really like Jack <33 I can hear his voice in my head while reading this, I really like that about your writing.
Make no mistake, I know who
It was lovely as per normal midear.
that poor plush D:
"It deserved it, you know...?
...I know you're dangerous. I
But that's why I like you, Jack.
Your art = tears of joy for me.
/cries joyfully in a corner
I had a lot fun reading that.
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")