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HEY HER

get over here 8D

i need to ask you something.

for your approval XD

i was thinking...

actually, me and Dannii were talking

and
and
and

Dannii wants there to be a doe that Tybalt might actually LIKE

and i thought.

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.

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MERCUTIOS SISTER.

i understand, though, that that would be a HORRIFICALLY fanfic thing to do XD introducing your own character into a famous play. BUT. IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME.

WHAT SAY YOU, MADAM.

WOULD IT NOT BE EPIC???
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><Unstable Doubt><

cant sleep c: must write 8D

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Clock lay there, sprawled about his bed. He legs lay straight, his face buried in his pillow. His arms were drawn up to his face, bent so that his hands hung above his head. He shook miserably, not really crying, his mind was racing. So many thoughts all at once. It wasn't safe for him to leave. He had to skip school that day.

A quiet knock on the door was heard, and Tropa opened it and peeked inside. "Clock? Can I come in?..."

Clock didn't move. He only moved his toe up and down. Tropa took that as a yes and went inside, closing the door behind her. She sat down next to him, rubbing his bare back (he hadn't bothered to change out of his pajamas).

"Poor thing... Are you okay?"

Clock shook his head, never removing it from his pillow. She continued to rub his back, giving him at least a little comfort. He sighed, still shaking, and turned his head to the side to face her.

"Anything bothering you?"

Clock sighed again, "I dunno Tropa... It's... It's all this... Can I be crude for a moment?"

"Sure."

"It's all this split personality shit. I can't stand it anymore... I think it's driving Danielle away..."

"How do you know? I'm sure she doesn't mind you leaving every once in a while. Just makes her happier to see your once you're back, doesn't it?"

Clock shut his eyes, trying to clear his mind, but failing. "I... I don't know what to do... I scared her yesterday... How can I just come to her and say everything will be okay? She won't believe me, I wouldn't believe me. I acted like I should've been in an assylum..."

"Clock..." She was interrupted, he raised his voice.

"Maybe that's what should happen. Maybe I should just be locked up for the rest of my life. Then maybe I wouldn't hurt her... She won't see me like that again..."
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KISSIN MERCUTIO EH?

YOU WANNA???

oh yes ;D ;D ;D
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Random story about today (and maybe a little made up stuff XD)

its not about Fulu, Zilant, and Kailani, if youre wondering XD sorry if i let your hopes down 8D

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The day was warm and red. Giant dandilions sprouted from the ground, giving the deer a little difference in the forest.

A large stag wandered today. A stag with an intricate brownish pattern on his coat. His giant, white antlers floated above him as he walked elegantly. A few does stopped for a second to look at him, raising an eyebrow or smiling or giggling before they carried on. His expression didn't change. He was used to it.

Another stag wandered about, only instead of elegance, he held a terrified tremble. On a normal day, this deer was a cheerful, lovestruck teenager. But today was different. The sunlight was red. And so his pelt was red. He had changed into a completely different deer. His mask giving him a deep voice, and his antlers grew giant and red. Dispite his good defences, he was as fragile and afraid as a newborn fawn.

The two walked passed each other. In truth, this was Owen first day in the forest, and everything was new to him. He was caught dazing at everything, some things amazing, some things scary. Tybalt raised an eyebrow. What was he so afraid of?

Tybalt approached the cowering red stag with caution, "Good morrow, red stag..."

Owen whirled around, shaking madly. "H-h-h-h-helllllllo...."

Tybalt furrowed his brow, "What frightens thee so?"

"O-oh, uh..." Owen glanced downward for a seconds. "P-pretty much ev-verything..."

"Speak up, stag, 'tis not polite to stutter!"

Owen cringed at him raising his voice. His ears lowered even more, if it was possible, and his head drew backward and downward. "T-this forest it's.... it's new and... frightening to m-me..."

"'Twas a little better... But what about this place frightens thee so? There is nothing to fear here."

"I-it's just... N-new to me..."
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To Danielle... (not just a confession, please read it, Dannii...)

... Hey...

It's been... quite a few months, hasn't it? Probably some of the best in my life... Probably the best in my life... It's been pretty crazy getting to know you... And... I dunno, just... something tells me... That it's time...

It was all okay until now. She was your friend, and you loved her as such. She scared you... And even though she's still here, and I don't think she's leaving anymore, that doesn't mean you're not afraid...

You know you can come to me at times like this... When you need someone... A shoulder to cry on, a wall to lean on... I'll be there...

