Tuesday, June 7th, 2011
How long has it been since I've sat here at the top of the Ruins, looking down to the world below?
It's been a while, that much I know. How I love the view up here; I feel as if I could touch the sky, if I only reach just a little bit farther...
The cool stone is helping to keep me cool; while it's not as hot as previous days, it's certainly uncomfortable.
The view allows me to see what's going on around me without having to run all over the place. I sas a Mini Joro earlier, who clearly wanted me to come down. Ha! Not when it takes me so long to get up here in the first place! I also spotted Illrose and Gustiro, along with other deer simply running and playing around me.
I almost feel like a sentry, watching the Forest, ensuring everyone's safety. Not that I would go to just anyone's aid.
....Fay, Cry, sleep well. I will watch over you. I promise.
She couldn't recall much of the dream.
She remembered searching through a store; a bookstore of some sort. All over there were assorted books from comics to plain textbooks.
She remembered that she was looking for something, and she was desperate for it. She couldn't recall what it was though. Her fingers skated across dusty tops, books left to those who knew the definition of "diamond in a rough."
But hers wasn't here.
Suddenly, she found herself in a different bookstore; and still she searched and scoured, still unsure of what exactly she was looking for. She could have sworn she saw a highly familiar figure hanging out by the checkout area, but she focused her attention elsewhere.
She didn't have time for him in that moment.
The sound of running water caught her ears; her head turned to see an all too familiar sight. It was a vintage-styled fountain, brickwork its frame, a small spout in the center. The floor was the every familiar blue and white rock work. The only thing missing was the mushroom circle.
She felt herself moving on all fours; what exactly was happening? The water from the spout beckoned to her, and she shivered with the thought of what that fountain created. At first, she simply ran her head under it, letting it soak through her, cooling her.
She wanted to taste the water; but dare she lose her form for a simple drink? There was a part of her that wanted to run, to not know.
But the pull was just too great.
Her tongue just lightly touched the water; she couldn't recall anything that tasted so pure. Soon, she left the water fill her mouth, its taste enthralling her.
She had not a clue what happened next.
---
She couldn't remember why she walked into the kitchen in the first place.
Was she thirsty? She couldn't recall feeling such.
Was she hungry? She couldn't recall feeling such.
What she could feel, however, was a certain apprehension - the spine shivered, the heart beat to near bursting. She felt nervous, perhaps even a little frightened. Her blues scanned the room searching for something - she didn't know what.
It happened.
There was no pain; instead, it felt uncomfortable; it felt like something had forced its way into her heart, daring to claim it.
Everything's all blurry....
She felt her eyes begin to roll into the back of her head, and she could feel herself falling, falling. A dull thud was heard, but she never felt herself hit the ground.
She could hear it - a low humming noise. Someone's voice. She recognized it immediately.
G-Ginger?
Her mind fluttered with images of a flower field, a scarecrow hung unceremoniously on what, to her, looked like telephone poles. But that wasn't her world; it wasn't her.
Her eyes refused to cooperate, instead feeding her mind - but she felt her arm move as if to grasp, capture, hold to her forever.
She didn't know who - or what - she was reaching for. Or perhaps she did, but preferred to keep it to herself, cold cheeks warming slightly. Her body barely shook, but it shook alright. His name fluttered through her mind, but she kept it to herself.
They would never understand.
He said he cared for her, on multiple occasions - each time he said it, she could feel her heart's pace quicken, his friends pointing out how flushed her cheeks looked. And what about the jerk who openly asked him, in Russian the coward, if she was his girlfriend? Her reply back to him had also been in Russian, flustered, but he laughed and took off - leaving her even more flustered, and him just very confused.
She refused to tell him what was said.
Perhaps somewhere, in the recesses of her mind, this was it - there was a future there.
The singing continued.
No, no there was no future here.
How can you have a future when the future has shot you dead?
Ama ~~~
~
Takeshi is indeed a bit more
GLAD TO BE OF SERVICE,
Pfff WAI AM I NOT TRACKING
Alsooo, don't mind him cowering under trees/you/other assorted objects. He's attempting to shelter from the rain. Firemaster + Water = DO NOT WANT ♥ *giggles* You are waaay too much fun to play about with, you know that~? :B
IDK WAI YOU WEREN'T TRACKING
Hahha, I figured that's why he was doing that, but I must lol whenever I see a deer cower, especially one like Axel, hahaha 8D
Dah, thanks! It takes a bit to get me to play, but once I do, I like to get carried away 8D
TEE HEE MAH PLEASURE, IT WAS
And *giggles* I had a feeling you knew, and like just as I commented on this entry you commented on mine-GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE :B ♥ And *giggles* i totally lol too, especially when it's one like Axel too! It looks so adorable yet so very amusing-I can totally never take it seriously, it just looks to entertaining! ♥
Naaw mah pleasure! :3 Thankies too! And eeee fair enough fair enough, I SHALL MAKE IT MY GOAL TO MAKE YOU GET CARRIED AWAY WHEN I COME IN AND PLAY WITH YOU FROM NOW ON :B *godlike pose*
I totally want to go explore right now-wanna go dash about? Axel will totally be running from tree to tree/various ridiculous objects cowering under them if we do so :B
&hearts Sure! Whenever he's
Sure! Whenever he's back online, if you feel like running around and whatnot, I'm up for it <3
...PFFF I'M SO MISSING
Kaoori got into a fight with
I didn't fight or anything, but still.
