Oh look who fell for it.
- How do you see me? How do I come across to you?
- Do you have experiences with my deer in-forest?
How does my deer come across to you? Do you feel uncertain approaching?
- If you remember my old deer Mozart and were uncomfortable approaching him, have your views changed in any way, or do you still get the same vibe?
a) "Negative" stuff is allowed. This is titled "how do I come across to you?" and not "please validate me"
b) You don't have to know me. Information from few select people is biased. That's not what I'm here for.
c) Please don't feel obliged to comment. Especially if we know each other better. I don't want that and I won't hold it against you if you don't.
d) You can answer one of these questions, or you can answer all of them. It's up to you
I've been a little demanding lately. Thanks everyone for taking your time for me.
ep·ic adj \?e-pik\ Definition
adj \?e-pik\
Definition of EPIC
1 - of, relating to, or having the characteristics of an epic
2 - extending beyond the usual or ordinary especially in size or scope
- heroic
3 - Unplugged
Seriously you're an amazing member of this community and I really respect you for being so awesome.
My vow to you all
straightforward, helpful,
Extremely helpful and
I have not interacted so much
You help other people a lot with all your explaining of Css codes and so on !
This must have been not so easy to put together ! Lots of work , god !
generally friendly usually
usually calm
both wants to help and is very helpful
welcoming
intelligent
straightforward
a little distant
wants to improve
I am uncertain to approach you in the forest, because in the forest you are you -- it would feel much worse to be rejected by someone who plays themselves than by someone who plays a character. That's not just you, though, I'm like that with everyone I don't know.
- a not very thought-out and quick post -
god you people are quick. I
rofl quad, I find that funny because I feel I don't respond to your blogs enough and don't keep up with your stories. :s I'm flattered though.
Sypris! Thanks so much for the feedback
SnowSauria, thank you! I don't talk to you much so thanks for reaching out for me.
flyleaf
Alpeldille. You too thanks for reaching out for me and for your opinion! This is good to know. Your concern makes sense I guess, I'd probably be the same. I always try to be open and welcoming to anyone but the rejection thing is hard to work against. I know I feel sort of intimidated by you so I'm especially quiet with you :x if we ever happen to cross paths in the game, I find it much much easier to spend time with people there than on the community.
I wish you were demanding
Hmm.
You are very intelligent and analytical. But there's something abstract in what you write and draw. Maybe you are mostly left brain?
ps-
I am very attracted to the way you are in the forest and the way you catalog ben's experiences. Maybe because it is somewhat purist? Attempting to use the forest as it was intended by the creators in the beginning? I don't dislike the way others play, but when I think of what I want the forest to be, it is more like yours. Mysterious. Somewhat anonymous. Constantly changing abstract rules,
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
I don't really know what to
But I do know that I really like you and that's more important. (:
that doesn't matter to me. I
My vow to you all
Philosophical. Calm. A darn
Maybe a little distant too.
The world is quiet here.
Happy Spring!
Veegamer-- It's strange how
ocean-- Philosophical is new to me. :b Thank you. I don't see you often in the forest.
Eyestrain, tl;dr: You think too highly of me.
Long version:
I could go on and on on tangents here, but point being, though I don't actively seek people out I need the constant validation. I constantly need to be told that I am good enough to be cared about. This clashes heavily with the wish of being independent though and is one of the reasons that give me trouble mantaining relationships even though I need them, I really really need them sometimes but I stay in denial.
Putting me on a pedestal is useless because I am deeply convinced I am flawed. Denying or candy-coating pressures me because I just know they're having expectations of me I can't live up to, and eventually they're going to realize that and fall hard, and be disappointed, ergo I am a genuinely horrible person. Because of this I try to see (and love) somebody as who they really are. Maybe this is part of the objectivity that some people perceive about me while actually everything is happening on a very subjective level.
I haven't done a professional left/right brain test but free ones I did said I am just a bit more right brain, which works well for me.
Yes I think purist is a good way to describe it. In a conversation I once mentioned I am playing something close to a "hipster deer".
It's funny that you mentioned this because in fact when I was just planning things after the death of my character I intended to sometimes play in an almost... dadaist you could call it? way. Strip off actions from the meaning and intentions we gave them and press buttons just for the sake pressing buttons and to evoke a reaction. Basically interaction in the most fundamental way.
I'd like to get to know you
From what I've seen of you, I think you're a wonderful person, very helpful, very unique.
A sane and easy-peasy person
*Stabs out of affection as per Ben custom*
I never saw your reaction to
Long version-
you are me, aren't you.
A me with different talents.
I think, the craziness you inflict on yourself is a powerful driving force for growth, and it is not bad for you to be blind to how good you are. It motivates you to keep going. Even if I as an outsider wish you could see your beauty.
Though maybe if you knew telling me I don't know what I think of you is somewhat insulting, you would be more willing to accept my thoughts of you. I know my thoughts. I do not flatter or praise insincerely. Nor am I a fool who is starstruck by novelty.
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I'm glad you play as you do. Sometimes I feel lost in the forest because I know there is another level other players are on, talking with words, and so much happens there. I want to somehow balance the wordless forest with what I do here on the community. Somehow.
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Sounds like you need a hug.
Special
When We Are
Amongst
Friends.
Big Bunny Hugs
Don't know you all that well,
I don't know you very well,
Extremely late answer....I
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