I'll be your shoulder to cry on.

I'll be your wall to lean on.

I'll give you the best comfort I can offer... I'll give you my happiness... I'll share my sadness with you... I'll...

I'll give you my heart... So just in case you think you don't have one... You'll always have a spare...

I don't want you to be afraid... I don't want you to be sad... I don't want to leave your side...

The only thing I can ever hope to offer... Are these three words...

I...

Love...

You...

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it was about time i made him say something XD

but... really, its more than a confession between two characters... just replace Clock with me...

Dannii, youre my friend... and if you need to talk to someone, ill always be there... im there for all my friends, not just the ones i see in person. im not gonna let you be sad and have no one to talk it out with... ill never let that happen...

i know she isnt leaving anymore... at least i dont think she is... anyway, i just want you to know that... you can still care for someone without ever seeing their faces...
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./In the Life of My Human Deer\.

just something fun ;D may add more later >> <<

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Clock tapped.

And he tapped.

And he tapped.

He tapped his finger against the counter of the convenient store. There was absolutely nobody there. No one in the parking lot. No one pumping gas. No one lingering around inside deciding on buying either Powerade or Gatorade. In front of him were little paperclip statues he had made in his boredom. One was a knight, sword drawn and shield ready. Another was a ghost, flailing its arms in the air. Another was a man with a whip made out of staples. That one was his favorite. They stood so delicately that if you misplaced your foot, one of them would fall over. He decided to go under the counter and grab some tape.

He drew out some little strips of tape and positioned the little statues how he wanted them. Clock squinted his already squinty eyes as he carefully taped over the feet (or rather the tail, when it came to the ghost), finally keeping them solidly on the counter. The young man smiled at his meager accomplishment.

It was not what he wanted to do this weekend. His coach called in sick, so his Cross Country meet was cancelled. Not to mention all of his friends were gone to some concert that he couldn't afford to go to. Dorm kids. Some get all the luck. So he was stuck working today. At least he would make some money.

It was then, he decided, that he would pull out some homework. It was only Spanish, it wasn't too hard. He pulled out a little pencil and started scribbling on his paper, meanwhile singing a silly tune softly.

Hunt, hunt, hunt!
He's the Huntsman,
"Into action!" is his cry!
From the forest to the city
He'll be there within a jiffy
To sock evil in the eye!


[=red]Marty Pheeb was a poor hunter,
Hungry without... something...
'Till one day, he saved a chunky elf
From being eaten by a crow.
The elf rewarded Marty Pheeb
With a magic sack of corn.
He gain power
And speed
And shiney teeth
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HEY ROWAN

here you go :> in order, just for you <3

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crack convo about R&J (its REALLY long)

so... you better have time XD and this is condensed! XDD

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Dannii says:
...ROFL
Dannii says:
Sleeping Mercutio...>D
Dannii says:
*shot*
Dannii says:
..KEEPING A HAND ON HIS -RAPIER-...
Dannii says:
...*BUS'D*
Dannii says:
...You have NO idea
Dannii says:
How hard it is
Dannii says:
To try not to make Tybalt stare at Mercutio in his sleep and think hes handsome..
Dannii says:
*BRICK'D(
Dannii says:
**
Dannii says:
POSTED
Dannii says:
DIDNT MAKE TYBALT SUDDENLY TURN GAY.
OMFG
Dannii says:
I ALMOST WROTE
Raku says:
WUT
Dannii says:
"TYBALT JOLTED SLIGHTLY AS HE FELT MERCUTIO'S HAND BRUSH AGAINST HIS LEG"
Dannii says:
...*LOLS*
Raku says:
LOOOOOOOOOOOL
Dannii says:
*CHANGES "HAND" TO "FOOT"*
Dannii says:
ROFLLLL GOD
Dannii says:
I THINK IM OBSESSED
Dannii says:
XDD
Raku says:
YOU SICKO
Dannii says:
THATS ME.
Raku says:
LOL
Raku says:
"OH TYBALT YOUR LEG IS SO STRONG"
Dannii says:
...*LOLS*
Raku says:
gruh
Raku says:
maybe we should go through with this
Raku says:
XDDD
Raku says:
BUT
Dannii says:
ROFL
Raku says:
i like em better as rivals
Raku says:
STRAIGHT rivals
Raku says:
LOL
Dannii says:
...*LOLS*
Dannii says:
LOVE-HATE RELATIONSIP FTW
Dannii says:
*SHOT*
Raku says:
TYBALT LOVES
Raku says:
MERCUTIO HATES
Raku says:
XDDD
Dannii says:
*LOLS*
Dannii says:
...WHY IS IT
Dannii says:
...THAT IM OBSESSED
Dannii says:
D:
Raku says:
BECAUSE
Raku says:
ITS HILARIOUS
Raku says:
Tybalt: I <3 U
Raku says:
Mercutio: GO AWAY
Dannii says:
ROFL
Dannii says:
Tybalt: ...;_;
Raku says:
awwww
Dannii says:
8D
Raku says:
*pats Tybalt*
Dannii says:
Tybalt: *SNARL*
Dannii says:
....*cracks up*
Raku says:
AAAAAAAAAAH
Raku says:
*hides behind Mercutio*
Raku says:
SEXY MERCUTIO SAVE ME
Dannii says:
LOL
Raku says:
Mercutio: ... I'm gentle Mercutio
Raku says:
NO YOURE SEXY
Dannii says:
LOL
Raku says:
TYBALT
Raku says:
I BITE MY THUMB AT YOU
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Random human deer facts lolwtf