Hahaha...
I'm sure pretty much all of
Look up some photos as you draw, use references, it helps a lot until you feel confident to stand on your own feet. ^^
I think if you give yourself time and practice, you could do quite well! ♥
Mmm....I was just caught in a
I do use references, trust me, I use them a LOT. But even then, half the time it doesn't come out perfect, you know? Maybe I just have another stick up my buttocks saying that, but...I'm a stickler for perfect art. Bleh...;;
&hearts ...
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Saka, omggg. I remember that
I remember that video! &hearts
*cling*
-CLINGS BACK- &hearts I'm
I'm feeling a little more chipper today, which is a good thing.
Though it doesn't take much for things to do downhill all over again...
I hope... I hope your'e not
A small smile cracks its way
I'm fine. Just some cuts and bruises. Nothing bad, I promise.
Yet she can't help but add:
I almost had him you know...
I don't want anyone hurt
She sighs, exasperated.
Kaoori, we do it out of our own will. We do it because we love you.
She bumps the side of her Skull against the Izo Shika's face, a gesture that she had done many times before to many others.
It'll never be your fault. Don't think otherwise.
Confidence jolted out of her voice. It had been a long since she was this sure of something.
I-- Kaoori was silent,
Kaoori was silent, finding comfort in her friend's embrace.
"A tear in my brain, Allows
Allows the voices in.."
They wanna push you off the
With their frequency wires...
And you can do no wrong,
In my eyes, in my eyes.
Quote:I want to be something
I know this feeling-- this pain all too well.
Hraeth....&hearts ...
♥ Was so good to see
Sucks about your college internet though ):
I'll see you when I see you,
Well that blows You can
You can still chat on MSN right?
Dag -It was so good seeing
I wish I was a more expert programmer/hacker. I'd fix their wireless something fierce >8(
Ocean - Mmm...&hearts
Lex - Hey you. (:
Yeah, I can still chat on MSN and the like, I just can't access anything TEF related ):
"-Huff!-"
Darn it, Virgil, you beat me
...
I will get you back. I swear it! -Puffs chest-
"Oh good, then I am pleased
Ha!"
NO, NO, NO. OH MY GOD,
OH MY GOD, NO.
VIIIIIRRRRRGGGIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!
-throws fit-
Lacieee!
*slaps a twack right here*
Download Deer Tracker v1.0
Amazon - Ammmmaaaaa ~~~
Sluggs - Oh hai! &hearts
Lacie.
Visit us whenever you want to.
Epic Ama/Lacie staredown,
8'D
Ehh, it's just...gah, I dunno. Truth be told, I know I can come and visit you whenever I want. I feel very comfortable hanging out with you.
Everyone else, not so much. It feels like there's a wall there...
Meh, ilu. &hearts
You know you can always sit
I would have gone to you to say hello a few times, but Reed was right there and I don't like bothering you two when you're together. :x Reed and Noe have been on iffy terms as it is.
Mmm....I just wasn't so sure
And...I didn't even know that Reed and Noelle were iffy with each other. That'll teach me to be around more...
Sucks about your car ): I'd
Well, the car seems to be
Oh well, it's just a matter of time I suppose.
I was freaking out when it first broke down; I didn't cry, but I was shaking all over ;;
NO. THEY. DIDN'T. D8 Glad
Glad you're okay.
and ff i love this layout.
Ourania - YES. THEY.
The professor wasn't feeling too well Sunday night, and he just couldn't get himself out of bed Monday morning. So he canceled class 8D
Kaoori - Nnnn &hearts
And thank you. I was kinda looking for a different Autumn picture than what I have now, but I couldn't resist using it after seeing those little white things mixed in with the leaves; almost like Lacie shedding all over the place, ffff 8D
You don't drag me down.
And YOU. Get better. That's scary. :|
I can only
fkskfskfks
I am better, I promise. I just need to get used to walking around again ;;
I hope it went okay...
They're giving me a new court
Blah.
&hearts
I -think- Aurora as seen her