Jane had her eyes closed tight. The small doe had curled up like a dog. Though the rays of sun where warm, she was trembling. A tensed look on her white face...
She didn't hear the voices of the forest, the whispering leafes, the singin birds.... the other deer...
... she was far away again, tangled in her past...
...
She entered the room.
It was darkened... she took off the shades.
THey told her she would meet him here...
... the man who should be the father of her first child...
This thought made her blush again.
She made a few steps, towards the table. He sat ther, head in his hands...
She felt like she should say something.
"Ehm... H... Hallo mein Name ist..."
('Uhm... H... Hello my name is...')
He rose his head, the look in his eyes silenced her immediately.
She swallowed. Did she said something wrong?
"Es ist mir völlig egal wie Sie heißen..."
('I couldn't care less about your name...')
He hissed through the twilight.
She swallowed again, lowered her gaze.
"I...Ich weiß diese Situation ist nicht gerade..."
('I.. I know this situation is not very...')
She heard th eman jumping up, she looked at him in panic...
... his hands smashed down on the table his face full of hate and rage...
"Sie wissen überhaupt nichts!"
('You don't know anything!') he screamed.
His voice let her flinch again... all this hate...
Her eyes wandered down towards his hands on the tabletob.
A ring on his right hand.
Now she understood.
He was married.
She looked up again... the man sighed, lifted his hand, let it run over his forehead.
She blinked, had a closer look at him... his skin was as pale as hers, also his eyes were the same...
Just... his hair was not grey, like hers... but white with a few black streaks.
Yes, they where equal.. the same... siblings... so to say...
"Es tut mir leid... es... es ist nicht Ihre Schuld..."
('I am sorry.... it's... it's not your fault')
He stood streight up again, put his hands behind his back.
He looked broud... somehow... but also.. sad...
... he tired his best to keep his head streight up, she could see this. He was determinded to fight, but... he also knew he would lose.
"Sir haben meine Familie..."
('They have my family...')
His voice was calm, objective.
"... sie werden deportiert sollt eich mich den Befehlen widersetzen und... ja... ich... ich weiß nicht womit sie Ihnen drohen aber... ich kann mir vorstellen... das... ja..."
('... they will be deported, should I resist the orders and... yes... I... I dont know what they threaten you with but... I can just imagine... that... yes..')
His voice died, he had to sat down again, looked exhaused.
She bit her lips.
Actually... they didn't really threat her. Well... not like that... though...
... they never needed to threat her.
She was afraid anyways...
... god... how weak she was...
But he...
That man...
Jakob Strauss...
... he was strong.
At least... stronger than her.
"Es... tut mir wirklich leid... es ist nur... all dies ist mir... so zuwider"
('I... am very sorry... it's just... all this... it's so disgusting...')
He put his head in his hands again, covered his eyes.
She smiled...
... a sad smile...
... oh... how got they into all this...
... what went wrong...?
Slowly she walked around the table, carefully she sat down on the chair next to him.
He looked up...
... tired, desperate...
She gently touched his arm, gave him another smile.
"Vielleicht... sollten wir nochmal anfangen..."
('Maybe... we should start again...')
She couldn't avoid it, her voice was shaky...
... a sad smile on his face now...
"Mein Name ist..."
('My name is...')
...
The black wall in her mind, seperating her from her memories, suddenly crumbled, fell down... without any noise, without any pain...
... suddenly she could remember...
... she remembered everything....
... what had happened...
... how she got here...
... who he was...
...who she was.
...
The doe opened her eyes...
... suddenly she was back again.
She finally remembered...
"... mein Name ist.... ist Maria Langer..."
('... my name is... is Maria Langer...')
She mumbled, slowly lifting her head from the ground...
"A..aber man nennt mich jetzt Jane... 'Crying' Jane..."
('B... but they call me Jane now... 'Crying' Jane...')
She started to giggle...
... to laugh...
A happy laughter... but... somehow twisted as well...
... strangely reminding of her 'brother's' laughter...
The dynamics of this... and
Your skills in writing relationships... I envy them so much<3
thanks a lot you... you aways
and see, i did it! it just took the whole day! hahahahahahahaha! *insane laughter*
Agreed with Ginger. This is
I got chills when it said she
I feel bad for them even more now. D=
thanks you two
pff isn't it amazing ho you can feel bad for one figure but hate it at the same time? |D
asdff... There are no words
There are no words for this.
I could read these so many times and still get lost in the amazing depth of the characters, it's as if they're real. And the more I read, the more my opinion changes on these two, because I can see at first how brutal Jack is, but then I can see why. I'm simply...astounded. Thankyou so much for writing this... this has inspired me so much in so many ways, just by reading this, and it tells me so much.
Thankyou Midnightrose~
thanks alot for your kind