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Dear Masque.

[=10]You have no idea how much I want to shit you right now. But I can't. It's you we're talking about, after all. I just have to get this to you somehow. So, you get this letter instead of a faceful of shovel.

I don't know what to do with you. I have the haunting feeling this is going to put you in an even worse mood, but that's because I suck at staying calm. Take the emotion out of what I'm about to say and consider it as twisted constructive critisism, and that's colser to my original intent.

What do you want, Masque? Exactly what are you going to settle on? It's like spin-the-bottle every damn day. Don't give me crap about how you don't want anything from us - you weren't born here. You're human, so you have to have some kind of desire. Shyla, Aegle and me - we don't know what to do. I can tell they're as lost as I am. Maybe you've decided where your heart's going, but you haven't shown us, and it's driving me crazy. I don't mean to speak for them, but still.

IT's painfully hard to distance myself from you. I'll say it straight. I'm sure they're feeling it too. I don't want to make this about me, but you need to know, really. Yeah, I liked you. A hell of a lot, to be exact. It's sorely clear how alike we are. No matter what I did, you held me at arm's length, so I was patient. Then I learned what Aegle and Shyla felt. I've had enough time with love - I wanted them to have their shot, so I tried to back away. It's hard when you keep this charade up. Really, really hard.

I can't hate you. No matter how hard I try, I keep looking back at you, so I figure I'm stuck with it. Just tell me what you've decided. I'll do what I can to stick around, no matter what. I guess.

Love, always,

T


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SFHJGH THIS WAS AMUSING. She would have told him in person but honestly, she was afraid for his safety, so have a note pinned to his apartment door. Laughing out loud
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Deer friends list

[=10]Just compiling. Not sure if I'm gonna add my other deer on here or what. If I forgot you, please let me know!

[edit August 7] KFDJGSDH of course I felt like adding little tidbits. wtf is wrong with me. HI. <33 BIG WORDS FTW.

&=Acquaintance
+=friend
++=close friend
Y=crush/love/mate
*=relative

Aeros
*Tuna - His 2nd adopted 'grandchild'. He doesn't always support her decisions, but he loves her more than life.
*Pan- His first adoptive granddaughter. He disowned her, but he thinks about her constantly, and wonders if there was/is anything he could have done to save her.
++Lieka - Their friendship goes back for ages, and he knows he can trust and confide in her. You could go so far as to say she's the most important thing in the world to him.
+Scape - They have a friendship that goes back as well, and Aeros enjoys his company occasionally.
&Lorrel - he only met her once, but he found her very intriguing.
&21 - He has a pleasant relationship with her.
&Walter - Although he does not agree with the stag's behavior, he respects and gets along with him alright.

Pan
*Tuna - her (unbiological) 'half sister'. In her mind, they have a great relationship, and she is probably the only person Pan won't kill.
*Aeros - Her 'grandfather'. She still finds pleasure in tormenting him, unphased when he abandoned her after she attempted to murder him.
++Scarecrow - A partner in crime she holds in high regards.
++Artemis - an old friend. They interact quite well, unlike Artemis with most other deer.
YNever - She 'loves' him dearly, and also finds him very enjoyable to be around.
^I DIED WHILE TYPING ALL OF THIS

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New deer. hmhm.

c: I'm having picto registering troubles right now but once I get them sorted out I'll get one. If not, I guess I'm stuck going back to Loop's picto. lsdjfgdf.

His name is Oz. He's gonna be a young adult stag dressed in the Nightfall pelt, Skull mask, and candle antlers. I have his demeanour mostly down, but not his past or his human looks, so I'd appreciate help with it, if anyone could. : D

Personality: He's a big guy, but he's a softie, and he won't get in fights unless it's unavoidable. He can kick some ass, though. cB He's very smart and laidback, all cheerful and sweet. He's very creative, but he doesn't channel it into any sort of specific talent. And uh. He's...happy? |D That's all I got lol.

So, yes. Help on some other things would be faaaabulous. And the picto page is being mean to me right now so perhaps someone could register for me later? :B -goes back to work tralala-

oyeah and he sounds like this. CARRY ON.
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Family (PEVERMORE GOODNESS)

“She didn’t seem to enjoy it very much.”

