She watched them playing. A small, black and white doe with a human face, sitting next to one of the many huge trees in the forest.
She smiled slightly while the snow started to cover up the wounds and cuts on her neck and back.
Actually the nice man... Jack.... told her to stay at the playground... protected from the snow. Protected from the others...
... but...
... she was courious.
And she didn't want to lay around anymore.
She wanted to see...
...to see how much she remembered.
And so she strolled through the forest... visted the pond... the Idol... the ruins...
... then she had to rest.
She remembered quite a lot about this place.
Actually... she remembered everything.
Sherecognized every tree, every place...
... but she had no idea how she ended up here.
She knew she was human before...
... but... what happened...?
And that nice man...? Jack...?
He keeps calling her 'sister'.
But also... 'love'.
And what she feels... was also love.
But not the kind of love a sister feels for her brother...
... this was so confusing...
... and then this fear everytime she looks into his eyes...
Why should she be affraid of the one she loves?
Sure... he looked... not ... that friendly...
... and sometimes he was... somewhat crazy...
... but still he seemed harmless enough.
Laughter echoed down from the group she was watching in the distance...
... she smiled...
...her head hurt...
...still...
Again... laughter...
Ah, so many things she couldn't remember...
... so many things that confused her...
It was... like a massive black wall in her head... prevented her from 'touching' he rmemories.
...her identity...
If... if she at least could remember her name...
Jack told her... it was 'Maria'... but that she was now called 'Jane'... 'Crying Jane'... some kind of weird nickname...
...she didn't understand it completely.
Ah, if she at least could remember her name...
... not just 'know' it... but remember it.
She sighed...
... again... laughter...
... laughter...
... laughter...
....screams...
...laughter...
A bright flash of white...
... the pain suddenly increased for one fleeting moment.
Something was knocking against the wall...
... a small crack in the black stone...
"Schwesterlein, ach fang mich doch!" ('Sister, come catch me!')
the little girl laughes, runs around the cherry tree.
Her brown hair flies in the cold air.
Brown hair like her own...
...
Jane panted...
She laughes, tries to catch her younger sister...
... oh they would ruin their dresses when they'll go on like this.
But it is such a happy day...!
She laughes again, followes her sister around the cherry tree...
"Oh, ho Mama!" suddenly her sister stopped... she nearly runs into her.
Innocent smiles on the two sisters faces, looking at their mother walking up the way...
Jane shook her head
"Mama... was.... was ist los... ? Du siehst so... besorgt aus?"
(Mama... what's.... what's up...? You look so... worried?)
What is wrong with Mama? It's Papa's birthday, she shouldn't be worried...
Mama smiles... a sad smile.. worried...
"Sie haben es gerade im Radio gesagt. Es ist jetzt Krieg."
(They just said it on the radio. It's war now.)
...she had closed her eyes now... tried to catch this memory with all her might...
...suddenly another crack in the wall...
Screaming men.
Blood...
The smell of antiseptics...
Burned flesh, terrible wounds...
"Schwester, kommen Sie her!"(*)
('Nurse over here!)
Explosions, dust falling down from the bunker's ceiling...
... she was terrified...
Why do they throw bombs?
Is her family save?
Mama, Papa, Anna, Marlena?
Are they save?
She opened her eyes wide.
Where they save?
...
...
A massive black wall.
Not one single crack, no light.
"Aber... aber..." ('But... but...')
Her family... the war... did they survive...? Oh.. oh please did they?
Please...
It was cold here.
Please..?
Really cold.
PLEASE!
She should have listen to Jack... should have stayed where she was.
Her head sunk down to the ground... slowly the world around her faded to black...
... stress... exhausion...
Oh, cold...
... sleep now... just a little...
...bit...
...
...
Someone was giggling next to her.
It felt warm.
"Sagte doch... bleib wo du bist...yes? He he he..."
('Told ya... stay where you are... ja? He he he....')
Someone kissed her cheek, snickered.
"Das hast du nun davon, Schwesterlein...ja, ja"
('That's what you get, little sister... yes, yes...')
She opene her eyes. Jack was next to her, cuddled up.... keeping her warm.
She smiled.
He grinned.
'Brother'.
He knew about her...
... he.. he could know...
There was this important question...
"Mama... Papa... Krieg..."