LOLYEAH. I KINDA WANTED TO.

Skokey:

- Has orange/red hair. He dyes most of it black, leaving the bangs orange.
- Has hazel eyes. Color fades between brown and green depending on his day (good or bad XD)
- Is around his mid 20s
- Is around 5'10"
- Is an architect. I KNOW RIGHT?!? He's really good at it XD
- Designed and blue-printed his own house c:
- Is married to Fenqua
- Has fraternal twins
- Likes cooking for the family
- Likes to write, but isn't professional
- Hates reading
- Hates spicy food
- Loves sour candy
- Usually wears black shirts, with or without symbols and crap on them

Faytha:

- Has curly blond hair, like Fenqua's
- Has hazel eyes, like Skokey's
- Is around 15 or 16
- Is still pretty short XD
- Goes to a boarding school
- Is a Daddy's Little Girl
- Likes spaghetti
- Hates lima beans
- Loves mint ice cream
- Loves grapejuice
- Usually wears whatever she buys from Maurice's
- Works at Maurice's (OF COURSE)
- Whenever she gets a day off, she'll visit the other schools where her cousin and friends go.

Fulu:

- Has long, dark brown hair
- Has very dark eyes
- Is around early 20s
- Is around 5'6"
- Is an interior designer
- Helped Skokey design his house
- Is married to Zilant
- Has a daughter
- Doesn't really like cooking
- Loves rich foods with sauces
- Hates dry foods
- Loves chocolate milk
- Usually wears a white hoodie with a tank top underneath and jeans
- Has a bird pendant from her 20th birthday

Vessel:

- Has sandy-brown hair, kind of covering his eyes
- Has very pale, icey blue eyes
- Is around mid 20s
- Is around 6'6"
- Is a psychologist
- Isn't too great around children
- Has a son
- Is married to Xylia
- Loves pizza
- Hates mashed potatos
- Loves Coke
- Usually wears just a t-shirt and jeans.
- Is extremely shy
- Is very quiet, but not mute
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To My Sweet Xylia...

I know... I know I have been away... Not from you. I have been by your side, yes, but I have been away in my thoughts. You of all deer should know... I... I am sorry for that...

I've worried you... Made you feel alone... Upset... Fearful... But no more. I am done with these thoughts, I will not leave you again. I will be by your side, and I will really be there, looking back at you. I never wanted you to be alone...

We have been talking... Well, as close as possible to that. I could barely contribute. But yes. We have been talking. We have been talking for a long time. About one simple thing... And... I beileve I have... made a decision...

Xylia... I do love you. I love you with all my heart. A child would be the ultimate proof of it. The proof that says I've stuck by you through the tough times and the easy times. The proof that says I loved you enough to carry on our names. As well as a teacher. A child would show us the world in a whole new way. It would change our lives for the better...

But please... Consider it for the future... How could I possibley be a good father? I cannot speak to the child, I cannot help it learn. It breaks my heart to know that you would have to keep reminding the child that I cannot say anything. It would keep breaking my heart knowing that the child would think I didn't love it... Though I know I would...

I cannot see myself as the best father ever. I cannot see my child loving me back. I would have no way to show it. And... and what if it could not speak, just like me? What if it would have to live it's life like my own? Rejected by others just because they couldn't understand him... Is that what you would want your child to go through?...
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