Shrugging mildly, Pan sipped her coffee. “She’s not used to your type of parenting. Her mother spoiled her, from what it sound like.” Across from her in the café booth, Never ran his tongue over his pointed teeth, smiling slightly. “Yes, she did. Five minutes with that woman is all it takes.” Raising his hand to a passing waitress, he ordered another couple of donuts. Pandemonium arched a thin eyebrow. “You’re gonna get fat, you know. Besides, I’m short on cash. We’re gonna have to torch the place.” The huge man shrugged apologetically – his black eyes flashed under his sunglasses, and he grinned. “I’ll get some exercise, then. But nevermind. Set up any plans for today?”

“Well, most importantly, I’m getting on a plane in a few hours. I have to decide who survives the crash-“ she paused to take another drink- “but I’m landing in New York, to pay my sister a visit. Looks like she’s been keeping out of sight, from what the FBI’s got in their computers.” She smiled fondly, looking very much like some kind of rabid wolf. Never looked intrigued. “Oh, the terrorist, right? You never told me you sprung her out.”

“More like blew.” The redhead leaned back and looked out the window. “But I’ve promised not to kill her, so I guess I should see how things are going.” Her unkempt curls framed her pale face as she looked back at never and set down her mug. “Okay, let’s do this.”
He seemed excited. “Wonderful. The chairs are made of metal – they’ll crack bone, at the least.”

“Perfect. I’ll go get the…you want arsenic or arsenal, sweetie?”

“Surprise me.”
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This is what happens at 2:30 am. SARIE I COULDN'T DRAW SO I WROTE. It's hilariously lame now that I look back on it. B: SO SHORT WRY. anyways here you go. <333

God, I hope this migraine goes awaaaay.
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Anybody want a sketch or something? (closed)

I'm bored. :B So, yeah, just post a bio link. I'll take a couple. (although techincally I should be finishing this iScrib doodle so Dannii doesn't kill me HOHO.)

[edit] HOORAY I'm fighting artblock so here's two. ;_; baw this was hard to accomplish. BUT I SHALL GET RIGHT ON THE OTHERS. Hopefully.

[editedit] I was stuck on headshots, but I managed to crank out Walter's alright. |D I hope you guys don't mine. <333

1. Sarie - Aspen+Tuna & Pevermore HAW AspTuna finished
2. Kaitlyn - Roscoe here
3. Faunet - Faunet here
4. Mrs. Halloween here
5. Snowrift - Isis here
6. Verdalas - Walter in a tutu SAKGJD here
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Tuna's (updated) hugebiscuits question meme.

[=10]All done. Deleted some shit.

Basic Statistics

Name: Tuna.
Nickname: T, Fish, TEUUUUNAH, so on.
Meaning of name: Right after I answer this, why don't I help you find the circle line?
Origin of name: Fayne's a tard and based me off of her, yo. Horay for nicknames.
Age: 24, if you assume I'm not gonna live forever like we deer do.
Sex: GOD, YES. -punjab'd- okay okay I'm a chick.
Blood type: AB. Universal taker.
Nationality: American trash.
Ethnicity: What, as a human? White.
Political Party: Who cares.
Birth date: No idea. I use July 8th, 1986.
Birth place: The Forest.
Current residence: Avenue B apartment in New York City. Three cheers for neon and chrome.
Describe their dwelling/house: Pretty much just a big loft, with bedrooms off of it and such.
Occupation: Unemployed at the moment. I'm looking for work at the theater - I spend my time playing at bars and such for cash.
Hobbies/Pastimes: I play the saxaphone, and I sing a bit. I'm also into acting.
Talents/Skills/Powers: I'm good with guns. :U I've also got naturally keen eyesight and hearing, and I've developed a fair knowledge of healing broken bones/gunshot wounds/the like.
Family: Aeros is my 'grandfather', Pan's my adoptive half-sister. George is my adopted brother.