('Mama... Papa... war...')
She slowly lifted her head, a pleading look in her face. He just had to know...
... he just had to.
"Was... was ist mit Mama und Papa... meine Schwestern...alle... sind... sind sie tot?"
('What.... what happened to Mama and Papa...my sisters... everyone... are... are they dead?')
Suddenly the look o the white stags face changed. Expresionless... his features became even harsher...
... a cold look in his eyes...
... cold and stinging...
... cold and black... like the wall in her head.
No reply. No reaction...
"Bitte... J... Jack...? Du.. du weißt es doch...?"
('Please... J... Jack...? You.. you know it, do you...?')
Silence.
Suddenly he nodded.
"Ja."
('yes.')
He heart jumped...
[i]"Ja. Sie sind tot. Alle."
('Yes. They are dead. Everyone.')
His voice was cold. Emotionless.
Janes heart got heavy.
She swallowed.
"Oh."
Dead. Everyone.
And she couldn't even remember.
How... how long now...?
Was there sitll war...?
Was this th ereason why they where here...?
Her head started to hurt again... so many questions...
... so many...
She closed her eyes... placed her head on the ground again... tears ran down her face.
Jacks voice whispered into her ear again.
"Ich... ich bin doch alles was... was dir bleibt, ja...? Alles... und... und der einzige der... der dich wirklich liebt.. der... der für... für dich da ist, ja...? Ich... ich bin alles... he he he... alles was du hast, meine kleine Jane... ja, ja..."
(I... I am everything what's ... what's left for you, yes...? Everything... and... and the only one who... who really loves you... who... who cares for you, yes...? I... I am everything..... he he he.... everything you got, my little Jane... yes, yes...')
His gentle chuckle next to her hear... he cuddled up to her again.
... she loved his warmth..
... him...
... everything that's left...
... good he was there...
Her 'brother'...
... she the 'sister'
The ' little sister'...
...sister...
Sister...
Jack opened his eyes again, lifted his head.
He watched her chest moving up and down regulary. She felt asleep again.
A strange smile crept on his face.
Yes...
...yes...
He knew what happened to her family.
Of course...
... they where alife.
Mama... Papa... sister... sister...
... alive...
He snickered. Not like his own...
dead DEAD dead... no no no...
A gentle look in his eyes, the smile a little more insane when he gave her a tender kiss... watched her sleeping.
She didn't need them anymore.
He wa sher family now... after all...
...yes...?
No...
... no need for her to remember them alive.
No.
He was her family now.
Her everything.
He, her 'brother', Jack was all she needed now.
Where had they been when he cared for her...?
He was the one who cared for her when she needed help.
Yes.... YESYESYES
I will not lie little sister...
Well... just once...yes?
come, come to your brother
I am all you need my love...
... you are all I need my love...
... you... are everything...
Everything he needs... his family.
There is no place for another family.
No.
Never.
He won't lose her.
They... they won't take her away from him... this... this family
...she... was his little sister now.
(*) ... have to explain you this. 'Nurse' and 'sister' use the same word in German... 'Schwester'...
... with this... I just wanted to show that Jane... was the 'sister' for someone... her whole life.
Ehehe.
Ya don't mind me, i just tired to be smart xD
Bad Jack. Bad, bad, bad Jack.
... But I loved to read it. <3
would you have expected
thank you ♥
No, not really. x') You are
You are welcome. :')
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This was so cool, clever, and interesting to read. It's really awesome <333 Jack is an awesome character XD
Avatar by me. Siggy by Midnightrose ♥
Thank you ^^ ...and...
...and... well... i do my best to work on his personality xD
And again looking for
"Clever" doesn't seem the right word to describe how everything fits perfectly&hearts
...for some reason the color gradiation between their thoughts really held my attention >.> neat idea there, caused the
quite disturbingcontrast between their personalities to fade slowly. As if no matter how much they fear/hate/love/lie/wrong/hurt/kill each other, they'll always interlace like inverted puzzle pieces.BORINGNERDTALKOMGOMGOMGWHEREISYOURRIFLEWHENYOUNEED
I've read all of them can't help throwing these around :x
whoop... i ws a bit surprised
thanks a lot four your words <3
...sorry i am a bitt too... no idea to write more at the moment, heh |D