Past History

Hometown: OBX, North Carolina.
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Never Shall We Die (a short story)

[=9][i]"T! T!"
A little girl, looking to be about eight or nine, struggled up the grassy hill towards the huge oak tree at the top. Her free hand dug into the soil in order to speed up her climb - the other was preoccupied with a glass jar, seemingly empty.

The child finally reached the top of the incline, and continued without stopping. "Look!" The figures sitting at the base of the tree looked up just as she cannoned into its arms. "OOF," the woman grunted. The two started to laugh - the child's a bubbly giggle, the other's a rich, more relaxed sound. "Okay, okay, what is it?", the lady inquired. "Come on, Her, don't mess with me."

"Well, since it's your birthday, and you're lighting candles and everything, I wanted to give you something, so I went to the meadow!" Heroine tossed her sandy blonde curls, her brown eyes shining. "And I caught you these fireflies, look!" She held the jar out to her mother, who took it and peered at the little insects. Their light reflected in here green eyes, and she smiled. "Honey, they're beautiful."

"Tuna?"

"Yeah, babe."

The girl leaned her head back on Tuna's chest, holding her mother's arms around her. "When do I get to go to that forest we're from? I want to know why we get such weird names, like you and me and Mister Luxor and Mister Pheobus. And Trinket. Especially Trinket."

"You never do run out of questions." Tuna smiled, wrapping a strang of her daughter's long hair around her finger. She looked up at the three candles hanging from the oak tree. "I don't know, kid. Soon, I think."

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Okay, kiddos. (Got all I need, thanks!)

Need screenshots/FRAPS clips of your deer. It's similar to Squeegie's Forest Deer video thing. XD What I'm looking for is screenies of anywhere from just your deer to a huge group. Funny ones are good. cB I have a CRAPLOAD of fraps clips so I'd also like to balance those out with yours. XD

...and perhaps a screenshot of Run, if anyone can provide?

So, yes, please post here, or as for my email for those clips. Smiling

Bumpity: All done! I'm not sure when I'll post this...perhaps it will be soon, perhaps not. :U
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THE FEYN MANUAL

[=10]Real Life:
-My name is Christina.
-People have called me Tuna since 7th grade.
-I live on an island on the East Coast. It's hot as hell in the summer and windy in the winter. (NC, anyone? >_>_
-I live with my sister and my parents. Tolerable, at best.
-I'm in 9th grade, second youngest out of all of us. :B Just 14.
-I draw. All the time. I also write, on occasion.

Likes
-old cars
-old music
-Coca-Cola
-sleeping in horrendously late
-mismatched socks
-zombies/pirates/badass creature things
-movies

Dislikes
-people who are jerks
-people who turn your friends into jerks
-being out of soda
-scene/punk wannabes
-the classic Myspace Picture
-Twilight. With all my soul.
- Kids. They hate me, too.
- Fun-sized candy bars.

Stuff I Love
Movies: RENT, Pirate Radio, Zombieland, The Ring, Scream, V for Vendetta, Phantom of the Opera, PotC (DON'T SHOOT ME), The Dark Knight, The Secret Life of Bees
TV: House MD, In Plain Sight, Psych, Mythbusters, Ghost Hunters
Music: Slow Club, the Rolling Stones, Julia Marcell, Ingrid Michaelson, oldies, lots of stuff from musicals
Books: Piratica. Not since then have I read anything very good. P&P&Zombies, I guess. :U

Random Facts:
- I'm pretty sure I have moderate nerve damage near my shoulderblade - whenever I hunch forward for too long or sit the wrong way, it tingles profusely.
-I hate it here. At the same time, I hate knowing that in a decade or so, the place I grew up in won't be here anymore.
- If I could live anywhere, it would be Florida.
- I want a cat.
- I fail miserably at having characters of the opposite sex.
- My internet career went something like this: Neopets-->aimless wandering-->SROekaki-->TEF. I'm stuck here until I can get some other things in order. XD
-Sorry, Sarie: I don't really like the Beatles. Respect? Of course. It's a mainstream thing here to say 'Oh, I love the Beatles' and it's annoying.
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